Hello. I decided to do another Gwen and Trent story. This time it will mostly be in Trent's POV. I have no clue how long this is going to be or what the plot is actually. I just thought of the idea while listening to my Ipod (I might even put the song in here) and I'm going to flow with it. If you have any suggestions please tell me! So sorry if this story stinks. I need to get back in my Trent and Gwen mode and take a small break from writing my other stories. Feel free to flame me if it's that bad, hopefully it's not though.

I don't own TDI/TDI.

It's been three days since I was eliminated from TDA; and three days since Gwen broke up with me. I'm pretty much over it since I got most of it out at the Aftermath show. But still, my heart aches knowing I know longer have her.

God, I should have seen the breakup coming! Gwen is independent and did fine last year on TDI. But yet again, we were on the same team. She must hate me now for trying to help her out.

The weather at the Playa has been pretty lousy. It's been raining since I got here. It stopped for a while today; then it started back up again. So everyone has been stuck inside with nothing to do but watch TDI reruns or that lame ice skating show Chris was on.

I turned on my TV and the big sleep challenge was on. I didn't care that I was sleep deprived after that challenge. I just had a blast hanging out with Gwen. I miss her and everything about her. Her voice, laugh, touch. Everything.

I picked up my guitar, started strumming a few notes.

What I missed the most was her smile. You rarely saw one on her face but it was a true smile, not like a forced one when taking a picture.

If I could have only seen what I had become early on the show, then maybe we would still be together. And maybe I would still be on with her.

Even when she broke up with me, it seemed liked our last moments together were perfect. It just ended so fast that it is just a blur and now it's another painful memory.

I just want to forget every painful moment on TDA. I should have never signed up for this show in the first place. But, if I didn't then I probably would have never met Gwen. I guess I can't have my cake and eat it too.

My heart feels empty; like the felling you get when a new baby brother or sister is born. Except your heart is fighting for the attention; not you.

I remember our first kiss together. It was short but powerful. Her perfect, teal, soft lips pushing against mine felt so good. My heart started beating faster and it felt like a new emotion had entered my body. I never wanted it to go away. I would pay anything to get that feeling again.

The whole relationship was wrong. We should have known that competing against each other while going out with each other would lead to disaster. Surely enough our relationship did end in disaster.

I heard a knock on the door and I put my guitar away. I passed by my mirror and I noticed that my eyes are red and that I had been crying. I guess I didn't notice because Gwen has been on my mind all this time.

"Trent are you in here?" Cody asked while poking his head through the door.

"Yea, what's up?" I asked the ladies man.

"We are going outside for Gwen and we wanted to know whether or not you wanted to come down with us."

"Wait, Gwen got the boot?"

He nodded "Sadly yes. I wanted her to win this season."

"Who voted her off?"

"Heather, off course voted for her. Harold, Leshawna-"

"Leshawna voted off Gwen? Why would she do that?"

"You didn't see tonight's episode?"

I nodded my head no.

"No offense dude, but I think your craziness rubbed off on her. The challenge involved going underground and Gwen got claustrophobic and a shovel over Harold's head. That's way they voted for her. Even Gwen voted herself off."

I stood there in total shock. "What! Why would she do that! She just lost the chance at the million!"

"She did it to get back at the other team since you threw the challenge. She threw the challenge and voted herself off because of karma."Cody answered me.

I can't believe she did that to herself. Man this is my entire fault. She must not want to see me or the rest of the cast. I hope they won't be too brutal with her.

But, yet again, maybe seeing her wouldn't be such a bad idea.

"So dude, are you coming or not?" Cody asked breaking the silence.

"I guess I'll go." I said and walked out of the door with Cody. Once I locked my room, we headed through the Halls of Playa des losers.

The walk down to the dock was silent. Cody's face seemed excited that he might have another chance with Gwen. I doubt it though.

I am feeling anxious. This is truly the first time that I'm getting nervous over seeing my ex. Sure I've had tons of girlfriends in the past. But Gwen was the first one I personally asked out and Gwen was the first girl who ever dumped me.

On the other hand I'm excited I get to see her. Maybe we'll be able to talk and figure this thing out. Who knows, maybe we'll even get back together.

Who am I kidding? Trent, she broke up with you! She probably doesn't want to see you! Gosh, why am I having this argument in my brain?

The least I can do is say 'hi' to her and offer her support. If she doesn't want me there or doesn't want me anywhere near her the Gwen will tell me. How much harm is it just to go and watch her arrive?

When we arrive at the dock, the eliminated campers we're standing at the dock waiting for Gwen's arrival.

"Trent! Trent!"

"Come wait with us Trent!"

Before I had the chance to even see who was calling me, the BFFFl twins were pulling me to over where they are standing.

"I can't believe she did that to you!" Sadie said as she grabbed hold of my right arm.

"I know right." Said Katie, who was holding my left arm.

I started getting uncomfortable as the girls started cuddling with my arms, "No offense ladies, but you're a little too close." I gently told them.

"Oh, sorry." Katie said as she immediately let go of my arm. Sadie on the other hand, was holding on stronger than ever. I was about to tell her to kindly get off again when a boat came into view.

Even though we had the lame-o-sine, we still needed to get on a boat to get here.

I watched anxiously when the boat docked.

My heart started beating faster and both my hands started to get sweaty from all the anticipation. Oh god here she comes . . .

Bad, good, made your eyes burn? Please tell me! I really need to know whether or not this is coming out to a good story.

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