The music was bumping and rocking. Everyone was grinding on each other and having fun but I was disgusted. I can't believe I told toshiro I would come. All he does is mac* on other girls and ask the ones with the biggest ass to grind on him and of course he ignores me until I say I was going home.

Looking at the crowd of underage drinkers macking, grinding, and yelling out for more beer, was tiring. All I wanted to do was go home take a bath, get in my PJ's and eat a whole tub of ice cream. I chose to go and find toshiro.

So here I am in the middle of the crowd searching for my best friend,

I feel defenseless without toshiro by my side; I mean I know friends shouldn't like their friends because things could get awkward and ruin the whole thing but can you blame me

Definition of toshiro: he has those beautiful, deep orbs, of the world's most amazing blue, sorta like the ocean, blue-green eyes. Unlike his eyes that are dark but light at the same time, his hair is as white as newly fallen snow, corny I know, it sounds like it came out of a soap opera, I just don't know what else to describe it as. Sue me. His intelligence if off the chart but he refuses to go to prep collage. For he doesn't want to leave his friends behind so he puts up with all the classes that teaches things he already knows. Toshiro is also the team captain of four sports: basketball, football, baseball, and his favorite sport, soccer. All of the girls drool all over him, but he doesn't let that go to his head. Toshiro is still the same person he was 1 year ago, when I met him first day of freshmen year. Well, that is the same when he isn't acting like a hackin*man slut.

"Momo! What's happening?!" Toshiro asked when he saw me before I saw him.

"Hi Shiro-chan, I was looking for you-"

"Well you found me, what do you want," his slurred words, most of which not understandable by any other then me, interrupted.

"Well...Umm…. I kind of want to go home and since you brought me here…" I trailed off because of the glares I was receiving

"Guy's would you cool it!" toshiro protested for me.

"Listen momo." he started. I knew he would say wait like 5 minutes for me to say bye and we'll go okay. " It's a party go to keg and get a drink or two okay, stop being so infuriating" he finished coldly

I gasped and just stared at him while his 'friends' just…well stared at him also. Toshiro never did that; he never talked to me like that ever.

I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out

"Would you stop looking at me like a freaking retard and go already!" he yelled

"Why don't you just walk home okay?! I want to have fun, so just stop being a baby and start being independent!"

I again, I couldn't say anything I was still in shock, but I knew I wasn't going to let him diss me and get away with it. So I did the only rational thing any normal person would do

"Well you know what" I said calmly but with a glare " your right, I should be more independent but how about I get a drink for you …on me." Toshiro stared at me. He may be smashed, from the 10 or more beers' sounding him, but he knew me well enough to tell I was up to something

"What do you say toshiro?"

"Well this one is almost finish so …yea go make yourself useful and get me one…or three!!" he and his friends laughed.

Smiling I replied "my pleasure, I'll be right back." And then I went to a kid that was out of Toshiro's sight and took it ignoring his protests. I was only thinking about Toshiro's words and comments and getting madder and madder till I was seeing red. I didn't like this Toshiro; I liked the one I hang out with.

By this time I got to him, but he didn't see me no one did they were all laughing about something

"And, and then she slipped and ended up going all day with a wet ass!!" Toshiro barely managed to get out be for doubling over with a new round of laughter.

I quickly realized that they were talking about me, it was freshmen year last trimester and I tripped in a puddle on my butt, but the school wouldn't let me call my house to get a change of clothes, so I spent the day wearing Toshiro's sweater over my own around my waist.

My eye's started to sting, here he was…telling stories of me, making fun of me when he promised he would never ever tell anyone those things.

Shaking my head mentally, I put on a fake smile and walked up to him. Even with his face flustered from the alcohol, he still looked gorgeous but of course his attitude was the only thing that kept me from stuttering.

"Hey, I see you finished that." I mentioned, my voice sounding perky but fake. He was completely oblivious to that though, he turned his head to me with a stupid drunken smile and said

"Bout time you got here!" he got up from his chair and came to stand in front of me, a couple of feet away and continued " I was getting thirsty, but give me a kiss first".

Which caused me to freeze. Noticing, I didn't respond he smirked and dropped his head to my level.

"C'mon we all know you want to, anyway. Don't worry." He stage whispered, causing his posse to bust out laughing, but making my face heat up in anger.

"Oh really?" I asked, through my clenched teeth.

"Yeah, c'mon one kiss…your first kiss." He said, not bothering to even try and pretend to whisper. His friend stopped laughing and a guy named Ichigo stepped forward and said

"Really? Her first kiss…dude" Ichigo's eyes shifted nervously around "I think you should back off" and ended with him rubbing his neck awkwardly. All of the others just rolled their eye's at Ichigo and then looked toward Shir- uh I mean Toshiro and began to chant 'Kiss. Kiss!"

