Selfish

I was always jealous of their forbidden romance. It was a living proof that romance would've been impossible for me. But I swear to God, something was wrong with me that day. I didn't expect to ruin their relationship. But somehow... I'm glad.

CHAPTER 1

"Be careful." Sesshomaru whispers softly yet demanding as he ruffles his hand on the top of his lover's hair. The scene makes me want to smile bitterly. Actually, seeing them now made me envious to the bone. They had a student-teacher relationship, a forbidden romance that I've always dreamt of but never happened.

"Okay Sesshy-kun!" Rin exclaims happily, her smile beaming with so much light; I could've been blind if I didn't look away.

Then, she grabs her backpack and runs towards the door. Before she twisted the doorknob, she glanced at Sesshomaru then gave me an awkward smile.

In response, I smiled as awkwardly as she did. I could have done nothing, but that'll only make it more awkward.

As soon as the door snapped shut, Sesshomaru leans back to his chair and grunts. It was rare for me to see him in that position. Because, usually, he was poised and graceful, I've never seen him slump his back- until now that is. I can't help but be amused.

"What wrong?" I ask with a smirk on my face. I'm still amused.

He just waves his hand in front of me, as if he was saying it was nothing.

I frown. Maybe he's tired or something. "No really, Sesshomaru, what's wrong?"

He looks at me for a split second before responding in his rich, deep voice. "Frustrated."

"Oh…sexual frustration is quite common for pedophiles." I tease. Truth to be told, I didn't know why the hell I said that.

For a minute there, he looked utterly surprise, like he couldn't believe that I actually said that. But he quickly recovered to his usual expression, as expected of him.

"Hn."

He wasn't going to argue with me? Or even deny that fact?

Well that's a first.

"I could help you ease that frustration if Rin isn't giving you any. I mean, I understand. She's your student after all." I tease some more. What the hell is wrong with me today? Was I mentally drunk? Probably.

His eyes were now as wide as saucers. Didn't think I could act bold, now did he?

Okaaay. Something is really wrong with me. Was it something I ate? Or drank?

Yeah, that's probably it.

My head started to feel dizzy. Everything was spinning around in motions. And everything around me was blurred. All I could think of right now was Sesshomaru, well, touching him and I didn't even know why. I didn't know what to think anymore.

Slowly, I advance towards him, like he is a prey and I'm a predator. Then, I sat on his hard lap and imagined his lap as a trampoline. Then, I began bouncing like crazy.

"What do you think you are doing to this Sesshomaru?" he asks with his voice restrained.

I stopped bouncing.

"I'm on top of the world!" I yell. And I sound like a maniac for doing so. I probably am, considering my actions today. Who knew I was a maniac on the inside?

What the fuck is wong with me?

My hormones were exploding, not in a literal sense of course. But it felt like it. Because as soon as I straddled him, I wanted to rip his clothes of and lick his chest like I would lick a lollipop.

My mental thinking was disorientated. Or, I could very well say that my brain has perverted thinking.

I heard him grunt. And I knew he was restraining himself. Was he?

"Get off me." He demands. But he made no effort in pushing me off at all. He wants this, or not. Who knows? I just feel like licking him. How weird…

That's when I heard the door clicked open.

"Sorry, but I forgot something!" Rin's voice echoed.

Whoops.