Ok all my Fanfic MANDY lovers! I'm back with this time Mickie's POV! Now we all know what happened with the Mickie and Randy in Before he Cheats, and what happen with Randy in Don't Jump, and saw more of Mickie's heart break in Teardrops on My guitar but what happens when Kyli feels like a burden the one person she tries to helps doesn't want her to anymore in Broken and saw Randy in his last attempt of getting Mickie back in Closer to You. Now how will Miss James control her feelings after what Randy set her with? Is this possibly the last of the saga but of course it's up to you, the loyal readers to decide the fate of Mickie and Randy! Oh and this is a possible for another one shot to happen as well while reading. Enjoy!
As always, I don't own the superstars or Divas. They belong to respectfully to WWE and Vince McMahon. The song Addicted respectfully belongs to Kelly Clarkson!
The only thing I do own is the OC, Kayla "Kyli" Knight.
A/N: WOW! I didn't update til a year and three months later xD Sorry guys, if you want more please bug me for another oneshot of this couple and not let me wait til a year again xD hehehe ok? Ok. Enjoy! :-D
Addicted by Kelly Clarkson Album: Breakaway
~*Randy's POV*~
"If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. I can't hold on forever," I answered dully, glancing back over as Mickie vanished in the horizon.
~*Mickie's POV*~
I raked my hands through my brunette hair as I lowered my head. Randy's trying to get back with me but I just can't shake the memory of him dancing and showing Barbie how to shoot pool at the club months back. Then I find him two months later with some skater looking Goth girl on his arm while he still wants me back. It's just not right. And he has a plan. A plan to get me back and that's with this damn storyline with him, Jeff and this chick named Kyli. I sighed, closing my eyes as my fingers rubbed my temples.
It's like your a drug
It's like your a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
But Randy was my drug. He was everything that I wanted, to get more than just a taste. I still wanted to be around him and feel that warm hearted hug from him as well of those deep passionate kisses from those lips. He made me want to do things that I didn't have the heart to do at the time. I can't turn him away after the year I-we had together. He may be a demon but I can't shake him. Why in the hell am I thinking about him? He did something to wreck us and yet I just keep running away from him when my heart is telling me to give him a chance again.
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
I shook my head as my fingers threaded through my hair and brushed my neck as I rolled my head. I let him get the best of me and have all the power. He's slowly getting back into my head and I can't help but to keep my bitter, I-wanna-take-world-down-self locked in its own little box in my head. I wanted everyone to feel the way I felt when I got cheated on. But that was the catch. Maria told me to let it go after seeing Kyli show up with him at the show. John, I don't know about him. I get that he's Randy's friend but I know he's on his side. Some of the divas hate him after what Barbie spread around the locker room that night when his car got accidental damage. Guilty as charged. I was the one who did it but I'm surprised he didn't press charges towards me for what I did. So I really didn't have a say in what to do now even though half the locker room isn't talking to him. Or they're just doing that when I'm around so I don't give them the evil death glare I carried.
I sighed, shaking my head. This was gonna be harder as it looked.
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
I needed him back. I was caving and I didn't know how to control it. I can feel my skin getting pulled. Whether it was from a vampire or a leech, Randy was pulling me back under his spell and losing blood was never the answer for me in a life time. I tried my best in controlling the power I had but again, I fell and he has everything that I tried to keep to myself. Randy was like a cigarette, something I knew I wasn't going to let go of. Whether it was a few days, weeks, months or years. I couldn't quit.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
I glanced around the locker room, taking in short breaths with each beat of my heart. I couldn't believe what I was going on. My mind was being taken over by him. Him of all people. It shouldn't be but it is. My mind should be seeing the sights of gold around my waist again but its only Randy. Randy is all I see. It must be that damn AOROD, Addicted Obsessive Randy Orton Disorder. But why do I have it? Shouldn't all the rapid Fan girls have it-sorry if I somehow offended anyone-but why do I have it?
