How Come?
Leah POV
"Why do you have to be so damn mean!! Would it kill you to be the slightly nice at least once in your damn miserable life?!?!"Jacob yelled at me. "O my life is miserable?!?! How about you just got rejected AGAIN!!!" I yelled back. We argue at least 10 times a day. Pple keep tellin me we're the same, just opposite sex.
"Why do you care so much if I keep getting rejected?! What, does it make you happy that girls keep sayin no or somethi?!"Jacob yelled. Now Quil, Embry, Seth, Jared, and Paul were watching. They were pickin sides on who would win this time.
"Because its fun to watch dammit!"I yelled back. "Well you want somethin to laugh at me?? How bout how Sam left you for ur own damn cousin!!"Jacob said then chuckled. I tried to hide my face but it was too late. I could feel the tears coming and I most certainly didnt want any of them to see me cry. Especially Jacob Black. They all saw my face turn red and suddenly stopped laughin.
"Lee-Lee......."Jacob whispered as I started breathing heavy. I rolled my eyes at the stupid nickname Jake gave me.(Instead of Sam giving it to her it was Jake) "Fuck you."I yelled and ran away. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I ran straight home. I ignored my mom as she asked me how skool was and ran straight up to my room.
I hate how Jacob knows how to get to me. He's the only person bold enough to go that far. He knows how to push my buttons enough that we even txt argue. Seth says its cuz we like each other but we keep denying it. I was the freak of the pack. The one thats still stuck on being heartbroken. No girls talk to me at skool cuz of my height and my known boys talk to me cuz I always look menacing.
I jumped on my bed and cried as low as I could cuz you never know if the guys come back to my house. Seth loves the pack but I cant stand this. Suddenly I heard a knock at my door. "Lee-Lee?? Can I come in?? Im really sorry I made you cry.....Lee???"Jacob called. I rolled my eyes and had my body turned from the door. I looked out my window at the dark and ignored the constant knocking at my door.
Suddenly the knocking stopped and I could feel someone in my room. "Why are you here?"I yelled with my body still facing the window. "My life is miserable remember?"
"Leah Im sorry. I lost my cool and I didnt mean to make you cry."Jacob said quickly. "Screw you Black! Fuck your apology!! You can get out of my room and leave me the hell alone!"I yelled. "Im not gonna leave until you turn around and talk to me."Jacob said and took a seat on my bed. I rolled my eyes. This was the usual.
I turned around and faced him."Now we're talking. Im facin you now get the hell out my room you ass!"I said through gritted teeth. Jacob smirked and fell back on my bed. "You look really nice in the moonlight Lee-Lee."he smiled. I would hav blushed at the compliment but I would never let Jacob see me blush. I quickly turned back towards the window and looked out.
"Thanks get up and leave."I said coldly. "You know I wouldnt be so damn rejected if it wasnt for you."he said cooly. I quickly turned around and faced him. "Me? What the hell do I have to do with your love life?"I said with a frown. Great now hes blaming me for his rejection.
"All the girls think Im dating you and if I date them.....they think you'll hurt them. The guys told me when you left."he said smirking. Damn I have that smirk. My mouth hung open as I listened to him. "Well maybe you should tell them we're not dating. Why do pple think ur my type of all pple?!!?"I yelled.
Jacob blinked a couple of times and stared at me. "What?"I asked. I hate when pple stare at me for long periods. "How come??"he said flatly. "How come what?"I asked getting annoyed. "How come Im not your type?? Whats wrong wit me?"he asked sitting up. I looked him death in the eye to make sure he wasnt jokin.
"Well we always argue for one.......Idk Jake that's a stupid questiion."I said quickly. Actually Jacob wasnt bad-looking. Matter of fact,he was the complete opposite. He was the best-looking guy at the reservation. So many girls talk about him but seem to reject him becuz of a rumor.
"Well your my type....."he trailed off. I stopped breathing for a couple minutes until he looked at me. "I-I......I am???"I stuttered. Smooth Leah. Jake smirked and nodded. "Of course. Youre the best looking girl at skool....how could you not be my type?"he smiled. I scoffed at that. I know Im nice looking but the best looking girl at skool?!!
"Right......"I said to Jake. He jumped up and looked at me. "You dnt believe me?? Go ask any guy."he said. "If Im the best lookin girl at skool then why dont any guys talk to me then?"I felt stupid for asking but went ahead with it. "Because you know what you want and you dont want to put up with crap. Most guys are afraid of straight-forward girls but I find them.....Sexy"Jake smiled.
Um.......is he flirting with me?? I felt my cheeks burn and quickly hid my face. "Ya kno I always kno when you blush so you dnt have to hide anymore."He chuckled. "Fuck you Jake."I said trying to hide my smile the best way I could. "If you insist."I could just feel the smile on his face. I looked at him and there it was.......that big....adorable...cute.....funny smile. I snapped my head around and blinked. Where did that come from??!!!?!?!??!?! I have never thought of Jake THAT way...until now. What the hell is wrong with me?!
"Jake?"
"Hmmm?"
"Do.....d-do you find me......sexy?"
I turned and looked at him straight in the eyes. He just smiled and nodded. "More than you know." I turned back around and faced the window. Could I really like Jake?? Ive known him for so long.....could I??
"Jake......I...." I was about to finish until I heard his ringtone.
I bet the neighbors know my name
Way you screamin,scratchin,yellin
Bet the neighbors know my name
They be stressin while we sexin
Bet the neighbors know my name
I bet the neighbors know my name
My, My, My
"Hey Quil. No I found her. We talking. No she not mad. Yes just talkin."Jake said and rolled his eyes. I didnt need to be close to him to know wat Quil was asking. I rolled my eyes to and got off my bed. There goes the mood.
Jake got off the phone and sighed. "I should go. The guys are wondering where I am."he said getting off my bed. I nodded and looked at myself in my full-length mirror. Suddenly Jacob was behind me, holding me by the waist. My breathing hitched as I felt his hot breath in my ear.
"I'll call you later tonight."he whispered huskily in my ear then kissed my neck very slowly. I gasped at the sensation going through my body. Did he feel that too?? I weakly nodded as he stared at our reflection. He slightly smiled and left my room. Did Jake seriously mean all that stuff he said?!! And why the hell am I breathing hard!!!
Suddenly Seth came in my room. "Leah we're going to a bonfire tomorrow. So just-"I cut him off my slaming my door in his face and fell back in my bed. I had alot to think about.
I had to put that song in here!!! If you dont know wat the song was(dnt b ashamed) its Neighbors Know My Name by Trey Songz. Hope you like the first chapter!!!