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Mavelghy

You're stupid if you think I own.

Chapter 5- Obssessed

Tripping out,

Spinning around

I'm underground, I fall down

I fall down

I'm freaking out

So where am I now?

Upside down

And I can't stop it now

It can't stop me now

I, I'll get by

I, I'll survive

When the world's crashing down

When I falling hit the ground

I will turn myself and run

Don't you try to stop it?

I, I won't cry

I found myself in wonderland

Get back on my feet again

Is this real?

Is this pretended?

I'll take a stand until the end

I'll get by

I'll survive

When the world's crashing down

When I'm falling hit the ground

I'll just turn myself around

Don't you try to stop me

I won't cry.

"Evangeline! That was absolutely fantastic! I didn't know you had it in you to sing such a deep song!" Renee was going a thousand miles a minute telling me how amazing I sang.

I was currently at Interscope Records; I was currently working with them. They weren't that well known, but I was growing tired of Big Machine. I had left Forks yesterday in a hurry, seeing as today was the day I was to film my music video for Alice. I'd already done that, we were just doing sound check, so now, I was finally free to do anything I wanted. I was, obviously, going back to school on Thursday, though, and rarely, I was actually a bit excited, but dreading it for a reason I couldn't bring myself to understand, I mean, sure, who would be excited to go to school? Okay, don't answer that, I was, but, there was something else behind me dreading it. And I had no idea what it was. But, that thing, was what made me happy to sing the dark song. I had to write it in a hurry on my plane from Seattle to Los Angeles.

"Well, mum, I just have it!" I sang as I left for my trailer to go change from the black dress I was currently wearing.

"Oh, Eva!" I turned around to see my mum running toward me.

"Don't you dare forget that you're not free to go anywhere, you can do a little Shopping, but you also need to come here at 2 o'clock, not one minute late, to be able to get ready for the Grammys." Oh my god! I had absolutely forgotten everything about them! And I was nominated for quite a few.

I nodded quickly; I wasn't going to do any shopping yet, then. Seeing that it was already almost 1 o'clock. I just went to my trailer then, and looked at the list Renee had given me; it listed all the categories that I was nominated for.

Record of the Year- Let's do this

Album of the Year- The Fame Monster

Song of the Year- Falling Down

Best Alternative Music Album- Humanoid

Best Vocal Arrangement for Two or More Voices- (with Dakota Fanning) Rush Best Female Country Vocal Performance- Evangeline Night

Best Country Song- Mary's song

Best Country Album- Infinity

Best Concept Music Video- Beat of my Heart

Best Performance Music Video- Evangeline Night in Sneakernight

Video Of The Year- Rumors

Best Female Pop Vocal Performance- Good and Broken

Best Pop Vocal Album- Guilty Pleasure

Best Rock Vocal Performance, Solo-All Around Me

Best Rock Performance by a Duo or Group with Vocal- Emergency

Best Hard Rock Performance- Little Liar

Best Metal Performance- Dressed to Kill

Best Rock Song- Bring me to life

Best Rock Album- My Inmortal

Best Female Rock Vocal Performance- Misery Business

Best World Music Album- The Fame Monster

I jumped up and down! I was so happy, so many categories, I already had quite a few Grammys, my first one was when I was 14, for best new artist. I had not realized I'd spent so much time, till a light knock on the door woke me up from my day dream.

"Eva!" Pierre's voice rang from the other side. "You ready? Come on!"

°-°

5 torturous hours later, Pierre was finally done with me. I was wearing a black diamond sequin and lace dress that tied around my neck, and was a bit tight above my knees, where it ended. Also, black ankle-length boots with open sides and a high heel, it also had an open toe and sparkly gems along it. I wore a pearl ring and a long silver bracelet with painted gold around it. Pierre had made me wear a high pony tail, and silver make up with red lipstick, I looked beautiful, I had to admit that. Of course, nowhere near as beautiful as Rosalie Hale or Alice Cullen, but still, beautiful.

