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Chapter 8

Liora and I stood together. I looked around the pack and saw this could become my family. I turned to Liora "would you help me with something?" She smiled warmly at me "of course." I looked down shyly "will you teach me the pack rules?"

Liora took my hand "I would love to." She lead me over to a cave where it was clear and sat down "first let's learn the respects" I nodded prepared to get it right. She first lowered her head down "when you speak to the Alpha, dominates, and your elders you never stand higher than them or look directly in their eyes for too long makes them think you're fighting them."

This made me realize maybe that is why Abena disliked me since I stared her in the eyes for too long. Liora then looked back up "there is one exception the Alphas mate is to never be lowered to anyone other than the Alpha." I looked at her confused about the rule "I am higher just because I am his mate?"

She nodded "exactly you are even high than the beta; one thing for them to remember is never disrespect or harm the alpha's mate."

I shook my head that just made me want to question everything "Abena gave me a look of dislike the first day she met me."

Liora frowned "well that is not like her Zain if Fenrir did not mention it but Abena lost her child 18 years ago but to her it seems like just yesterday." I frowned and my wolf and I felt such sympathy the idea of losing a cub brought on such sorrow I could see why she was not happy, though still confused why she disliked me.

Liora moved on "okay down to the basics of dominates and submissives." This topic gave her my full attention.

"First of all dominates are to protect all submissives and they hunt for our food. The submissives care for each meal while some of the others watch the children." Liora walked over to a tree leaning against it.

Liora looked up sharply "there are the rules that go for everyone. One is never attack someone in the pack and two never betray the pack." My mind was flowing through with this new information. Liora smiled "a rule that is sometimes broken by the little cubs is during the meals the alpha is always the first to eat."

I wrapped my arms around Liora hugging her "thank you." I smiled at her one more time and walked away. I found Fred waiting outside waiting by a small cave. As I was walking towards him I asked "what's going on?" Fred looked up "they're still looking at her." I nodded and leaned against the opening.

"Is it hard?"

I looked up confused "what do you mean?"

Fred looked me directly in the eyes "is it hard to be in love with him."

I knew he was talking about Fenrir. I looked at the ground "I wouldn't call it love yet but he is really quiet and open to his feelings."

"So he's like Snape?"

I smiled and nodded my head it kind of was the same. "Will you be okay with that?" I could try "I guess."

Fred was concerned "Harry you're a very open person the exact opposite of Greyback."

I sighed "there's no choice Fenrir is my mate and there's always the saying opposites attract." That's when the healer came out of the cave. He looked at me then Fred "may I talk to you alone Alpha mate" I blushed at the name but nodded. We both walked into the cave where Roxellda laid on furs. I turned to him and I saw the first time someone lowered their eyes to me. "We have tried to diagnose what we could be the problem the only thing we can think is her body is in shock."

I looked at Rox "I have seen people in shock but never like this."

He nodded "well sometimes a person's magic will do this to them it's rare it only happened two other times."

I took her hand "so what is the cure?" He shook his head "the books we have do not have the information we would need."

Look…what's your name?"

The healer looked up real quick then back down "Bojan."

I nodded "will it help Bojan to get some books from Hogwarts on medicines and healing."

He Froze and looked away "I cannot leave the pack" I smiled "of course not I was going to send Fred out there to get them and come back here just write down what you want and he will get it."

Bojan nodded quickly and walked to the side where his stuff laid at grabbing parchment writing them down quickly. I took the paper and left. Fred stood straight up. I smiled at him "we know she went into shock, we just need to know how to get her out of it but these books might help if you don't mind going to go get them." Fred looked hopeful and grabbed the paper running back towards Hogwarts.

I walked toward an open area where I saw the kids. They smiled, laughed, and were so innocent. I wanted to rest a nap sounded so nice. I knew sleeping places probably wasn't made up yet. "Zain" I looked off to see Fenrir coming closer. I stood back up yawning quietly he gave a small smile before it disappeared and picked me up.

"What are you doing" I asked. "You're tired you need to sleep" he answered in a gruff voice. I sighed knowing there was no use arguing with him. He walked to an area that the women were laying furs on. I suspected this would be the sleeping area for now. Fenrir laid on one of the furs that were in the middle of everyone. I snuggled down into the warmth and felt Fenrir toss a fur over me. When he starts to walk away I grabbed his arm before he could leave. "Stay?" I asked him.

He looked around then at me and grunted pushing me over and laid next to me. He pulled me close. I laid my head against his chest listening to his breathing and his heart beats which slowly pulled me to sleep.

I woke up a little later to the sounds of voices. I sat up a bit and looked around and everyone was sitting there with Fenrir standing in front of them all. I started to listen in. "We have come to a decision?" Fenrir asked. I saw as everyone nodded and the guy to the right of the Alpha spoke up "we have decided to join his side."

I fully sat up and every eye turned to me. Fenrir looked at me and nodded "we shall move by tomorrow then." My eyes widened in shock. He promised. Liora came to my side immediately "Zain you must listen because I fear he is not thinking clearly about this." I gave her my attention. "Voldemort came to Fenrir while you were gone and gave us a side to choose. He promised equal rights with creatures like us but we had to promise to fight with his side."

I realized now what they had decided. Liora saw I understood as well. "Fenrir knows he will kill me" Liora shook her head "he made Voldemort promise not to kill you." I shook my head this could not happen.

Soon everyone returned to their jobs. Fenrir came up to me and Liora. "Cub" I glared at me. He glared right back "the pack chose" he argued. I didn't speak I felt there was no need to. Liora could feel my pain and took my hand in hers. Fenrir looked at me confused and whether to comfort me or let me stay this way. Then one of the others called Fenrir who looked away and left.

