Hey! I'm rewriting/editing my current chapters, and new chapters will be up soon!

Sorry for the 3year wait!

Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon or any of its contents, nor do I own this plot. I've altered and added things from a book to fit in to a Seiya/Usagi story. It is not copied word for word and changed by names; I actually have to put thought in to writing! haha

Enjoy!

I don't remember much about Seiya Kou. I don't remember how we met, or how we got close. I remember how we were different than the rest of the kids. No one wanted to hang out with us, not even his brothers. He was my best friend; I remember that much, Seiya Kou was my only friend.

I remember my 9th birthday. I was at his house, mom always said never to go there without her permission but he said he got me something for my birthday; it was too big to bring to school. I remember standing in his kitchen, the faucet was dripping. His brothers weren't home yet, they were out with friends. His dad was yelling at him, I knew I should leave but I just stood there. I turned around and reached for the door until his dad's rough was heard,"Where do you think you're going?" I paused.

It's been 8 years since I've last seen Seiya; he was my first and only friend. I remember standing in the field, when Diamond would pick on me. Saying "Look its Usagi the crybaby. Aww are you gonna go cry now?" Then Seiya would come to the rescue; starting fights with him. Or when Emerald would make fun of my hair, Seiya would throw her lunch away. I remember walking home together, holding hands in the third grade. I remember when he said he could walk home and not touch the sidewalk. The class followed him seeing him jump of cars to benches to fences, until he fell and twisted his ankle.

I wish I could remember the smaller things about Seiya.

I remember him staying at our house for a whole month; we got even closer than possible. I remember how after my 9th birthday the rest of the week we didn't speak.

I remember Seiya would miss several days of school, but he would always come back. Until one day in the 5th grade he didn't show up to class. I thought he would come back the next day, but he didn't. His brothers didn't show either. I asked the teacher, she told me, "I'm sorry hunny, he moved. I thought he would tell you."

The ring. I remember the ring.

Seiya had gotten me a ring. I was sitting at my usual bench with my tin lunch box. I opened it scanning my lunch when my eyes spotted a white sheet of paper folded inside. I opened it up and it read.

To My Odango,

I love you.

From Seiya Kou

Along with it came a ring, I remember wearing it to school every day.

After the teacher told me that Seiya moved, I remember walking to my seat tears sliding down my face, while Emerald and Diamond made fun of me. I didn't care; my only friend had left me. The sixth grade, I was at recess sitting at the usual bench. Diamond and Emerald came up to me, they told me Seiya had died. His brothers didn't want to live in a place where they could remember Seiya so they moved. But Seiya was dead.

Seiya was gone. I could never see him again.

I remember my vision blurring out, and one of them say 'Ooh, crybaby's gonna faint!' And I did. I woke up to see the whole class surrounding me, and tears climbing down my face. No one called for a teacher, or an adult. The one who found me was the janitor. Even then he just told me to wipe my nose.

That day Usagi Tsukino died along with Seiya Kou. I changed myself after that, I promised no more tears. I cut my hair, no longer putting it up in two odangos. My mother married and we moved. Kenji was a nice man and never really bothered me.

Today is my 18th birthday; it had been 8 years since I last saw Seiya Kou. I changed my name to Serena Moon, taking the last name of my step father Kenji. I had fixed myself up. I was no longer a chubby kid; I was now slim with long layered hair. I thought Usagi Tsukino had died. But on my birthday I was always reminded of her. My birthday always reminded me of him. I had a boyfriend now, his name; Mamoru. I had friends, even though I had to fake emotions. It was either be mad at everything, or to laugh at everything. I chose laugh- people like that better. No one knew of my past life, of the bullying, or of Seiya. Only my mother and Kenji. I woke up 5 minutes before the alarm clock, as usual. There's a card next to it. It's from my mom, it said Happy 18th Birthday! with hand drawn balloons and presents. I sighed, I hated my birthday, it always reminded me of my 9th birthday. I sat up, and walked outside my room. Kenji and Mom were already awake and shouted Happy Birthday! I got some coffee and thanked them. I went to my room, and got ready for school. Mamoru was going to pick me up today. Today as I closed my eyes to think, I see a young girl, chubby, her eyes red from crying, and blonde hair in two little balls on the top of her head. Waving to me and holding balloons. Usagi Tsukino was trying to get out, to be free. I won't let her. I said my good byes and saw Mamoru's car parked in the front as he opened the door for me. He handed me a box. I opened it to find a blue sweater. I thanked him and leaned in for a kiss.

A lot of girls liked Mamoru, why wouldn't they? He was certainly attractive, but he had chosen me, not Usagi Tsukino but Serena Moon. I sometimes wonder why he did, I wasn't anything special.

I walked to my locker, it was heavily decorated. Probably Minako and Ami, they always tend to do these things. I acted happy even though they weren't there to witness my faux emotions. My first period sang to me. And even during lunch Motoki sang to me, singing Sixteen going on Seventeen,but rearranged the words to seventeen going on to eighteen. Mamoru mentioned he volunteered me as stage manager for the new play, since he knew I wouldn't audition. Great. He dropped me off, telling me to call him later. I assured him I would and walked in.

Kenji was sitting there at the fish tank admiring his fish. He said he had a present for me. He told me he drove a car that wasn't his today home. He asked me why would he do that? He then made me ask him the same question, and said it's yours. Today was turning out to be actually a good birthday. He told me to drive around with it to test it out.

When I got in, it smelled like coffee, and the radio wasn't very good. But I like it. I drove up and down the streets, and saw a young man, probably my age walking down the street. He looked familiar. He had long black hair tied loosely. I had a glimpse of his face, but I wanted to see more. I unconsciously pressed on the middle of the steering wheel, but nothing came out. Thank god. Soon I found myself going up and down the streets looking for him. I couldn't find him. I called Mamoru and told him about the car. My mom called and wondered where I was, so I went back home.

We had dinner at a fancy restaurant, and after my mom told me I can go to Mamoru's. I told her I would just go to Minako's, but I didn't. I sat in a park, looking at the moon dancing with the stars. I always loved looking at it for some reason. The stars reminded me of his eyes. The way they sparkled like the moon was their everything.

I got home and looked inside the mail box. There was a letter, written in sloppy handwriting it said; Usagi Tsukino.

Not Serena, but Usagi. There were only two possibilities. Diamond and Emerald tracked me down, or it was Seiya. But he was dead wasn't he?

Inside it read;

Happy Birthday Usagi.

There was a drawing of a house, and under a cheap blue ring.

I'm back.

Love Seiya Kou.

First of many edits and chapters! Hope you all can be patient with me!

Venixren