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
One year, Mickie, My head snapped up looking around the room. I heard his voice. I shouldn't be the one hearing voices. That was his gimmick. I let my hand thread through my hair roughly as I felt the knots tangle up with my fingers. Ow, Ow, Ow, I flinched lightly before carefully pulling my hand out.
Go see him, I heard my conscience tell me but I shook my head. See even my conscience is telling me to go see him. I mean I should but I can't. It's that feeling of wanting to do it but you don't have the nerve to do so. This wasn't me. I'm never like this. I guess it's been those dreams of him coming to me and asking, pleading me to come back to him but just like in reality, I run away from him.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like your a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
Lately my head is somewhere else. It's like I'm lost not really remembering everything right away of what I had to do. I felt like I was slipping and giving up easily just to hear his voice. Was is possible? I don't know. You need me, Mickie. I'll keep pestering you until you finally make up your mind of what you truly want. Randy's voice echoed through out my mind again slowly making me shake. Why could I feel his presence like a ghost or spirit telling me this?
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
I shook my head. The only voice I should be hearing are mine and it's telling me not to give up and I should go after him. I looked over my shoulder glancing at the door. I felt my heart racing with anticipation of wanting to see him surprisingly and suddenly slamming the door storming up to me and passionately kiss me on the mouth. But as I waited for that to happen; my rapid and racing heart slowly decreased back to its normal speed.
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not meI scowled lowly as my feet turned quickly as I began to head towards the door. My hand took hold of the door knob and flew it open only too see the brunette girl's hand raised getting ready to knock. My head tilted to the side. What did she want? Come and rub it into me about how much Randy was to her as a 'friend'?
"Mickie, I…" I continued to glare at her seeing her hand slowly run her fingers lightly through her hair tucking it behind her ear of three piercings. I blinked watching her look back at me, staring into my eyes with no fear at all. "I'm really sorry for anything that you think I've done, I'm only trying to help Randy get you back."
I blinked. How can a girl who I secretly hated for the past few months finally come up to me and say all she is trying to do is help Randy? "Is this a trap?" I asked only to see her eyes widened.
"NO! God, no" she dragged out which got me to smile. "The only thing that was a trap was getting you out and where I tackled you in the ring and getting Randy out there to protect you." She beamed to me and I rolled my eyes shaking my head. Her lips twisted slightly before she stepped away from me. "Sorry, I just…"
I shook my head. "No you're right and I shouldn't really have snapped a lot at you or him for that matter," I answered seeing her tilt her head to the side slightly, looking at me. I smiled seeing her do the same still. "So how did you and him get…"
"Randy saved me from committing suicide after my boyfriend dumped me," I felt my heart sank. She spiraled down that path and Randy saved her? I blinked hearing her continue. "Rooftops felt nice to try and end it all but then Randy talked me down and mentioned you a few times as we talked and ate." I nodded before looking away.
"He really misses me huh?" I asked her, slowly looking back at her watching her head nod, giving me an answer.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
"Yep, sure after you slapped him, he was ticked at me but I couldn't blame him," I winced. Of course that slap I gave him. Oh I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from doing that and maybe just maybe I would tell him I'm sorry and gave him another shot. I so needed his fix again. I inhaled shakily before hearing her continue to talk.
"So I come up with this plan of Jeff and myself fighting you and Randy into a battle of me being the overly stalker fan of Randy's and well…"
"I get it," I snapped lightly looking back at her seeing her glare. Dang, maybe I shouldn't have snapped at her. She looked hungry to kill.
"Look, I came over to apologize and talk to you in figuring out what the hell you want to do but it looks like you're still bitter from…"
"Stop, please," I asked watching her mouth stop jabbering as I walked away from her. "I know I get it. I need Randy back, I can't hold on any longer." I sat down on the edge of the couch letting my hands cup my forehead.
I heard her pants jingle as she walked in and closed the door. "What do you mean?" She asked before fully walking over to me and sitting on the floor looking at me. Her eyes big and brown staring back at me with worry.
I stared back keeping my hands where they were. She looked like a kid, maybe in her mid teens. What is she doing…
She sighed nodding, "and you're staring at me because I look super young." She said letting her arms lean back as she continued to stare at me. "I'm twenty four if that helps."
