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Chapter 12- Alone

BPOV

After the try outs we ended up with Jessica on the team and some other girls I didn't pay much attention. Edward was really good on the field, and he looked edible in his football shorts and shirt!

We didn't have many people to watch, there were a lot of girls in line so me and Rose walked up and down the line pointed people out if they didn't look like they could be a cheerleader, and told them to leave. Cheerleading isn't just about the moves and spirit you have to look good, otherwise people wouldn't watch you. Well that's what everyone in Beverly thought.

Just as I began my thoughts of how rubbish this town and school is, and how fake everyone is whether they men tot be or not was another thing entirely my phone buzzed.

(Edward/Bella)

Hey you free study tonight? E.

Yeah. Come round when you're ready B.

Okay I'll come after school I have some news but I will tell you when I see you E.

That's fine. What news? It's not bad is it B.

I didn't like not knowing something. I needed to know he knew, unless he was keeping it from to tell me face to face because he did something awful. What if he met a girl? Why was it that the idea of him and another girl made me shudder in disgust? Before my fear could elevate my phone went off.

No it's nothing bad. At least it depends on how you feel about seeing me a bit more. Be patient I will tell you when I come round se you in half an hour E.

Just tell me now play fair B.

You know they say patience is a virtue E.

Guess I'm not big on virtue B.

OMG! We are flirting! I cant flirt with Edward I dint like him like that, sure he was sexy at times, and funny and cool, but I knew the real him the nerdy Edward, the Edward that new apart of my secret. He is the closest I have ever let anyone, but I can't let him closer I haven't spoke to Renee about this so why should he get to find out?

I'm just going to the office to hand in my slip and I will be setting off home don't worry about a lift again I don't mind walking I want to anyway I want a look at the scenery and its not far E.

Okay if you're sure. Will see you soon B x

Guess my plan of putting him off could work, but I was now putting kisses after my texts I only do that with Jake, and that's only because it felt like I had to, but with Edward I just did it unconsciously.

I made myself stop thinking of Edward I couldn't let myself get close to him for two obvious reasons;

Firstly Jake would defiantly kill him or at least try.

Secondly I have never told anyone not even my loving mother about… I couldn't make myself think about it, it hurt too much.

After a pep talk to myself I began to get myself ready I only had 40 minutes before Edward would be at my house, and I wasn't even there yet. I made my way out of the building and headed towards the limo. Everyone was sat in couples, looking at each other with goo, goo eyes every time the other wasn't looking. It was rather amusing, they were giving each other the look but did not a the other was doing the same I wish they would just catch each other and spare all the games and just go out.

All the way home Alice was sending goo, goo eyes at Jasper, and he to her. Whilst Emmett was sending goo, goo eyes at Rose who seemed to notice after her own looks towards him. However she had now stopped and was doing things to tease him like 'accidentally' brushing her fingers a little to close to his crouch which made Emmett squirm a bit.

We finally arrived at the house and I jumped out and ran to my room to change I had 30 minutes so I put on my work out top and three quarter length sweats I tied my hair up and washed off my makeup there was no need for it whilst working out in our private gym at the back of the house.

I got bored with my work out 15 minutes later and decided to take a swim anyway. I put on a blue bikini on and made my way to the pool. I was just swimming around and swapping to the hot tub when my door bell went. I got out and headed to the door when I opened it I saw Edward stood there with a shocked expression I noticed how his eyes were slightly gazed over and he licked his lips.

It made me shiver involuntary his lips looked so inviting and soft I couldn't help but stare at them. I looked up into his eyes, bad idea but I realised he kept looked at my lips. It was then I saw his eyes glaze more and I realised I had just licked my lips like he had. I blushed. I shook my head releasing myself from the Trans I was in.

"Hey. Sorry about me being like this I got bored and got in the pool and hot tub. I guess I lost track of time." He looked like he had just been jolted out of the same Trans I was in moments ago and his eyes cleared.

"Oh it's fine we could talk in the hot tub if you want" OMG I didn't know Edward was so confident the last time he was here he was nervous to even look at me. I'm sure he felt the same as his eyes had widened in shock at what he had just said.

I smiled at him and went to a cupboard hidden in the living room and pulled out two towels. I went back to Edward and he was still stood in the door way.

"I have towels for us for when we are out. But I have not swim shorts for you though" I furrowed my brow thinking I had just lost me chance to see him in nothing but swim shorts. I swooned internally. I was shocked by what Edward did next.

He shrugged and walked in and closed the door. We were inches apart now, after a few seconds he walked past me heading towards the back he was pulling of his top and I saw his muscled shoulder contract as he pulled the top over his head, again I shivered he was gorgeous!

I quickly started walking into the back behind him. When we got through the back door Edward still had his trousers on. I quickly went to the hot tub and got in, I motioned for Edward to get in, he walked closer and slid off his pants showing off his cute firm bum, and revealing his 6 pack/ 8 pack. I had to control myself I very nearly leapt at him to touch his long hard arm muscles and firm pecks.

He got in and sat right beside me. Our arms were touching and I couldn't concentrate on anything except for his arm on mine. He broke me out of me revere as he spoke.

