So hi every one, i wanted to write a new story, so here it goes. This is the first Chapter so there isn't so much going on yet, but please read it! :)

And just so you know In this story Bella is only 36 years old and so is Edward.

And i own nothing!

BellaPOV

I had a hard time falling asleep that night. It had nothing to do with the heavy rain hitting my window, but with the fact, that my 18 year old son was going to college. At first I didn't accept it, but my brothers Emmett and Jasper convinced me, that I needed to let him go and try new stuff. But how could I not worry? He was my son. He of course was more mature than I was at that age, but still he was my son.

I never forgot that when I was only 17, I got married to what I thought was the love of my life. He was absolutely beautiful, Edward… And at 18, I gave birth to Scott and Damon. It just didn't work between us. It ended up with me moving in with my dad, brothers and Scott, and Edward stayed at the house we bought together with Damon. I never talked much of Scott's dad, even when he asked, and I had never told Scott he had a brother. The last time they saw each other, they were 2. At times I felt bad for not telling him about Damon, but when the time was right I would.

That was my last thoughts, before I fell asleep.

The next morning I got up early, and made pancakes for the whole family. Scott wasn't up yet, but Jasper was.

"So Bells… are you still sad about Scott going to college?" Jasper asked, and leaned against the counter.

"Yeah, I guess I am. It's just hard you know?" I mumbled, and turned one of the pancakes.

"Don't worry, he'll be fine. You know, you have to let him go sooner or later." Jasper said, he always sounded so calm!

"You're right…"

I hated when he was right, he always was… When me and Emmett got mad at each other when we were younger, he would act all calm and smart and say "let's make peace, not war". And then me and Emmett would attack him, but luckily he doesn't do that anymore.

"I always am" he grinned and took one of the pancakes.

I just shook my head, and turned off the stove.

"IS THAT PANCAKES I SMELL?" Emmett yelled happily, and ran towards me.

"If you as much as touch them, I will kick your butt!" I said, and pointed at him.

"But I want pancakes." Emmett said with a pout.

"If you find the plates, so we all can eat then you'll get some of them." I said, and smiled a bit.

"YES!" Emmett yelled and hurried to find the plates.

"Please Uncle Emmett; don't yell so early in the morning…" Scott mumbled, his voice sounded sleepy, and he nearly hit the wall on his way to the kitchen.

Scott sometimes reminded me so much of his father, they were both good with music. Edward played the piano and Scott always played music on his beloved guitar. Scott had blue eyes with a hint of green, not as green as his father but still… They were so alike, even the way Scott always was a gentleman. And every girl at his high school, was falling for him. Scott was also very tall and slim. But he had the same brown hair color as me, but he wasn't as clumsy as me though, which was pretty lucky for him.

"Sorry Scotty, but your mom is so stubborn! She just won't give me a damn pancake!" Emmett said acting mad, while placing the plates on the table.

"Emmett stop complaining, or else you won't get pancakes at all!" I mumbled annoyed.

"Okay stop fighting you guys! I'm going away to college today, I just want to eat breakfast with my family and spent some quality time." Scott said and glared at both me and Emmett.

"Sorry…" We both mumbled.

Scott just shook his head, and helped Emmett. Jasper went down the hall to wake up Charlie and tell him breakfast was ready, and then we all sat down to eat. It was a bit weird living with your dad and brothers, but it was nice at times. Charlie didn't have a place to live, and Emmett and Jasper always helped Scott with boy stuff, which I clearly didn't understand. I was going to miss my little Scotty… He was all I had after Edward and he was the best thing that ever happened to me, and now he was going away, I know he didn't do it to hurt me, but I was just so worried about him he means the world to me.

"Mom?" Scott mumbled. It wasn't until he talked to me, that I discovered I was crying.

I whipped away the tears, and tried to smile.

"Mom, if you don't want me to go, I could just stay."

I could hear he was lying… he really wanted to go to college, and here I was ruining it for him. How could I be so selfish?

"No, sweetie this is your life and I want you to have some fun." This time it really sounded like I meant it.

"You sure?" He asked a bit concerned.

"Scott, listen to your mom. And we will make sure she'll be fine, so don't worry." Jasper said, laying a hand on his shoulder.

We all helped out with packing the backs, and the boxes. Emmett though didn't do very much, he just threw clothes at us. Scott talked me into letting him take his guitar with him, with a lot of help from jasper though. Jasper knew how much it meant to him, I just didn't want Scott to be one of those loners that sits in their room all day playing their guitar or reading or something. My dad and Emmett ended up being the ones carrying the luggage to the car, while me and Scott was standing in his now empty room with Jasper.

"Mom I know you don't like talking much about dad, but I would really like to know how he was like, and what he looked like. I don't have to meet him, but don't you have a picture or something?" Scott asked very curious.

Jasper stiffened next to me, but I knew I had to start telling him things sooner or later.

"Well, your dad was a very beautiful man and a true gentleman. He knew how to make you laugh when you were sad, and he could play the most beautiful music on his piano. And you look a lot like him." I said, remembering Edward.

"But wait a second." I mumbled and walked into my room, and found a picture in one of my drawers.

I handed the picture to Scott, without saying anything. He didn't say anything either, he just studied the photo very closely.

"You're right… we do look alike." He mumbled, still looking at the picture.

He was about to give it back to me, but I just shook my head.

"Keep it, everyone has the rights to know how their parents looks like." I said and smiled a warm smile.

"Thanks mom." He said, and a huge smile spread across his face.

"Well… I think me and Scott should get going so he gets there in time." Jasper mumbled not wanting to interrupt.

Jasper had talked me into letting him drive Scott to the college, so Scott didn't see me cry. Jasper was right, Scott was already sad about leaving me because I got so sad.

"I'll follow you to the car." I mumbled.

It was a teary goodbye. I couldn't hold the tears back and started to cry. Emmett gave him a big hug and my dad did the same. And not long after I was waving goodbye, and at last I couldn't see the car anymore.

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