AN: I wrote this story when I was 11 years old, Five years since writing this chapter, and having a new account, a new fandom and not re-visited this story since, I stumbled across an this story on my old laptop. When I first wrote this, I remember being so proud of it, now it's just kind of embarrasing. I could hardly read it myself. So I took the old version of this chapter down, and edited it. I didn't change the content, only corrected any mistakes, typos and included some much needed punctuation. So here it is, I don't ,any people will read this, but I felt I owed it to the story to at least try to fix it. I'll continue to re-do each chapter when I have the time.

"Okay, lets talk" I said, it sounded braver than I felt. I was shaking, with worry no doubt, and I felt hot, even though the air was freezing.

Edward took a deep breath. "Bella we're leaving"

I took a deep breath too, and tried to stop myself shaking.

This was an acceptable option. I thought I was prepared, but I still had to ask. "Why now?" "another year-"

"Bella it's time, how much longer could we stay in forks? After all, Carlisle can barely pass for thirty now and he's claiming thirty three. We'd have to start over soon regardless."

His answer confused me, I thought the point of leaving was to let his family live in peace, Why did we have to leave if they were going, I felt uncomfortably hot now, and I was shaking hard, I stared at him, trying to understand what he meant.

He stared back coldly. With a roll of nausea , I realised I had misunderstood

" when you say we-"

" I mean my family and myself" Each word separate distinct, I shook harder, I almost felt angry.

I shook my head back and forth mechanically, trying to clear it. He waited without impatience, It took me a few minuets before I could speak "ok" I said " I'll come with you."

"You can't. Bella, where we're going, its not the right place for you"

"Where you are is the right place for me!"

"I'm no good for you Bella"

"Don't be ridiculous!"

I sounded angry, but also like I was begging.

"You're the very best part of my life".

"My world is not for you." He replied grimly, I felt like screaming

"What happened with Jasper- that was nothing Edward, nothing!"

"Your right-" He agreed "-it was exactly what was to be expected"

"You promised! In phoenix, you promised that you'd stay"

"As long as that it was best for you" he interrupted to correct me

" NO! this is about my soul isn't it? I shouted furious, the words exploding out of me - somehow it still sounded like a plea"

"-Carlisle told me about that, and I don't care Edward! I don't care!, you can have my soul, I don't want it without you, you can have it. Its yours already!"

"Bella, I don't want you to come with me"

That's where I blanked out, my mind couldn't comprehend all he was saying

" you…. don't…..want… me?"

"No, your not good for me Bella"

My mind swirled, I didn't hear what else he said, and then he was gone.

I shook so hard my vision was blurred, I tried to follow him, but couldn't,

I fell to the floor and let the pain engulf me

In the distance I heard the snuffling of a large animal

I reran Edward words in my head

I don't want you to come with me Bella

Your no good for me

We're leaving

NO!

Suddenly, without my muscles telling me to do so I jumped up, and didn't fall flat on my face, a first. I leapt forwards, the heat building inside me, shaking so so hard I felt like my bones would shatter.

I was terrified, I felt all my bones and muscles snap and reform, What the hell was happening, I felt something, fur? explode from me.

I landed of four legs, wait four? I was much higher than I should be, I exteneded my arm, trying to reach out for someone, but where my arm should have been, there was an enormous, fury, clawed paw. I let out a frightened howl, howl?,

Somebody help me, please?

That was when I heard a voice