I blinked, "Twenty-Four but you look…"
"Sixteen?" She asked.
I nodded, "Yeah, ah…"
"Kayla but my friends call me Kyli." She answered nicely and I smiled. "And if you don't think we're friends yet, you can call me Kayla, I'm not going to snap your neck for it," She winked, hinting at a teasingly manner and I giggled lightly. "Ok enough about me Mick's what's going on with you and what you're feeling with Randy?" She asked now in total concern as she lightly glared at me.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through thisI let my fingers lightly brush through my hair again as I sighed, "I'm hooked on him, I need a fix and it's killing me. Just one more scent from him and I can deal with it I promise," She blinked listening intently to what I was saying. "I can handle this feeling and yet I can quit it if I want too. I just need one more time to be with him and then that'll be it, I swear it'll help me get through this."
I saw her smile, shaking her head after she heard me. "What?" I asked as she started to giggle.
"You're addicted to him," She said in between her giggles. I frowned slightly. But I let her continue. "And you don't know how to control your love for him still in wanting him back?" She smirked lightly as her eyes gleamed with a plan.
"You're starting to scare me Kayla," She let her teeth lightly rake over her lower lip nodding.
"Good, I'm glad I'm scaring you," She answered and I felt sick.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
I leaned back against the couch as I stared up at the ceiling. "What's it going to cost?" I asked.
"Nothing," She said before standing on her feet again only to sit on the arm of the couch looking at me. "Just you getting to admit to him you still have feelings towards him and starting to date again." Her head tilted to the side as she smiled to me.
I groaned out lightly, shaking my head. "I can't." I said to her glancing over seeing her eyes roll.
"I think you can and will Mickie," I blinked hearing another voice as Kayla and I both turned and glanced back at the door seeing Maria stand there smiling. I saw the redhead bounce her way over to us still with a smile on her face. "I told you the new girl wasn't that bad."
I glared at her before I heard Kayla giggle. Geez what is with her giggling so much today? Oh wait…that's right, she's hanging around Jeff. And I smiled, just staring back at the newbie. Her eyes widened watching me stare at her. "What?" She asked and I shook my head.
"I'll admit my feelings and get back with Randy if," I paused looking over to Maria who blinked, folding her arms over her chest, looking at me. "You, Kayla find out why Jeff was hanging around you when he has Candice."
I saw her scowl after mentioned the other chick's name. Apparently she didn't know Jeff was dating Candice? Oopsie on my part.
"So you'll make amends with Randy if I go and ask what's going on with Jeff and Candice?" Kayla asked as I nodded my head.
"I'm sure Mickie's only doing this so you know if Jeff's truly dateable or what not, right?" Maria questioned as staring back at me as I looked at her.
"Of course," I answered nicely. I looked back over to Kayla as she sighed, crossing her legs over the armrest. "If you're helping Randy and I get back together, I might as well help you in wondering fully if Jeff's dateable."
I saw her eyes blink at me before she smiled lightly to me. "Thanks," She sat up, nodding her head. "So what are we going to do for our," Her fingers made the air quotes, "Match up, thingy?" She asked before giggling. "I'm sorry I'm still new to this fighting and what not, so please bare with me." She smiled to me and then to Maria who smiled, nodding.
"Don't worry," I caught Maria's eyes glance to me as we both stared at each other. I knew what she was doing, she was all ready planning my getting Randy back outfit all ready. "I got the best thing to do for you two."
Oh-no, I hate it when she talks like that. I thought as I sighed. So this was it, Maria was going to take control of my fate and I was going to sit back, only to get Randy back and enjoy the ride doing so.
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
All right! I finished! :D hehehe But as always, please review and tell me how I did :] thanks a bunch! :D So I'm guessing A Randy's POV again and possibly Jeff's after words to fully figure out what's gonna go on between Kyli and him of course. Or should I just leave you guys hanging with Jeff and Kyli and end the Mindy SongFic once and for all? You got the power to tell me, -points to the review button- you know what to do! Bye! :D