Bruised and Battered

I do not own Death Note…I only wish I did *sigh*

A/N: In this story, Kira does not exist! AU and OOC

Finally I'm updating my story Hooray!

Oh, oh I'm so sorry about calling Matsuda Taro my brain farted so hard it sharted. I'm so sorry.

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Chapter Three: Terror and Ecstasy

Chapter Song: Your Sword vs. My Dagger - Silverstein, and Kiss me Quick - Amy Meredith

I sighed nestling closer to Ryuk, inhaling his unique scent, he always smelled like apples. Ryuk chuckled as he wrapped his muscular arms around me. "So Light-kun, I see you found yourself a rather handsome man."

I sat up and looked at him, "You are very handsome, aren't you," I replied smiling down at him.

Ryuk laughed full heartedly. "No, no sweetie, that fine man that you're living with," Ryuk exclaimed running a hand through his blue hair.

I blushed and looked away from my deceased boyfriend. "H-he isn't that cute," I stammered, knows that I was lying to Ryuk and myself.

"Oh come on honey, the only thing that is off about that man are the bags under his eyes; he is just your type!" Ryuk gushed propping himself up on his elbows. "And the way he looks at you, like I look at you, he likes you a lot babe."

I turned back to Ryuk blushing a deeper red. "You think so?" I asked hopefully, I liked L more than I could say.

Ryuk smiled and nodded. "Light-kun, I want you to be happy so accept him, he'll be good for you."

Suddenly I woke up; I guess that was just a dream. L was standing over me looking very concerned. I smiled and stretched, "Hello L, what's with the face?" I asked teasingly.

L sighed and sat down on the bed next to me. "Light-kun, we need to talk."

My pleasant mood disappeared and was replaced by one of anxious. "What, what did I do something wrong?" I questioned starting to really worry.

Ryuuzaki sighed and grabbed my hand. I blushed as he ran his thumb over the back of my hand. "Light-kun I have something to tell you, but I really don't want you to hurt anymore. God and just when you were starting to get better!" L was starting to sound emotional.

"L-kun, please just tell me," I blurted finally sitting up in the bed.

"Mello is dead."

My heart stopped. The only friend I had was gone. I felt like Ryuuzaki just hit me with all his might in my chest. Why was this happening to me, again? This was almost worse than being raped. Was this some sick punishment for starting to be happy being again? It had only been a little over three months since Sayu and my parent were taken from me, and now this. Tears stung my eyes and cascaded down my face.

"Come here Light, I've got you honey," L mumbled as he brought me into a tight embrace. I nuzzled my face into his neck. L didn't say anything for a long, long while he just held me and allowed me to cry. When he did speak, he spoke my name softly. "Light, we have reason to believe that your family's murder and Mello's are linked. We have few suspects down at the station, would you be willing to take a look at them?" Ryuuzaki asked rubbing my back.

"When do we go?" I asked as I nodded.

"Whenever you are ready Light-kun."

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I was moments away from possibly being faced with my rapist and my family's murderer. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it might pop out of my chest. I grabbed Ryuuzaki's hand and looked over at him; I noticed a slight blush on the ever austere L's face. I didn't care if embarrassed him I needed his support; I couldn't face that abhorrent man without help.

"You can do this I am here for you Light," L said as we stepped in front of the glass separating the suspects and me. The room beyond the glass was still dark and my stomach was in knots. "Are you ready Light-kun?" L asked me. I nodded and he flipped on the lights

There were only four people in the in the line-up. The first two weren't even close; one had white hair and the second had copper hair, but the last two caught my eye. The third one liked too much like L and had red eyes so that definitely wasn't my guy so I moved to the last guy. The last man was the guy, my heart skipped a beat. There he was dressed in a black shirt and jeans with those awful glasses. I turned to L and whispered that number four was the man.

L turned to the officer next to him and repeated my message to him. Several officers pulled the repulsive man away. He smile widely and looked at the glass, "Bye Light, your ass felt great!"

My insides tightened up, my knees shook, and finally I fainted.

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When I woke up I sat up in a panic. I scanned the room realizing that I was back at Ryuuzaki's house. I guess L took me home after I fainted. I was sort of embarrassed that I reacted that way, but it was just too overwhelming I couldn't help myself.

I sat quietly on the sofa wondering where L was; normally he'd be by my side coddling me. I rose to my feet and ventured towards the bedroom since I could clearly see he wasn't in the kitchen. I stopped just outside the door and listened, all I could hear was heavy panting. What could L possibly be doing in there I asked myself. My curiosity peaked and I peered through the slight crack in the door. I felt as if all the blood in my body rushed to my face…L was masturbating. Everything inside me told me that shouldn't be looking at L in his most private moments but I couldn't look away. I looked at L slide his hand up and down his long shaft panting heavily. I bite my lip as I felt my pants grow tighter with his every stroke; this was so wrong but so very hot.