"Well if you insist," he responded his eye's glowing with superciliousness (A/N: hehe I used a big word!! Did I use it right? Oh well back to the story)

He turned back to me and started to lean towards me. Any other time I would have closed the gap, Any other fricking time I would have closed the gap without a second thought, but did he really think I would let him take my fist kiss while he was DRUNK!

The look in his eyes said it all 'I will kiss you and you will let me'

When he was close enough that I could feel his warmth from his face and, sadly, the smell of his breath, was when I realized that I was still holding onto the cup filled with beer.

I slowly lifted the cup; he didn't notice his eyes were on my lips.

"Toshiro" I whispered, he breath hitched.

When he spoke he voice was choppy and his breath was ragged, "what"

Still lifting the cup I was said, not bothering to whisper, " Go to hell." And then poured the cup on his head. There were a series of 'Omg! His hair!' and 'Oh burn!'

"Jackass." I said as I stepped back, my eye's beginning to blur. Then I turned around and ran, I head him yell "Momo!" but I didn't stop. I had to leave, this wasn't my Toshiro and I had no plans of staying in a room where he was. I bumped into people, ignored their cussing pushes and insults thrown at me, I didn't care my only goal was getting out of here.

I was in the front of the club now and I was like 20 feet away from the door when I heard a different voice call out my name.

"Momo? Momo! What's wrong?" Rukia, I wasn't a best friend with her but she was nice to me.

I looked at the door and then at Rukia, then back of me. I don't think he was following me.

I turned to Rukia and saw her face it was etched in shocked.

"What's up?" I said trying to be polite, when every fiber of my being wanted me to leave.

"You're crying? And your asking me what's up." She said bring her thumb to my cheek and then showing me it.

It was wet with my tears. I didn't even notice I was crying.

I don't want to talk about this, I really don't. So I played it off

"Oh." I started hoping my laugh didn't sound all that fake "Um my mom call and said she's in trouble I guess she broke her leg or something?"

"Oh my gosh! Is she okay?" she was sincerely worried and I hate myself for lying to her. "Uh yeah I think, I'm going home to check on her."

"Momo!" I heard once more… and it wasn't Rukia. I felt my body freeze but managed to turn around to see a head of white with stains of yellow hair coming towards me.

I let out a strangled cry. I looked at Rukia not knowing what to do.

"Go." Was all she had to say for my body to release itself from whatever consumed it with ice?

"Thanks." And I started running to the door.

"Momo! Wait" he yelled. I could hear his footsteps running but then they stopped

"Leave her alone! Don't you think you've done enough!" I heard Rukia yell at him.

I didn't hear his response because I slammed into the door and I was sent flying out. I took a deep breath of fresh air and then continued walking. There was no point for me to go to His car even though it had all my stuff, besides my cell phone.

I was a half a block away from the club when I suddenly felt that I wasn't alone, that I was being watched. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end and I started moving faster.

There was a crash that just freaked me out more, I couldn't go in a store and call my mom everything was closed.

Another crash a few feet behind me.

My fast paced walking turned into a full on run, I heard heavy footsteps after me, and I knew that something was going to happen something bad.

What I did next was so stupid!

I turned my head as I continued running and as a man in his 20's running after me. The look in his eye's sent chills from the top of my head to the tips of my toes, it made me slow down a bit, but it was long enough for him to fill the gap. I turned my head and bit on my lip, I wasn't going to scream. I somehow know that if I do it will just egg him on.

But I did let out a small yelp when I felt his hands roughly yank my bun back, I felt some hairs ripped but I still tried running.

He pulled harder and I fell back. I was off my feet now and I thought 'screw no yelling, I don't care!' and began to yell as loud as I could.

"Shut up!" he growled and my head was knocked to the side, my cheek began to sting a lot.

He shoved something to my nose and I felt my body slump in his arms, all I wanted to do was sleep. But I fought; I fought against him and the drug. I raised my hand and yanked. It flew out of his hand; he must have not expected me to do that. I threw the cloth somewhere.

"Little bitch!" he growled, I knew that if I survived this I was never going to forget his voice calling me that.

I felt his hand move from my waist up to my chest and he began to squeeze them together.

He was groping my boobs!

"Let me go!" I yelled pitifully, but he just touched harder more painfully. Two hands became one and I felt the other go up my shirt and unclip my bra.

His hands were rough against my skin; my eye's began to water again.

My mid went blank, the effects of the drug were starting. I couldn't feel my body but I could feel the pressure of his hands lips, and tongue when they moved across my body. My mother always said I had a creative mind, I was always thankful of that, but right now I hate it. Hate it more than anything.

I can picture it, I can picture my body held up against his, I can imagine his hands groping my chest, his tongue running across the back of my neck. I could imagine it all and yet I couldn't do a thing.

My tears came down harder. Time passed so slow it felt like hours but I knew that only minutes have past, I began to feel my body again.

He wasn't done, not yet.

His hands reached down to my pants and I knew what he was going to do.

"No!" I yelled finally able to feel my body. I failed me arms and legs trying to hit him.

"Oh this one's feisty, I like it," he said to himself, it made me scream louder.

