I woke up to my plain old bedroom with just me. Just me? Where is Edward? Then yesterday events hit me. He left me. I broke down crying, hysterically. "Bells, what's wrong?"

"he-he-he le-lef-lef-left me-me-me," I blubbered to Charlie. "Shh it's ok Bells." If I had stopped crying I probably would have thanked Charlie for trying to comfort me but I was too upset. "Honey would you like to stay home from school?" I nodded my answer. "Ok, I will go call." Charlie got up and left my room silently. The rest of the day Charlie left me to my own devices. That day I cried my heart out. A throbbing wound was now located where my heart and lungs use to be. All day I had to wrap my arms around my chest, afraid I would fall apart. I finally cried so much that I had no more tears. I looked at the clock that flashed 6:00 PM. I got up and headed downstairs to start dinner. Charlie was in the living room in his chair but didn't have the television on. "Hey dad, what do you want for dinner?" my voice broke the silence. "Oh Bells, I ordered pizza. Is that alright?"

"Yeah, sure dad that's fine." I sat down at the kitchen table and waited for the pizza. When the pizza came I wasn't really hungry. I ate one slice of pizza and headed upstairs on the excuse that I was tired. I ran upstairs to look for my photo album to see…him one more time. I opened the photo album to see where I had placed that picture of him was gone. The only thing that was left was Edward Cullen, Sept. 23 in my handwriting below. I almost broke down but I had no tears. I got up and went to my CD player. I press the top and it opened to reveal it was empty. I broke down and cried right there. I suddenly ran over to my bed and reached under my mattress. I felt a book cover and signed, relieved. I pulled out the book to see my sketchbook. I was a fabulous artist. It was my secret notebook that no one had seen except Alice. It had 2 pictures of each Cullen and a couple more of Emmett, Alice, Esme, and of course him. I wished I could have at least said goodbye to Alice. I then had a brilliant plan.