As silent as I could be I walked in the room. I used my phone screen as light, because I knew that once I turned on the light she would be awake. I got it bed and kissed her forehead.

" What times is it?" she asked half sleepy.

" It's 3am. Sorry for waking you up, go back to sleep." I whispered softly.

" Hmm." was her answer. I smiled a bit and then closed my eyes. After a few seconds she wrapped her arms around me and laid closer to me. It was easy to fall asleep like that.

I woke up early, the last few weeks I've been so busy that I didn't spend that much time with Bella. Well not as much as I wanted. I decided to surprise her with breakfast on bed.

When I walked in the room when she was about to walk out our bed. She saw me entering the room and looked surprised, she got back in the bed and smiled widely at me." Thank you, my dear." she winked as I handed her the plate. I laid down next to her and looked her.

" It made with love." I winked.

" Good, I'll eat it with love. She winked back. I closed my eyes and I was surprised when she said she was done. I guess my eyes were closed longer then I thought. I opened my eyes and smiled at her. She added the plate next to the bed and laid down again. She looked me in the eye and smiled cute.

" That was nice." she said as she ran over my face with her fingers.

" You look tired." she continued.

" I am… shouldn't we get up?" I asked as I wrapped an arm around her.

" Naah, you're tired and I always can sleep when your next to me. And if I can't sleep then I will be satisfied by just watching you sleep." I smiled back at her and I guess we must have fell asleep like that

I couldn't believe it! I didn't wanted to believe it. What was I supposed to do now? I walked inside and slammed the door. Bella sat down at the kitchen table reading a magazine. I sat down in the couch and stared before me when she came sitting next to me.

" What wrong?" she asked placing her hand on my shoulder. I looked at her, I saw her blur… that's when I realized my eyes were filled with tears.

" Emmett… he… had a car accident." I said still not believing him. I heard her gasp. She got closer to me and wrapped her arms around my neck while she placed her head on my shoulder.

" Oh hunny. I'm so sorry." she said weak. She knew that Emmett and I had been friend when we were about 10. She and he got along pretty well too. As I remember it was because of Emmett that Bella and I started to date. That we actually ever met. I looked at her and tried to smile but I wasn't able anymore. I placed my hands before my face and cried, It was the first time in years I cried. It was the first time I cried around Bella. She hugged me tidily and said a few sweet thing to comfort me. But as much as I loved Bella. This was something I had to deal with on my own. So I stood up and walked to our room.

A few hours passed by when Bella entered the room? She kneeled down next to the bed and smiled weak at me.

" Are you coming to eat something?" she asked as she stroke my hair.

" Am not really hungry." I said with a broken voice. She smiled weak and sighed.

" You know that you are still the soldier in my life, right?" she whispered in my ear. I leaned on my elbow and smiled weak at her?

" and you are the only angel in mine." she got closer and gave me a little kiss. She winked cutely and then left the room.

The next day Jasper and Alice came by. I didn't really felt like talking to them, but I knew I didn't had another choice.

" So You've seen Rosalie already?" Alice asked Bella.

" No, I called her, She said she is too busy arranging the whole funeral to see anyone, I understood what she meant. I guess some people need some time alone." she smiled and looked at me.

" Yeah, I drove right to her place but she didn't opened the door. I left a message on her phone and she replied something like that 'swell." Alice smiled.

Jasper placed his hand on my shoulder and shook it lightly.

" Your ok, mate?" he asked. I pulled my shoulders up and tried to hide the tears. I faked a smile and Alice came to sit next to me. She hugged me tidily. Alice always has been a sister type to me. I wrapped my arms around her 'swell. It felt good to stay awhile in this position. I noticed Jasper rubbing over Bella's back as she gave him a weak smile.

The left after an hour. I heard Bella taking a deep breath while she cleaned the place a bit. I stood after her and kissed her neck. She smiled weak and I winked an eye to her.

" I'm going back upstairs, ok?" she nodded once and went on with cleaning the room.