"Have you heard of the school musical?" I wondered why he was asking about the musical.

"Yes of course I have I'm the lead I always am, I just hope I don't get some horrible guy to sing with again last year it was awful, the show was good but I didn't enjoy it" I blurted out before I could stop myself, it was hard not to tell him everything I was thinking.

"Well would I be a horrible guy?" What was he on about?

"Why? Are you thinking of going to the casting?"

"Not exactly-"He hesitated and it annoyed me.

"Just spit it out!"

"It's the news I was on about. In music I had to sing and well miss said that I was going to Romeo and wondered if you would mind or not?" I wasn't expecting that.

Before I knew I was doing anything I had wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him. The closeness felt good his naked chest pushed against mine. He wrapped his strong arms around my waist softly and pulled me onto his lap. I heard him laugh slightly and I joined in, we looked at each other in the eye, and I got lost in his green eyes.

Before I could register anything I realised we were leaning into each other slowly I could feel his warm breath blow against my face, and our lips suddenly connected the kiss was sweet but it still sent a shock of electricity go through out my whole body starting from my lips it shocked me but did not make me stop.

The electricity between us grew and our kiss was becoming urgent and strong, I couldn't help myself I brushed my tongue against his bottom lip asking for pre mission he moaned into my mouth opening his slightly. I took the opening and thrust my tongue into his mouth.

Our tongue fought for dominance neither one of us winning. My fingers had intertwined in Edward's hair and I was pulling him closer to me one of his hands had moved from my waste and was fiddling with the top on my bikini bottoms.

I pulled away for air and Edward simply moved his lips from mine to kiss down my jaw line, to my neck and along my collar bone. I moaned but was too distracted to Edward's touch to care. He moaned in response to my noise which sent a shiver through my body.

Our lips were joined again and I noticed I was grating up and down Edward I could feel him harden beneath me and eh froze. I stopped suddenly realising what we were doing was a bit rushed and indecent, my mother could come home any minute so I just smiled at him and removed myself. It was hard to do but I knew I need to give him some space.

I got out and I heard him sigh. I picked up a towel and handed it to him before wrapping myself up in the other one I went upstairs to put a sexy but baggy top on and some girl boxers before quickly brushing my hair with was going a nice wavy so I just left it.

I just had a thought JACOB! He would kill Edward and probably me if he found out about that kiss, that wonderful kiss that I was now going to have to pretend annoyed me. I knew I would probably not be able to pretend not to like Edward it was too natural to be around him and be happy.

(I wasn't sure if I should start a new chapter but I'm trying to make the longer so I thought I would just carry on with EPOV)

EPOV

I half jogged to Bella's house once I had rounded the corner, excitement had driven out my nervous. I walked up to her door literally bouncing I couldn't wait to she her, and to hear her voice, and to be able to talk to the smart witty Bella was just a bonus.

I rang the door bell and stood there patiently. I only had to wait 2 minutes (not that I counted) until the door opened revealing an almost naked Bella, in a blue bikini, dripping wet! God she looked so hot It took all of my self control not to pounce on her, not that I would have any idea what to do.

I licked my lips imagining tasting her on mine, and I held back a groan as she blushed a light shade of red. We were staring into each others eyes for a while until Bella shook her head to clear it.

"Hey. Sorry about me being like this I got bored and got in the pool and hot tub. I guess I lost track of time." When Bella spoke it shocked me out of a Tran's type state, her voice as like the bells of an angle.

"Oh its fine we could talk in the hot tub if you want" DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD? God I bet she thought I was some type of pervert wanting to get into her conveniently skimpy bikini bottoms.

I can't believe I was thinking like this. It isn't me. I sound like Emmett I'm supposed to respect girls and get to know them but I was acting like a lustful teenage boy, and a cocky confident one at that. Oh God I hope she doesn't react too badly to my words. I tensed for her reaction.

She didn't seem like she thought anything of my words at all. In fact she smiled at me before she turned and went into another room. I stood there wondering if she was offended and that was why she had walked out, but before I could thing more of it she walked back in holding two towels my heart skipped a beat.

"I have towels for us for when we are out. But I have not swim shorts for you though" Her brow furrowed, she was sexy when she was frustrated? Confused?

I was slightly shocked by my actions earlier but it seemed Bella thought anything of them so neither did I. I shrugged and walked forwards so I was out of the door way and closed the door when I turned around I realised how close I now was to Bella I could feel the heat radiating from her to avoid any awkward situations I simply walked passed her. I could smell her strawberry scented hair and I very nearly stopped and kissed her but I did not co operate with my heart.

As I was walking I pulled of my shirt when I peeked over to see what Bella was doing her eyes were locked on my shoulders and I decided to have some fun. I tensed my shoulders and turned again slightly to see how Bella reacted to me I saw her shiver slightly and I smiled. I turned back around to see where I was going when I heard light footsteps behind me, I knew she was following.

When we were in the back Bella walked past me and got into the hot tub making her wet all over again I hesitated debating whether I could control the monster in me that lusted for Bella. She seemed impatient and motioned for me to get in. So I quickly obliged I walked closer to her. She seemed to have disappointment on my face, but when I stopped to take my pants off the disappointment was replaced by what looked like lust.

