A/N- So this is just a crazy attempt to capture Tony and Gibbs. Sorry I'm not perfect, therefore this won't be the most amazing thing you have ever read. But it's fun for me to write. This is only the beginning so if you like it there will definitely be more; right now it's just Tony's thoughts.

It's a mask. I don't let anyone in, nobody needs to know the real me. I'm not amazing, I'm not some hot bachelor who has a new girl every night, actually I just sit at home and watch movies or read whenever I'm not working. The last time I had a date, it was with Jeanne. My mask seems to be perfect; I can cover up anything, although I am starting to think that Gibbs is catching on. What am I supposed to do if he asks about me? It's not like I can just lie to his face, it doesn't work, the whole lying to Gibbs thing is just suicidal. I can't tell him the truth either, then he will just think I'm a sissy. I can just imagine him saying "My senior agent is a sissy, who acts like a 12 year old boy." I can't let my mask slip. It works like a charm on McGee, Ziva, Palmer, Ducky and Abby. It's just stupid Gibbs that I can't get past! I guess life's not supposed to be easy, but is it really supposed to be this hard?