A/N: Alright then. So this story is a collection of femslash pairings of all kinds. From Bella/Alice to Victoria/Angela. So hope you enjoy reading the story from start to finish, or picking out your favorite pairings. Peace! :)

Title: The Feel Good Drag

Pairing: Bella/Alice

Summary: Her play toy. I am fine with it. It's the closet I can get.

"Come on Bells. I had the whole thing shut down for just the two of us." I groaned as Alice dragged me into a small store. Today was another shopping trip. For some reason she seemed a little happier about this one then other trips.

"Honestly Alice , I don't see the need to go shopping every week." Alice just rolled her eyes before tugging me toward the dressing room. She pushed me in before walking away. I sat down on the bench located in the dressing room, across from the mirror.

"Try these on; I'll be right back with more." Alice opened the door and placed a pile of clothes on the bench next to me. She smiled at me before walking away. I closed the door with a sigh before turning to the pile of clothes, which consisted of all dresses.

The first thing I picked up was a floor length ruby style spaghetti strap chiffon dress with a beaded empire waist. I had to admit it didn't look that bad. I slipped it off and hung it over the door. The rest of the dresses I had to say weren't pretty bad, none too short or too tight.

"When you're done with the other dresses put this one on and come out." Alice said hanging a dress on the door and walking off. I slid the dress off the door and shook my head.

"Not happening, Alice . I am not wearing this." I held the dress in front of me. It was a black pearl halter satin dress that stopped mid-thigh.

"Yes you are Bella." Alice said and I could easily hear the smile in her voice. I let out a groan before slipping on the dress. As soon as I had it on the door opened to Alice looking me up and down.

"Perfect." Alice said before handing me a pair of sliver heels.

"Seriously?" I asked her before taking the shoes from her.

"Don't need to put them on now. Go head and get changed so we can get out of here. I already paid for your dress." Alice smiled before closing the door on me. I shook my head, but slid out of the dress and changing back into my clothes. After I finish getting dressed I picked up the dress and heels, before walking out of the dressing room.

"Ready?" Alice asked. I gave her a nod before following her to the entrance of the store. Alice walked me to my truck and stood by it as I climbed in.

"Be ready by 7." Alice said before pecking my cheek, and walking to her car. I watched her walk to her car and drive off before heading home myself.

7:00 P.M.

I finish putting my shoes on as I heard a knock on the door. Letting out a sigh I got up and slowly made my way downstairs. I checked my reflection in the hallway mirror before opening the door.

Alice stood there in a red beaded neckline halter dress that also fell mid-thigh, with matching 4 inch heels.

"Ready?" Alice smiled. I smiled back before she grabbed my hand and dragged me to her car. As soon as I got in and shut the door, she took off.

"So where are we going?" I asked. She just shrugged and kept quiet. I sighed before leaning back in the seat. After 20 minutes at the least Alice pulled the car up to the new night club.

"Really?" Alice just smirked at me before leading the way to the entrance. We walked straight toward the entrance much to the annoyance of the people waiting in line. When we got to the entrance we were ushered in by a guy who looked bigger that Emmett. Walking in, we were immediately surrounded by loud music and sweaty, drunk people. The place was dimmed for the expectation of the bar to the right.

"Come on Bella let's get you something to drink." I sighed as Alice dragged me toward the bar, and pushed me onto a stool before taking a seat on one herself. She asked the bartender for a drink I didn't catch the name of. After a few minutes the bartender returned and handed the drink to Alice, who slid it over to me with a smirk. I gave her a small smile before taking a small sip.

"Mmm...What is this?" I asked taking a bigger sip this time. Alice just shrugged before flagging down another bartender.

"Keep them coming, 'kay?" She said with a smile. The bartender nodded their head before walking away. Just as Alice asked each time I finished off my drink a new one was placed in front of me. After the fifth or sixth one Alice grabbed my hand and lead me toward the dance floor.

" Alice . I'm not done yet." I slurred as I almost tripped. Alice quickly caught me with a giggle before turning around and pulling me in close.

