Unimportant Author's Note:

So this is the first of many of my multi-chapter fics! It is just now being posted but it is not yet finished, but I do have the next three parts of this done and awaiting the beautiful site of ! Yay! Also, my very first time writing for Belarus! I'm very proud of myself actually…

Now for a Lame disclaimer... hmmm... I can't think of one... Anyone willing to share a lame disclaimer with me? Until then I think it goes without saying that I don't own Hetalia no matter how much I want to...

Okay... I think that's about it...

She wasn't crazy. So what if she just happened to be completely, overbearingly obsessed? That didn't make her crazy, did it?

No. She wasn't crazy. Natalia reassured herself again, as she endlessly had to. Of course, nobody else would agree that she wasn't crazy. They were all too afraid she was going to kill them! Which was absurd really, if she had actually wanted to kill them, they wouldn't currently be there to call her insane.

Yeah, insane. Nobody would talk to her without trembling or cowering and that made her insane? They're just cowards, that's all.

Cowards. Again Natalia told herself that it wasn't her. And again, no one was there to tell her it wasn't true.

No one. She had no one. Sure, Big Sister would indulge her every now and then, but never without constant agitation. Toris had paid attention to her for a while but soon Felix was his only care. Then Ivan and everyone else would just bolt upon seeing her. Yes, Natalia could never deny or reassure herself when it came to this, because really, who could?

She hadn't noticed that the meeting was over or that all the other nations were long gone. The empty room just emphasized how alone she felt.

Her tears fell, not that anyone would care. She didn't often cry; it was a sign of weakness. Usually, Natalia would busy herself to take her mind off things. Obsessing over Ivan worked the best, but today she just couldn't bring herself to get rejected over and over again.

So she just let the tears keep running down the tracks of her predecessors.

A Very Ramble-y Author's Note:

Well that was rather depressing huh? Don't worry! I think Belarus is great! So her emo-phase will be over sooner rather than later! Oh yeah! This is a story in which the perspective changes every chapter/entry/thing so next time it is… dun dun dun! Switzerland! YAY! I love writing for Vash! YAY! And a Vash vs/+ Natalia is just an awesome concept! (+ referencing friendship not relationship)

As my dear friend HippieNinja for informing me of a beautiful saying that shows how these two are meant to have a rivalry or something! And the saying would be: Don't bring a knife to the gun fight! See! It works! YAY!

Alrighty, Soliciting time! This is un-beta-ed, and I would love to have a beta! Soliciting done!

Thank you! And lots of love and stuff sent to the people who read it!