:Disclaimer:

The only time i'm saying this:
I dont own He's Handsome/You're Beautiful.
If I did, Go Mi Nam would have ended up with Shin Woo.
Or she would have been totally excluded from the story. (:

. : W A R N I N G : .

A little OOCness. Tae Kyung is a serious playboy.
Shin Woo and Jeremy are also a bit different to what they were like in the drama.
Other than that, another warning would be that this fanfic has boyxboy relationships (:
but i'm sure thats why you're all reading this. ^__^

:PS:

I hate Tae Kyung! O.O
((I love JGS, but I just hate Tae Kyung the role JGS was playing.))

.That is all.
Please proceed to read the story.

Lost In You

.Chapter ONE.

Last week, AN Jell's guitarist and rapper Kang Shin Woo had his heart broken by the group's lead vocalist Hwang Tae Kyung. Jeremy the group's drummer, who was usually the most cheerful of the three, felt really bad for shin woo and tried numerous ways of cheering him up, but nothing seemed to work. Seeing Shin Woo so depressed, made Jeremy feel sad too, and he wasn't able to be his usual self.

Shin Woo had previously also had feelings for Jeremy, but Jeremy had made it clear to him he wasn't interested in men before Shin Woo fell too hard for him. That was over 2 years ago, when they had formed AN Jell.

This is now though. Shin Woo has had feelings for Tae Kyung for over 2 months, hoping Tae Kyung would accept them. But the latter had just ignored him, and pretended not to notice.

"Pretending not to notice is the worst!!!" Jeremy said gritting his teeth. If Tae Kyung didn't like Shin Woo, he should have just made it clear to him from the start. Letting Shin Woo's unrequited love go on for so long ruined the poor man. Shin Woo was so depressed, that they weren't even able to do their previous concert, and the one before that properly.

The fans are furious, because they have no idea what had been going on. To them it looked like they were either bored or lazy. Totally missing Shin Woo's depressed expression.

Shin Woo had locked himself in his room. Not exactly crying, but he just wasn't in the mood for anything. He couldn't eat. He couldn't talk to anyone. He felt lonely. Seeing Tae Kyung's face would have made everything worse, so he tried to avoid him as much as possible.

Jeremy went in to Shin Woo's room every once in a while, to check on him, to make sure he was still alive. Knowing Shin Woo, he wouldn't be surprised at the things the broken hearted man would do to himself.

"hey..." Jeremy whispered, while sitting down beside Shin Woo who was lying in his bed, with his eyes closed. Jeremy knew he wasn't asleep though. "...wanna go out and have some fun with me tomorrow?"

Shin Woo opened his eyes and looked at Jeremy for a moment without speaking. It's not like Jeremy was expecting an answer, but he was really hoping he would accept his request and go out with him for a day.

"Come on Shin Woo Hyung."

Shin Woo smiled weakly and whispered. "Sorry..." Then he closed his eyes again.

"I'll try again later." Jeremy thought as he left the room, dizzily and sleepily. He had been awake for almost 2 days because he couldn't sleep. He didn't understand why. His heart had been really heavy lately and he had often felt like crying.

The recent happenings were probably just really bothering him.

Shin Woo stayed in his room from day to day, only eating once a day since Jeremy pretty much forced the food down his throat so that he'd eat at least that much.

He didn't want to admit it but he felt way too weak to move around afraid he might collapse and make Jeremy worry. That was also the only reason he didn't want to go out to cheer up with Jeremy.

Shin Woo listened to the sounds coming from the living room and kitchen area as he lied in his bed eyes closed. From what it sounded like, shin woo assumed that Jeremy was playing with Jolie. Jeremy constantly calling his dogs name in differently cute and playful ways confirmed it.

The footsteps lessened which most likely meant jeremy let the dog go outside. He could still hear jeremy's heavy footsteps.

'I may be wrong, but his footsteps sound like he could collapse any moment. 'Shin Woo thought while he sat up. 'earlier when he was on my bed, i felt him shaking a little bit. And he had bags under his eyes.'

He looked at the reflection in the mirror on his bedside cupboard and gasped.

'my hair...'

His hair was sticking up in all sorts of weird places which made him look like he was a homeless person who got lost in a luxurious dorm.

'I'm not homeless. I live here.' shin woo chanted to himself, trying to make it clear to himself that he was indeed not a homeless old man.

Suddenly he heard a loud thumping sound and got up and ran toward the sound.

"Jeremy!" He half yelled when he found the blonde man lying in the door way to his room. 'Idiot.' Shin Woo thought 'if you had stayed awake for just 10 more seconds you would have made it to your bed.'

Shin Woo touched his upper arms and shoulders. 'I cant carry him in this state. ' he thought as he looked at the man in front of him shivering.

'He's gonna get a cold if he sleeps on the floor like this.'

He sighed and stretched his arms. He then knelt down beside Jeremy and threw one of the mans arms around his neck. He took a deep breath and managed to pick him up.

Shin Woo felt his legs weaken and his arms go numb. He started to shiver as if he were cold but that wasn't the case. It was the opposite.

He quickly went to Jeremy's bed and gently placed him on it.

The shivering got worse and his body started to feel number. He started breathing fast and hysterically.

'I better get back to my own room before i collapse from the exhaustion.'

