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Chapter 1

BPOV

I hated being like this.I couldn't feel anything at I'm breaking a promise I made to him.I'm harming myself.I'm so glad Charlie isn't home or else I'd be put in an asane asylum.I ran to the bath room and grabbed Charlies razor blade.I then ran downstairs and grabbed a bottle of vodka,a lighter,and a metal life.I've had enough of this shit.I ran back toward my room and sat down on my bed.I ripped off my jacket and grabbed the razor blade.I then carved a C into my bicepe."Fuck you Carlisle,you treated me like your daughter and then broke me just like a child that broke a toy,"I said.I then carved an E next."Fuck you Esme,for acting like my mother then hurting me so much." I then carved a R."Fuck you Rosalie,for hating me but still breaking my heart." I then carved another E."Fuck you Emmett for treating me like your little sister." I then carved an A."Fuck you Alice for acting like my sister and best friend and never saying goodbye." Next I carved a J."Fuck you Jasper,you stupid ass,uncontroled basterd,if you hadn't lunged at me he would still be here." And finally,I drew another E but this time on my rist."And finally fuck you Edward for acting like you loved me then leaving me heart broken.I grabbed the bottle of vodka a chugged half of it.I then poured the other half of it on my still bleeding cuts.I finally took the lighter and set the picture of me and all of the Cullens on fire."Burn in hell you stupid ass Cullens,"I said passing out.

AN:I know very angsty but I was in an angsty mood at the 4 more chapters.