A small moan escaped L's lips as his other hand snaked up onto his toned stomach. L's big grey eyes flickered open as his seed spilled from the tip of his penis. "Oh Light-kun," he whispered in a raspy voice. I blushed an even deeper red, he was thinking of me while he masturbated. I looked down at myself, my penis was fully erected.

"Light?!" I looked up, Ryuuzaki was looking right at me as he scrambled to cover himself with the blanket. "Were you watching me?" L questioned blushing sounding almost innocent.

"No!" I quickly fibbed, my erection faded with the question. I pushed the door open and sat on the edge of the bed. "I was, I'm truly sorry L-kun," I confessed hanging my head in shame.

I felt L slip his arms around my waist. "It's okay Light-kun," L murmured in my ear. "It's only natural for a homosexual man to be aroused by a sight such as that."

I twisted about so I could see L's face. I mustered up all my courage and asked, "Ryuuzaki what exactly were you thinking about?"

L chuckled softly and looked me in the eye. "Is Light-kun trying to flirt with me?" L asked playfully.

My nerves started to kick in, I hadn't flirted with anyone for a long time, but I decided to just go with the flow. "And what if I am?"

A smirk twisted on L's face and a sparkle was in his eyes. "Then I like it, I like it a lot," he paused and put his mouth on my ear, "By the way I was think of having sex you."

I blushed and gulped down my fears. "L what are we?"

L pulled away and I turned around on the bed so we were face to face. "What do you want to be?" L asked placing a hand on my cheek.

"I want to be your everything," I replied leaning into his hand.

"Thank god," he mumbled before leaning into kiss me. Our lips touched and I melt to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck closing his naked body closer to me. Ryuuzaki slipped his tongue into my mouth with a moan. He tasted sweet sort of like chocolate and I loved the taste. His hand rested on my semi hard cock as we explored each other's mouths.

Suddenly Ryuuzaki pulled away. "What's wrong? Did I do something wrong? I haven't kissed anyone like this in a long time, I'm really sorry," I gushed nervously. God I hope I didn't fuck this up already.

L chortled and shook his head. "No, no Light that kiss was great, in fact the best one I've had in a while. I was just wondering if you comfortable with all this."

I sighed a breath of relief. "How about I tell you went I get uncomfortable." I replied dropping a hand to my pant and began hurriedly unbuttoning my slacks while L started on my shirt. I grabbed L's hand and looked at my in confusion. "It's just that I haven't been intimate with someone in a long time and I'm a little nervous to say the least." I said blushing a bit.

A smile spread against L's face and he pecked me on the lips. "Why I don't I just take care of you tonight?" L said seductively as yanked my slacks down to my knees. He placed a lingering kisses on my inner thigh as one hand gripped my erect penis. I gasped as he began pumping my cock; I hadn't been touched like this in years.

"Does it feel good?" L asked as he increased the speed of his strokes.

I let out a moan as I nodded.

L chuckled and brought his face closer to my penis, "Well how about this?" L's asked just before popped the tip into his mouth. I moaned loudly and grabbed his shoulders; it took my everything to not ram my entire cock into his mouth. L bobbed his head at a moderate pace up and down my harden member pressing his tongue firmly against the underside of it. I moaned and treaded my hands in his messy hair.

I stole a glance down at him and groaned at the sight. His eyes were closed and busy at work sucking on my cock, a truly erotic sight. A hand latched on to my nipple, playing with the nub playfully. "God you are so fucking talented," I mumbled under my breath. I brushed knowing this was a silly thing to say, but I heard a muffled chuckle as the pace increased yet again.

I could feel my orgasm building, I attempted to push him back but he wouldn't let up. "L, I'm gonna cum!" I nearly shouted. L only hummed and gladly gobbled my seed down. He smirked and looked up at me looking quite sate. "I'm sorry, L," I exclaimed blushing bright red.

L smirked and chuckled lightly. "You taste amazing Light-kun," L murmured moving up to snuggle me. I blushed at his words as he nuzzled his face into my side. "Did you enjoy it?"

"It felt so good," I blurted out without even having to think about it.

L nestled closer to me. "I'm glad you liked it, but why don't we get some sleep sweetie you had a long day."

I wrapped my arms around L, feeling very content with how today went. My rapist is going to jail and L is all mine. My eyes slowly drifted shut and I fell asleep minutes later.

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A/N: Thanks for reading people! Do not forget to review my story. If you have any questions do not be afraid to ask. Oh and by the way I in no way own the song Your Sword vs. My Dagger - Silverstein, and Kiss me Quick - Amy Meredith

With All Due Respects,

ApocalypticSasuke