Okay so disclaimer

I do not own Kingdom Hearts or anything affiliated with it!

okay so this story is a little morbid... okay by the end it'll be totally morbid! BUT!!!!! I am warning you now! so it's all good.

Warnings: Rape, Incest, Implied Yaoi, Violence and heaps of other warnins that come more later with the story that i'll list as they appear.

Anyway If you don't like don't read it and enjoy the first chapter of 'Look At Me Before I Am Gone'.

The scene at present contains an older man about 40 odd years and a young boy appearing to be thirteen. The boy can be found cowering on the bedding in a foetal ball, tears streaming from his eyes. Standing before the boy the older man closed his eyes, replaying the past hour in his head committing every scream, cry, plead and sigh to memory. Closing the final image on this recent memory he opened his eyes while his mouth snaked its way into a smile.

"Ah, my dear Roxas. As good as always."

Pulling up his pants and fastening them he leaned forward to pull Roxas' face closer to his own. Watching the boy's tears fall aroused the man once again, however, he'd already broken the boy so there was no reason to torture him further.

Looking down at his unoccupied hand he noticed Roxas' essence covering it. Holding his hand to Roxas' face he commanded him to clean it off. Opening his eyes gently and examining the man's face made Roxas fear the consequences. His hesitant tongue began to probe out of his red, bruised lips ready to clean the hand presented to him. Keeping his eyes solely on his assailant to ensure all the torture wasn't going to begin again. However, the elder of the two formulated another idea.

Deciding that the boy was taking too long he covered his sullied hand over Roxas' mouth. Wiping the hand across his mouth he moved it down Roxas' neck and to his chest. Finally deciding that everything was over and done with the assailant spat on the boy Roxas' face. About turning and walking toward the door the man left behind the haunting words,

"I own you. Don't even try to fight it."

Keeping his eyes trained on the door Roxas finally allowed his body to be wracked with sobs and choked cries once he'd noted the final light in the house go off and the last door click shut.

Suffering in silence Roxas allowed only one question to roam his mind,

Why does Dad do this to me?

Finally exhaustion consumed his body and he fell to sleep. Escaping this world to a world where ducks can talk and aeroplanes are made out of gummi pieces. Never hearing two doors open or feeling the voices in the hall burn his ears.

Okay so my story is gunna be morbid. ='[ I feel bad for my Roxas.

*cuddles Roxas*

Anyway, Read and Review please? I'll give out Jelly! The yummy Aussie KIND!