Disclaimer: I only dream of possessing a Death Note book so I can write Light's name in it FOR FRICKEN HAVING L KILLED THAT HEARTLESS BASTARD KILLING HIS SOUL MATE UGH!!!! –sobs-

A/N: Ok I had just finished Episode 27and last night I had finished episode 25……SORRY THIS IS A SPOILER FOR THOSE OF YOU!!!!! But…when L widened his eyes and stopped mid sentence I crawled in fetal position and cried…..cried so fucking hard I hadn't even cried that hard not eve since like my Nana (my fav person in the world besides my mom) died I mean I cried pretty hard but….L…..when he died it was just WOOSH!!!! The tears just fucking poured out for I'd say a good 3 ½ hours after he collapsed and his eyes closed and even before then I was in hysterics….R.I.P. L Lawliet…he was my fav character T_T and now Near is my fav and Mello is 'ight but not cool or L like as Near is ^_^ -sighs- ok well lemme get on with the story :D

"Mell...?" Near asked in a soft monotone while piling his blocks up like a skyscraper as his white hair cascaded over his face, his white pajamas bunching up as he sat one leg up, and the other resting peacefully on the ground waiting for an answer from his adopted brother Mello.

"Yes Near?" He asked taking a bit out of his chocolate bar, his blonde bobbed hair in sort of a mess as he just woke up from an evening nap.

"Why is L crying?" He was referring to the sobs being heard from the door that went from Near's and Mello's shared room to L's and Matt's shared room. L had adopted Near and Mello with Light his lover….ex-lover and L's cousin Matt had moved in but slept on the couch in the living room of L's apartment until just recently. L didn't want the boys to refer to him or light as their fathers so they were just a big family of brother's and of course…Watari.

"Ever heard of Kira Near?" Mello asked taking another bit of chocolate as he sat in his black silk boxers.

"Yes….the mass murderer set to kill criminals to make the world a better place I have heard," he said adding on yet another block to his massive building.

"Light….was Kira but had forgotten then he got a hold of the notebook again which I know you've heard about, and well L saw the love disappear in Light's eyes and became filled with empty hate again so L had used the Death Note to execute Light Yagami….before he executed L and all those he loved…it's been real tough for him lately," Mell said looking at the pile of blocks that Near stacked ever so gently.

"He hasn't even eaten any cake…" Near commented.

"Nope…" Mell said shrugging sadly.

"Did he catch the second Kira?"

"Yes, Misa Amane had confessed after Light's death, L has both Death Note book in his possession and he plans to give them back to the Shinigami in which they came from," Mell noted taking a chunk out of the chocolate bar chewing softly.

"I miss Light….and I miss L being happy…." Near sighed and tears started violently falling down his face as he swatted the skyscraper that took him all but 5 hours to make as the blocks crashed loudly to the floor. Near hugged his knees to his chest and rested his forehead on his knees and sobbed silently his shoulders shaking in the slightest way. His white hair like a mop over his head but soft and luscious about being so, Mello stared at Near awkwardly then got off the bed and walked to Near and wrapped him in a soft hug. "Shhh, it's ok N we'll help L get threw this it'll be fine," He soothed when him and Near both froze and looked up as they listened to the words being said behind the door. 'Please Ryuk….I give you the notebook I want you to kill me after I do this….please I can't live without Light no more,'

'You do realize you'll become a Shinigami…and not go to heaven nor hell and…' words that Near nor Mello heard for they haven't touch the notebook to see Ryuk.

'Wait, isn't Light a Shinigami too? He used the notebook way more than I did for that matter,'

"What's he talking about?" Near asked in slight panic.

"He must be talking to the Shinigami…." He hushed Near as they listened more.

'So this is what you really want Lawliet?'

'Yes! Please kill me now and let my suffering end,'

'Well….alright,'

"NO!!!" Near said slamming the door open, but when he got in there he saw L smiling his hand over his heart slowly diminishing into the cold cruel porcelain tile. (A/N: I'm sorry T_T) "L-Lawliet…." Near said falling to his knees a lone tear trickling down his cheek "No…no," he said in a defeated tone.

"Near what-….L….?" Mello asked his face contorted in confusion.

"He's dead…." Near sobbed and stood up. "He's DEAD!!!! BECAUSE WE DIDN'T GET HERE QUICK ENOUGH!!!!!!THIS IS YOUR FAULT MELLO I HATE YOU!" Near said punching Mello in the chest really hard tears pouring out like a faucet on full blast. Mello watched as Near took his anger and sadness out on him and finally Near came to a soft padding against his chest and slid to collapse. Mello grabbed Near's wrists and pulled him up and hugged him close. "Mello….he's gone…what are we going to do…."

"We have to go tell Watari and he's going to have to call Matt and tell him….there isn't much else we can do N," Mello said softly rubbing the younger boy's back gently in a comforting way. Near just nodded again his chest his arms grasping at the bare skin of Mello's exposed back. Mello had to bit his lip to not scream in pain as the little white haired boy dug his nails into his skin. "What's gonna happen…" he asked referring to the fact that they are now once again orphans since both adoptive parents…err siblings are deceased.

"I don't now Near I guess….It's just us,"

A/N: sorry that this chapter is real short it's just the beginning my friends of a great relationship :D and don't you worry there will be lemons later on but right now nada cuz had to get out the basics and if you don't get it here's a small summary…..

L and Light had created a strong bond together through out the Kira investigation (while Light had forgotten the fact he's Kira) so along the lines they move in together and adopt Near and Mello as their…not kids but more of brothers and L's cousin Matt moved in to help L and Light with Near and Mello in which who is now working as a private jet plane engineer (in my story that is) after a couple years they caught Hichigo (if that's how it's spelt) well a certain Light Yagami touched the notebook (in which if you have read/watched up to this part you know that he gets his memory back of him being Kira) Light knew he loved L but he still wanted to be god and he knew that L was in his way but he couldn't come to terms to kill him so when he was sleeping L had snuck the notebook and killed Light and after doing so he gets depressed and like said above kills himself..all the very unfortunate cuz love L dearly…………

Any more questions? Damn in think the A/N's is longer than the story itself XD PLEEEEASE REVIEW MY DARLINGS!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS MUAH!!! XoXo- Kierra PSSST DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW!!!!!