Soon Fred and George were both by my side with their arms wrapped around my shoulder. Then I let myself for a second feel weak. I cried and let my pain be released. "Zain" I looked up when the twins spoke. They both looked at me with pity "we both were thinking and have decided we want to join you." I stared at them confused I thought about what they said and gasped. I looked at them both "you want to become like me?" They both nodded.

"You two have family you shouldn't want this life." I whispered "you would have to listen to whatever Fenrir says there's no arguing with the Alpha." Fred and George shrugged their shoulders "we don't care."

I sighed and knew I lost the argument. I looked at the two who meant too much to me. I stood up "follow me" I said. We walked over to where Fenrir stood talking. He stopped once he noticed us. I bowed my head and spoke "my Alpha these two wish to join our pack." Fenrir looked at both the twins observing them.

"Why" he asked them. Fred spoke up first "we want to protect Zain and help the pack." Fenrir stayed silent for a few minutes "alright." Both twins grinned and bared their necks for Fenrir to turn them. Fenrir smirked "on one condition." Both looked confused. "I want you to spy on the old man for me" I looked at Fenrir shocked on whether he was doing this for me or Voldemort.

They both agreed to do it and was lead to the cave with two dominates. Fenrir turned towards me before I could walk away. "Cub" I turned and looked down if he wanted an obedient he got one "yes my alpha." Fenrir sighed "Zain I do not want to start out like this. I looked at him making myself seem confused "what do you mean alpha?" Fenrir Growled "you are mad at my choice" I gave him a fake smile "you only do what is best for the pack should you not regret it?"

Fenrir growled and gripped the back of my neck dragging me away. He passed the beta roughly saying "watch the pack." He kept pulling me deeper and deeper into the forest. Finally he stopped and let me go. I took a few steps away from him. Fenrir was staring into the darkness looking like he was searching for an answer.

"Fenrir?" He turned back to me and looked me over "Zain will you forgive me?" My human side wanted to yell no but my wolf side spoke first "of course my alpha." He didn't look too happy but said no more. He came to my side taking my hand and looked away not meeting my eyes. I smiled and gripped his hand and Fenrir looked down glad to be reassured that I was okay.

Fenrir put his arm slowly around me "now I know there's a lot of creatures in the woods but you don't have to be scared I'm here" he said gruffly. I noticed he blushed and looked down embarrassed. I smiled and snuggled into his side even more. Fenrir looked around searching for some kind of flowers. He gripped some plants on the ground that looked good and turned to me.

I smiled sweetly when suddenly a creature flew out of the plants jumping onto Fenrir's face. He was taken by surprise as I watched him fall down and grabbing the creature throwing it off. I tried to stifle my laughs but let it out as it became too much. He glared at me for a couple seconds and smiled and I noticed his chest rumbling guessing that was the closest laugh I would get. Everything seemed to calm and wasn't as tense as before.

I felt an arm wrap around my waist and pull me up until I was lying on Fenrir's chest. I looked up and blushed when I noticed just how close we were. I looked into his hazel ember eyes and both his and my breathing were in sync together every breath we took. Lips met in a fiery passion Zain's heart skipped and beat. He felt a tongue swipe his bottom lip and moan allowing him entrance.

I was on my back my breath taken away my heart was beating like a stampede of animals. His tongue brushed against mine teasing me so subtly. I hesitantly brushed my tongue back with his bringing it back sucking on it sweetly. He moaned against my lips pulling away. Both our cheeks flushed and panting.

I felt the zipper of my pants being pulled down.

Fenrir cleaned us both off and gave me a hand to sit up. I was leaning on him more when we returned back to the pack. I noticed the change in him immediately the emotion of happiness that was once noticeable to me disappeared altogether. I knew this was for the pack but was still troubled by it. He turned towards me "I hope you enjoyed the walk Zain." I nodded silently.

One of the other pack members called out Fenrir's name. He turned then looked at me and gently let go of my hand.

That night I walked to the cave to give the healers the books and check on the twins. Inside Bojan thanked me greatly. I went over towards the twins and sat on the furs next to them. Both had bandages on their necks. They stood when they saw me come in. Fred and George grinned at me "we don't feel any different from before. I rolled my eyes "you won't until the full moon which isn't for a while."

"So what happens?"

I stared at them both "what do you mean?"

They both looked at each other for confirmation and turned back to me "are we switching sides?" I realized then what they meant.

"No I will not join Voldemort I will die before that happens." I glared towards the ground. Just then the healer Biseria came over and started cleaning the twins shoulders. I stood up stretching my arms out "I will check on you later I got to go find Hiram."

Now that I was by myself all my worries come undone. I wanted to stay here but had the issue of the pack's choice of Voldemort's side. I also was kind of starting to care for Fenrir. Who wouldn't with the way he cared for my pleasure earlier. I blushed at the thought but the warmth as well in my heart from remembering the way he held me or how he took my hand. I knew I would need to make it work.

I was relaxing with the cool breeze and looked around as the pack was settling in. I started walking towards the lake where I saw Alfred and Hiram sitting. They both looked up as I approached "hey Zain" Alfred greeted. I smiled at him and sat next to Hiram bringing him into my arms "glad to home cub?" Hiram grinned at me "very much."

Hiram then looked at me seriously "are you happy to be back?" I gave him a sad smile "only for you Hiram will I be happy to be here."

Alfred and Hiram shared a said nothing more about the subject. Soon it turned dark and we all sat around the fire that evening eating. I sat on Fenrir's right with him watching to make sure I finished my meal. Afterwards all the elders started to tell the cubs stories they were told by their parents and elders. I drifted off sensing Fenrir pull me close so I leaned on his chest falling asleep quickly.

Okay here is chapter 8 hope you love it tell me what you love and what you hate just please no flamers don't appreciate them.