"Leave me alone!" I kept yelling.

"You're beginning to annoy me" he muttered into my ear, I cringed away from his hot breath.

He turned me around in his arms so that I was facing him. His arms were digging into my skin. I couldn't help it I yelled the only name I wanted to yell for help for.

"Toshiro!"

"You know what bitch no one can help you." And he yanked down my pants. No! No! No! This can't happen no!

"Help anyone please help me…Toshiro!" I yelled once more, I struggled to loosen his grip but it didn't budge. I opened my mouth to scream again when I felt something enter my mouth, it was slimy and I knew it was his tongue. I had an urge to bit it but something told me not to do it. So I settled for screaming with his tongue in my mouth.

This…This Fucker was taking my first kiss! I raised my foot up and hit him in the shin. Hard. He didn't let go but it was enough to loosen his grip so I could get out of it. I yanked myself out of his arms and started running, which let me tell you people is very hard to do when your pants are around your ankles, but I managed to get a couple of feet away feet away before the dude tackled me down. My head hit the pavement with a sick sounding crack! It left me breathless.

"You're going to pay for that." He growled and he reached his hand down to the waistline of my underwear and ripped them down the same time I yelled, "No!"

He jumped to his knees and moved his body to sit on my stomach so I couldn't move.

"Where's your Toshiro now? " he said in a cold voice as he started working on his belt buckle. I didn't answer, I didn't even look at him, it was useless. My eye's where stinging from the tears I was holding back but as I started thing about what he was planning to do, some leaked out.

I heard his zipper go down and my body tensed at the sound.

I knew he was going to rape me from the beginning but now that it was seconds away from actually happening I realized that I was in deep shit.

My breath came in short gasps I started wiggling my body try and get him off, if anything it made him that more turned on, because he moaned loudly.

"I'm going to have fun with this one." He whispered to himself, moving up just enough for him to start inching his pants off, but I was close enough to hear him.

Fear struck through me bigger than before.

He had done this before!

While I was mulling over this, he took advantage of that and lifted up even more to pull down his pants, which where very soon followed by his boxers.

I shut my eyes tightly and I felt the tear run down my face, a sob threatened to come out of my mouth.

Eyes still closed I felt him slither his body down and a whimper passed through my lips.

His fingers calloused and cold, scraping roughly against my skin started trailing down from my belly button to my underwear elastic strap. His other hand continued moving further down and I cringed away from the feel.

I cried out when his still moving hand made contact with my…um area, pressing against it hard.

"Yeah you bitch you like that don't you." He said with a dark chuckle. I didn't answer, I just tried to will my body into the same numbness as before.

My concentration was broken when a sharp pain started in my cheek, causing me to cry out once more in pain

"I asked you a fucken question! Answer me!" he yelled.

"No All right! I don't like it!" I yelled back moving my hands to shove him back, yeah it didn't do anything.

Angered by both responses he said "It's time to pay." His voice went flat.

With speed I didn't know a person could have he was back to his original place down there and he ripped down my underwear and entered me. My breath left me is a huff and then he started. He bent over to me and just when I was going to yell no he grabbed both my hands with one hand and the other went back to the hem of my shirt, which he shoved up along with my bra.

Grabbing both of my hands with his started pumping out of me. Each time worse than the last, while his dick violated my downstairs area his mouth started to assault my boobs

I tried again with little hope that it might work to move or do something to get away but it didn't work, and he didn't like me trying to get away, his dick went almost all the way out then he slammed his hips into mine going much deeper and painful than he was going before.

He was making growling noises and moaning and he was getting louder now.

His dick that hurt to begin with started to twitch down in there (which made me want to gag) got bigger for a short fast time before he cummed in me.

He stayed there for a while and I didn't move because I didn't want to be hurt again.

He took something that I will never get back.

He sighed a sigh of relief and reached his head to my ear, his hot breath making me cringe.

"So where was your toshiro?" he asked and I could just hear that cynical smile on his voice. I didn't answer just continued staying there trying to ignore the pain in my chest that was getting bigger and harder to ignore.

"He wasn't here to save you. Was he really worth screaming for?" his voice once more spoke but this time in a true curious tone, which was followed by a dark laugh.

His hand had a cloth in it and he pressed it against both my airways.

Whatever it had made my body feel the same numbness as before and my eye's started to droop instantly.

The last thing I saw where his hazel eyes watching me before i succumbed to the drug induce sleep.

hey! so this is the 1st chapter! i started writing this in like 6th grade (I'm now in 8th) but i felt like finishing it.
Hopefully it won't suck!

And THIS IS GOING TO BE ALL HUMAN WORLD! NO POWERS OR GHOST!

the 1st * thing after mac is because i didn't know if you guys would understand but it just means to like kiss or like to have a huge make-out session

and the 2nd * is because i wanted to let you guys know that i was watching a Fred Video when i was writing that so yeah

DO YOU GUYS LIKE IT! REVIEW!