I got in and slid myself right next to her so our arms were touching, it would be an understatement to say it was hard to keep from touching and kissing her so I decided to find out what she thought of the musical, as that was what I was here for in the first place.

"Have you heard of the school musical?" She looked confused at first before she spoke.

"Yes of course I have I'm the lead I always am, I just hope I don't get some horrible guy to sing with again last year it was awful, the show was good but I didn't enjoy it" she blurted out.

"Well would I be a horrible guy?"

"Why? Are you thinking of going to the casting?" Ha if I had a choice I wouldn't put myself in it I don't think it depends on that kissing scene.

"Not exactly-"

"Just spit it out!" she shouted sounding frustrated with my hesitations so I decided to do what she asked.

"It's the news I was on about. In music I had to sing and well miss said that I was going to Romeo and wondered if you would mind or not?"

I tensed slightly for a reaction that I didn't expect again. Bella always did what I would never expect from her. She has wrapped her delicately small arms around my neck hugging me, having Bella so tightly against me did not help with my control I could feel myself loosing it. I let go. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her gently into my lap, she fit perfectly like she was men tot be there. I laughed slightly I couldn't help it I was so happy and when I heard her join in we were laughing together happily.

Then we looked at each other and I was trapped by her brown orbs. I noticed we were leaning into each other and I didn't stop myself, my breath was slightly haggard before I had enough time to take another breath our lips were touching producing the sweetest of sweet kisses.

The moment our lips touched I felt an electrical current run right trough my body, and it felt good, and it made me want to be closer to Bella, and as the electricity grew so did my need and we made the kiss more urgent and forceful. I felt Bella's tongue glide across my bottom lip asking for permission to enter my mouth I could not stop my reaction so I let it go. I moaned into Bella's mouth.

Bella thrust her tongue into my mouth which was slightly more open from my moan and they fought for dominance and neither one of us gave in. Her fingers intertwined in my hair, and I could tell her need was as strong as mine as she pulled me closer to her. I realised what my one of my hands were doing, they were playing with the rim of the bikini bottoms but I dint mind, and I doubt Bella did. I had already let my lust filled head take control.

Bella pulled away for air, but I couldn't let me lips move form her skin. I kissed and suck down her jaw line, and did the same on the sensitive parts of her neck, before sucking right down her collar bone. She moaned and I fought the urge to strip us both off right then and there and just moaned back to her instead, and I noticed her shiver again.

Bella rejoined our lips and she began grating up and down in my lap. It felt so good to have Bella straddling herself against me, and I hardened I growled internally knowing we would not be doing anything to give me my release and I would have to use my shower again.

I froze. Bella noticed and stopped grating herself against me; she smiled at me and got off of me and out of the hot tub. She handed me a towel and quickly covered her own dripping wet body. I sighed I knew I had ruined our friendship, after what we were doing I doubt either of us could see one another as friends, but I didn't want to see Bella as a friend I wanted her to be mine. My Bella.

I got out and simply wrapped the towel around my waste, and walked over to the table that was a dominate part of the house and sat down at a chair in the middle. Bella must have went up stairs to change as when she came back down she had some girl boxers on and a nice looking baggy top with her hair in natural curls.

Bella looked so beautiful when she had no makeup on, it was natural beauty and this fake like style had ruined it. However se also looked slightly worried but it soon diapered off of her face. She had books in her hand and I realised we were going to be starting our physics essay.

I had no problem with; we had to perfectly god reasons of why we could not possibly avoid one another, the musical and the essay. I was glad I didn't know if Bella regretted what we had done in the hot tub not that is was a lot if anything but at least now she couldn't avoid me if she wanted to.

We spent the rest of the night studying and making notes and rough copies of our essay to add and develop. We joked and talked freely winding each other up, it was better to be talking to the real Bella but yet again that thought in the back of my mind ruined our time together. She is still hiding something, but I can and will be patient I know she will soon trust me enough to tell me.

At around 9pm Bella told me her mum would be home soon so I helped her pack the essay things away and she walked me to the door.

"I had fun tonight, and I'm sorry about-" She cut me off with her lips.

We kissed each other similarly to the kiss in the hot tub just with out the grating. This time I had her pinned against the wall and I was pushing myself closer and closer to her, and when I felt the lust and need deepen I pulled away with wide eyes, and probably the goofiest grin. I was sure she would regret that we kissed so intimately in the hot tub.

"I had a lot of fun too" She purred before walking into her house and closing the door behind herself. I did a happy dance in my head and walked 10 steps to get back into my house.

Emmett was sat downstairs in the on the x-box. He looked over and I noticed I was still grinning but I didn't care.

"Who have you had a piece of Eddie boy?" He asked excited. His comment made my skin boil, but I decided to ignore him and went straight up to my room I figured that I could not tell anyone about mine and Bella's. What was going on between us? Oh well I still couldn't tell anyone it would ruin any chances of us being able to be together. I went to sleep and found myself dreaming of Bella.

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