I was currently at the red carpet, millions of people were screaming my name, mostly teenagers, seeing as not many kids had come here, unlike at the kids choice awards, which was in 3 more months, actually. I gave NBC, MTV, and ABC an interview, but I didn't really give them much attention at all. I was thinking about, guess who? Edward Cullen, and whether he was watching me right now. I tried my best to push him out of my mind, but just couldn't. Not even my beloved fans could get him out of my mind, sadly enough.

°-°

"And now, to begin our show with, we are going to present, Evangeline Night with her newest single, Paparazzi!" The crowd went wild. I looked down at my outfit, it was more revealing than usual, but not anywhere near as bad as to what Taylor Momsen, who was by the way a year younger than me, wore today.

We are the crowd
We're coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastic, oh

Leather and jeans
Garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby I-

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your-
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you're my rockstar in between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry - purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is Cherry Pie
'Cause you know that baby I
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good, We're dancing in the studio
Snap-snap, to that shit on the radio
Don't stop, for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

My fans loved it. Of course, it was much more different than what I usually wrote, but it had come out.. I've gotta admit it now, I inspired it from Edward Cullen. Not that I was going to admit anyone else that all my songs are now about that boy, this song expresses my feelings toward him, in a much more gory manner than the way Bella would have said it. But I was Evangeline now.

I ended up getting quite a few Grammys, not all, though. I won all of them except for best country album, Taylor won it with Fearless, and I didn't win best rock performance with group, either, Flyleaf won it. It made me sort of happy, though, they deserved it. Also, Pierre had made me change dresses after I sang Paparazzi, the other dress was much more comfortable.

I hopped off the plane at LAX

with my dreams and my cardigan

Welcome to the land of fame XX

Am I gonna fit in?

Jumped in the cab,

Here I am for the first time

Look to the right and I see the Hollywood sign

This is all so crazy

Everybody seems so famous

My tummy's turnin and I'm feelin kinda home sick

Too much pressure and I'm nervous,

cause when the taxi man turned on the radio

and a Jay Z song was on

and the Jay Z song was on

and the Jay Z song was on

CHORUS:

So I put my hands up

there playing my song,

And the butterflies fly away

Noddin' my head like yeah

Movin my hips like yeah

I got my hands up,

They're playing my song

I know I'm gonna be ok

yeah,

its a party in the USA

yeah,

its a party in the USA

Get to the club in my taxi cab

everybody's lookin at me now

like "whos that chick, thats rockin' kicks,

she gotta be from out of town"

so hard with my girls all around me

its definitely not a Nashville party

cause' all I see are stilettos

I guess I never got the memo

My tummy's turnin and I'm feelin kinda home sick

too much pressure and I'm nervous

and the D.J. dropped my favorite tune

and a Britney song was on

and the Britney song was on

and the Britney song was on

CHORUS:

so I put my hands up

they're playing my song

And the butterflies fly away

noddin' my head like yeah

movin my hips like yeah

I put my hands up,

there playin my song

I know I'm gonna be ok

yeah,

its a party in the USA

yeah,

its a party in the USA

feel like I wanna fly

back to my hometown tonight

something stops me everytime

the D.J. plays my song and I feel alright!

CHORUS:

so I put my hands up

there playing my song,

and the butterflies fly away

noddin' my head like yeah

movin my hips like yeah

I put my hands up,

there playin my song

I know I'm gonna be ok

yeah ,(na, na na na na)

its a party in the USA

yeah,

its a party in the USA

so I put my hands up

there playing my song,

and the butterflies fly away

noddin' my head like yeah

movin my hips like yeah

I put my hands up,

there playin my song

I know I'm gonna be ok

yeah,

its a party in the USA

yeah,

its a party in the USA

After I finished that, I went to my private Jet to go back to Forks. I fell asleep right after it, dreading tomorrow for a reason I could not yet explain to myself.

A/N: Wanna see what Eva wore? Go to my profile!