From Okane Ga Nai chapter 6

Rated M for Kanou's love of dirty-wordies *Kanou rolls eyes*

Italics – Ayase

Bold – Kanou Thoughts

Normal – Kanou talking

As if Debt is the Problem

"Please STOP! How can that be? For a guy to do this…"

Where did that come from? Didn't he like it just now? Shit – I pushed him too much.

"Please! I'll do anything…!! I'll work really hard to pay you back so please stop…No matter how much debt I'm in, I can't…!"

…Debt? Oh for – Yeah, Ayase, I'm reallllllly keeping you around just so you can pay me back. Don't you get it? I did all this so I could get you. Why would I give a damn about money? Like I have a use for it – other than drowning you in luxury. I even agreed to give a loan to that little shit Tetsuo because I knew he'd eventually get you involved. And when that happened, I snatched you up…Just as I had always planned…

But I can't let you know. If I do, you'll leave. That much is obvious from your outburst just now. I need to use reason…Yes – I'll persuade you that this place is best for you. Right here…Locked in my condo.

With me.

"Ayase, open your eyes…and face reality." You look so surprised. Are you scared, Ayase? Then why do you keep angering me! "You won't make as much as sleeping with me." Understand? With ME. "Whether it's a job washing corpses or work in the sex industry." Cause that's not what this is Ayase – I'm not paying you for sex. I'm paying you to simply play the part. "Do you know how much they pay you hourly?" I'll take care of you forever.

Do you not want a forever with me, Ayase? Is leaving me your life's goal? Fuck that. "If you want to…Get your freedom back…" I want you to feel relaxed against me. But escape? You can't get away from me. And why would you want to?! Is it that disgusting in your eyes?! My feelings for you???!! "Then…Bear with it…" Why are you making me say these things Ayase?!

"But…I really can't take it anymore…"

Oh, fan-fucking-tastic. Now you're crying and my heart feels like its getting crushed. Crushed – can you believe it? Me! I can't allow you to go, Ayase. I'll make you understand – no. I'll show you.

"Fine." Don't even think you've won, baby. "Get ready, we're going out." And we are definitely going to come back home after – the both of us. I'll make sure you never spout this nonsense again.

"Eh?"

"I'll introduce you to a new job." As if I'd really give you an alternative.

xXx

Yay! First story! I was re-reading OGN and came to chapter 6 when they had that big fight. Ayase was all worried that he was allowing himself to be okay with sex for money, and Kanou was upset that Ayase found it so awful. Tell me what you think - Critics are asked to enter the side door ;)