Here's a one-shot, well it was supposed to be a one-shot. RenBya Smex..

The story was inspired by 2 songs, "Crazy Love" by Kattun and "Flower" by Gackt. I just wanted anyone who haven't heard these songs yet, to go listen to it. And please don't sue me...lol

First one-shot i ever wrote.... i think

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Goodbye Byakuya

I know I've hurt you.

I've hurt because I love you too much.

Suppose I continued to chase after you now,

What kind of future would we have?

Would I be able to see you smile again?

I already forgave you for everything;

For not being able to return the love I gave you.

Only by calling on your name did the world have meaning to me.

Everything inside me wanted to protect you;

From your hurts, from your memories of her

I just wanted to give you hope, life, and love.

Was that so wrong?

In case the voice of my heart reaches you,

I'll be forever waiting for you.

I know that this love will never happen again in this lifetime.

Maybe in the next, I would be reborn as the flower next to you.

Maybe, I would be reborn as the person you will love.

I know you did not love me but I loved you anyways.

I thought I could change your heart, fill the void inside you.

But I was wrong.

So, this must be my fault. I brought this upon myself.

So I'm sorry.

Goodbye, Byakuya.

Renji.

Unable to return. Unable to take it back.

Even in the throes of passion, I noticed

Never, not even once, did he say "I love you".

He let me have his body, but he never gave me his heart.

So, for one last time, please…

"Byakuya…" I whispered into his ear, while caressing his body. I left feathery kisses on his cheeks, moving my way down to his jaw, to his chest. I held him within my arms as gently as I could. I went to one of his nipples, kissed it, licked it and bit it.

"Ahh…"he cried out. I knew he liked it rough, but that was as rough as it was gonna get. I continued to lay kisses down on his body below me. I saw his weeping erection, neglected, so I touched it and pumped. A few times, I would pass my thumb over the slit and spread the pre-cum on the blushing head.

He let out erotic moans and seductive sighs. The only music to my ears. After a few more pumps, licked the slit, tasting his salty pre-cum. My mouth enveloped the head of his erection, my hand still pumping on. I gave it a few sucks then I took him all in my mouth. His hands went to my hair, desperately pulling.

"Cu..cumming.." he said. I continued sucking till I felt him come inside my mouth. I went up and kissed, some cum left in my mouth. He kissed me so passionately; I even forgot it was a lie.

The kiss lasted for a while, so during this time I started to prepare him. With the lube conveniently nearby, I spread his legs under me and coated my fingers with a generous amount of lube. I teased his puckered entrance then pushed my finger in. I felt him moan against my lips and I added a second finger. I pushed them in and out, waiting for him to give the signal to put the third one in.

He moved his hips and my third finger entered. His moans became more frequent. I couldn't control myself any longer; I just had to have him now.

Without warning, I took my fingers out of the tight heat and aligned my hard cock to his tight hole. I pushed in slowly; he broke the kiss, gasping for air. One of his hands, entangled itself with my hair, pulling hard, the other clawed at my back.

"More… Harder…" he cried out in pleasure, "Rougher…"

"No." I said stubbornly and I continued to thrust in a gentle pace. I could see tears forming in his eyes.

"Please…" he begged. "…I need it…"

No matter how much he begged, I continued to do him gently. And at this, he did cry. I don't know if he was crying in frustration, or if he was being overwhelmed with my gentleness.

"Renji… I'm cum…ming"

I could feel that we were almost there.

I continued with my gentle thrusts and my hand found his neglected cock.

"Nnnngghhh…Don't… Let me cum… just from feeling you…"

So I let go.

"Byakuya…. I… Love you…"

"I…" he paused " I… l…lo…"

He never finished the sentence. I never knew what he wanted to say. Was it the words that could have set me free?

We continued till he came. I could feel him tightening around me. I couldn't hold back and I came deep inside him.

I kissed him again, just before exhaustion and deep sleep came to him. I pulled out and prepared for what was to come.

I left the letter on top of his desk while he lay asleep, exhausted. I looked back and went to him. The single tear I allowed to be shed fell on alabaster cheeks. I bent down and kissed his forehead, perhaps the last kiss I will ever give to him. I left his estate and set off on a journey where I was determined to never come back.

When sunlight finally reaches your eyes, I would be gone.

When you have read this letter, I may already be dead.

Still, it would be better this way since,

I would rather die than live another day without your love.

So. Goodbye, Byakuya.

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And for people who was reading my other story... i already finished the next chapter but something wrong happened with my Microsoft Word on my laptop. Thank you for understanding....