Even though he had a feeling he would collapse soon, it was still unexpected when he suddenly felt nothing except the beating of his heart in his ears. His vision blurred and he fell forward not sure where exactly.

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Tae kyung was out on a date with one if his regular girlfriends. All of his 19 girlfriends were well aware he was dating other women too. But none of them minded as long as they got to go out with the hottest idol in South Korea.

He was currently in deep thought about what was going on in his life at the moment. 'Shin Woo... Why did you have to be so serious.' he thought gritting his teeth. He didn't even think he could have been the reason this whole mess happened in the first place. 'You fucking idiot.' He cursed in his mind. 'you better recover from your stupid depression soon.' Though he didn't dare think about it, there was something about Shin Woo that made his heart jump like crazy when he had finally confronted him about his feelings. Tae Kyung refused to acknowledge the loud thumping of his heart at that moment, and just walked away, but the thumping had gotten worse when Shin Woo pulled his arm, and place his hand on his chest and whispered. "I'm serious, Tae Kyung. You're the only one in my heart." Tae Kyung pulled away, "Shut up, I'm not a fucking homo, leave me alone." Tae Kyung remembered the harshness of his voice and felt his heart sink for a moment.

"Hey!" his fifth girlfriend spoke trying to get Tae Kyung's attention.

"What is it Number Five" Tae Kyung replied. Still staring into space for a while, but then turning his attention fully to the woman in question.

He never called any of his girlfriends by their names. In fact he didn't even remember their names. So of course, he called the girlfriends by numbers. The numbers indicated how pleased he was with them. If anyone became number 20 they would immediately be dumped.

Number Five's face lit up, obviously thrilled that she had finally gotten Tae Kyung's attention.

"Let's go to our special room in that hotel again? I'll help you forget ALL your troubles." She replied flirtatiously, while knowing she didn't really need to try that hard, since Tae Kyung never declined an invitation like that. Tae Kyung was not a sex addict or anything, but having sex with his girlfriends came naturally, like kissing.

He looked at the woman, while cocking his eyebrow. "What do you mean, forget my troubles. Nothing is troubling me!"

"No! There's definitely something troubling you." She said as she stood up and walked behind Tae Kyung and placed her hands around either side of his neck. She gently stroked Tae Kyung's collarbone with her long fingernails, wondering if this would turn him on. It did.

"Hn... well, Number Five... You know i'd never say no to that invitation..." The woman giggled, as Tae Kyung pulled her into a kiss.

He broke the kiss 5 seconds later, "But..."

The woman stared at Tae Kyung bewildered. "But what? You dont want to?"

"But you're right...I'm troubled. Way too troubled. A woman like you could never have the ability to make these troubles go away, so give up."

He stood up and walked away, leaving the woman speechless, and embarrassed at being rejected like that.

- - -

When Tae Kyung got to the AN Jell dorm, he immediately walked toward Shin Woo's room. 'I have to say something to him,' he thought, 'the guilt is killing me.'

When he got to the room of the man in question, he found the room empty, with the lights still on.

It was 2AM, so the lights souldn't be on so late... unless Shin Woo went to the bathroom or something. 'Or maybe he left the house? Or maybe he...? NO' Tae Kyung tried to make that thought fo away, but it still wondered his brain. 'as if Shin Woo would do something as stupid as commit suicide.'

He decided to go see if Jeremy was awake, to ask if he knew where he could find Shin Woo.

He walked slowly, wondering why all the lights were on, with the house so quiet. The silence was deafening.

When he got to Jeremy's room, the door had been open. He looked inside, noticing that the lights were also on in there. You couldnt really call this room a room. It was more like an apartment without a kitchen. As he walked around, looking for Jeremy's room, he noticed all the pictures of Jolie, Jeremy's dog, on the walls. 'that guy loves his dog more than is healthy.' he though.

"What the..." Tae Kyung gasped at the scene, and dropped the jacket he had been holding in his hand. Jeremy was lying on his bed, breathing heavily, and saying 'Jolie' every once in a while, and mumbling something which could not be understood.

That's not what surprised Tae Kyung so much.

It was Shin Woo. The man had fallen asleep beside the blonde man, and quietly, but loud enough for tae kyung to understand, spoke the blonde's name. "Jere...my."

"...FUCK." Tae Kyung cursed, as he turned around and walked out of Jeremy's room, and turned off all the lights.

He felt angry. He didnt know why he felt angry but he did.

He wasn't angry about Shin Woo and Jeremy sleeping beside each other. He couldn't care less whether they had a relationship or not. At least that's what he though.

That night, the two people who had not had much sleep in the past few days were sleeping cozily in Jeremy's room. While a certain dark haired man, couldn't sleep a wink, because he was bothered by something he did not understand. Did he really not understand, or did he just choose not to.

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END OF CHAPTER ONE!
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I need criticism.

If you dont like my writing, I would appreciate it if you told me how to improve.
If you liked it. Please review so that i'd no whether to continue or not.
Since it's the first chapter, i'll post the next one when i've received at least FIVE REVIEWS. O.O

By the way... since You're Beautiful is an awesome drama, very popular, with a lot of fans.

And if you're a fan too (which I know you are) PLEASE WRITE FAN FICTIONS TOO!!

seriously, there aren't enough of YaB fan fictions. .

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