I lie awake each night,
Temptation grasping at my dreams,
Convincing me that I cannot belong.

The harsh darkness of shadows have engulfed my fragile mind,
Calling out in cruelty to my conscience
As it hides.

I am your shattered hopes and expectations,
Which share the blood that courses through you;
A Fallen Angel born through hateful union.

Pray no longer for the Angel you desire.
Because of your deceptions, your betrayals, and your lies,
She will remain forever lost.

The hurtful words and harsh affection,
That some have called 'Tough Love,'
Is never what was fated to be.

Wanting hasn't gotten us anywhere.
Hopes and dreams can live only in fairytale.

I have gone,
And your abandonment will scar my heart no longer.