"You can have more after we dance." Alice slid her hands down my arms and wrapped them around my waist. I let out a small giggle before wrapping my arms around her waist. Alice smiled before pulling me closer and grinding against me. I held her close while running my hands over her sides. As the song played, our bodies moved closer together and our movements became more sexual. As the song changed to The Feel Good Drag by Anberlin Alice grabbed my hand and lead me off the dance floor and toward the back.

After opening the door to a private room to make sure it was empty she quickly pushed me in and locked the door behind us. I slowly walked backwards toward the bed placed in the center of the back. I stood in front of the bed and looked up to be met with Alice 's eyes. She slowly walked to me kicking off her heels on the way. I slowly slipped off mine before taking meeting her in the center of the room. Alice lifted a hand and slowly ran it up my arms and behind my neck and untying the back of the dress and letting it slide off my body. She placed a hand on my stomach and softly pushed me backwards until the back of my legs hit the bed. I sat down on the edge of the bed.

Alice slowly slid her dress off, followed by her underwear. I bit my bottom lip as she slowly pushed me backwards. I climbed up the bed before leaning back on my elbows. Alice smirked at me before slowly getting on the bed and crawling up toward me. She straddled my waist before leaning forward and capturing my lips in a slow, lust filled kiss. I moan softly before tangling my hands in her hair, pulling her closer. She slowly pulled away and brushed her lips over my jaw and down my neck. She ran her hands up my stomach before cupping my breast.

" Alice ." I arched into her. She smiled at me before trailing her lips down and taking a nipple into her mouth as one of her hands slowly made it's way down my body. I gasped as she bit down on my nipple and cupped my core. I whimpered while slowly grinding against her hand. She released my nipple before looking me in the eyes. All emotions running through her shone through.

Love. Which I knew for certain wasn't for me.

Lust, which was directed at me. For I knew not even he could generate the amount of lust in her that I could.

Anger. Who that was for I have no clue. Him. Me. Herself. Everyone.

Guilt. I knew she felt it for what she was doing to him. To me.

Slowly she smiled at me. A sad smile, but a smile nonetheless. She slowly pushed two fingers inside of me. Moaning I arched into her, but not looking away from her eyes. She pulled her fingers out of me before slowly pushing them back in. Love. Guilt. The were what her eyes projected it. They always did at the beginning, but I knew better. Slowly thrusting in out of me, I tilt my head back and softly ran my hand over her back. It will happen soon. It always happened at the same time. Same way.

I'm here for you she said and we could stay for awhile. My boyfriends gone we can just pretend.

Anger. Lust. Such a quick change that goes through the eyes. It's him. His ring tone. She knows I know, but yet doesn't care. Anger and lust. My favorite of her four emotions have token over. She does not answer. She freezes. She looks me in the eyes, and I see what they've all wanted me to see. A monster. Dead and cold. The game is over. There is no more pretending. I hold on to her tightly. Knowing, expecting, wanting, receiving.

She pulls her fingers out and slams them in. No more softness, tenderness. Just hard and fast. Pounding into me. Me, her outlet. Her play toy. To dress-up, parade around, use, and then toss away until needed again. I know this, but yet didn't stop it. I could if I wanted to, but I don't. I need it - the pain, the lust, the anger. It's the only way to feel any more. I whimper and she smirks. She loves to see me in pain. It gives her a sense of being in control for once, the dominating one. I can feel it building up, and I know she can too. The moment we both crave for. Our high. Faster. Harder. Louder moans. Whimpers.

A scream. Explosion of emotions as the release comes. One more thrust in the emptiness it brought back into my life once more. She gets up and goes to her phone. I curl into myself and let the wait for the sound I know is coming. The door opens and slams shut, and I let go. I let the tears fall down my cheeks as I bury my face into the pillow and scream. I breathe in and out slowly before getting up and getting dressed. I make sure I'm presentable before walking out of the room and the club. The taxi is already there and I climb in. The ride is a short one. Always is.

I pay the taxi driver before walking into my house and straight toward my room. It's the closing act of the show. It is not an ending though. This is an ever lasting show. She will be back. She will take me shopping like nothing changed, then have her way with me. I know I should stop it, but I can't for the moments before he calls I can pretend that the love she shows is for me, and not him. I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling as the memories of the shopping come back to me, and I go to drift off with smile on my face. A sad one, but one nonetheless.