This is where things start to really get interesting.

Er ... Unfortunatly... I have not thought of a way to end this story yet ...

I may need some help (If somebody would read this that is...) .. Though if there is anyone out there who is actually INTERESTED in this story (which I suppose is quite unlikely ...) Then please review .. or if you are more comfortable messaging me personally .. that is fine too. Either way ... I need help. :)

Tohru woke in the morning feeling like the world had come crashing down on her. The rain against her window only made things worse; her heart felt like it was going to literally break into a thousand pieces. She laid back down deciding to skip school . . . school had already started anyhow. She figured Yuki and Kyo were already at school.

She had thought about it all night . . . the look in Yuki's eyes. She shut her eyes tightly and she could hear somebody sobbing loudly. She heard a girl scream, and then she heard something break. Only then did she open her eyes and realize it was her. She put her hand in front of her; bloody. Looking down, she saw the vase she had broken.

The door slammed against the wall and Tohru's eyes widened. She didn't move for she didn't want to know who was behind her. She felt a hand on her shoulder and she shut her eyes.

"Tohru . . .?" Her eyes shot open as she realized it was Kyo.

"Kyo . . . Kun . . . ?" Her voice was shaking. Kyo squatted down behind her and then Tohru turned a little to look at him. Kyo looked at her with a sad smile, and Tohru turned completely around.

Kyo put his hand on her cheek and then pulled her into a hug. Tohru didn't even expect a poof, for somehow she knew when Yuki's curse had broken, so had the rest.

"Tohru, you don't need to try so hard . . . to stay happy. It's okay . . . you're allowed to cry." Tohru hugged him back, her tears soaking his shirt. For some odd reason, that Tohru may never know, Kyo was always the first to cheer her up.

"Kyo . . . I just don't know anymore . . . I don't know." Kyo didn't entirely understand what she was saying, and he had no clue she was upset about the rat. "Kyo-Kun . . . where is Yuki-Kun?" At this, Kyo froze.

"I . . . don't know." And then Tohru pulled away and put her hand on his face.

"Kyo," she started, "Would you ever leave me?" Kyo's eyes shot open and he stared at the girl who seemed broken in every size shape and form.

Kyo started to calm down and then he gazed down at her, "No, never." He smiled and she smiled back; a real smile.

His smile turned playful and he tilted his head and asked, "Hey, Tohru? Have you ever wondered what makes the sky blue?" She tilted her head and then she looked puzzled.

"No I haven't." She started to look more confused by the second.

"Think about it, okay?" And then he left the room, leaving a bewildered Tohru sitting on the ground.

"I'm home," Yuki kicked off his shoes. Tohru heard him and froze. For some reason she wanted to run to Kyo. Tohru sat on the living room couch and put her knees up to her chest and hugged them tightly. Yuki entered the room and there was an awkward silence, "Uhm, hello, Honda-San." Yuki smiled, though refused to look at her.

She looked up and smiled a fake smile, "Y-yes, hello, Yuki-Kun!" She looked away and then ran to her room, grabbing her diary and flipping to the next blank page.

She scribbled down everything going on through her mind; all the chaos, sadness, anger; everything. She sobbed loudly while and her hand kept getting weaker. Every time she wrote down Yuki's name she felt a sharp pain go through her heart.

Yuki heard her cries on the other side of the door and he was ready to cry himself. Of course he followed Tohru up the steps to see what was wrong. He slid down the door and hid his face. Kyo was already on the case; he kicked Yuki away from the door and entered.

"Tohru," he whispered and went to her. Her teeth were clenched and her head was down; her hair falling onto her desk. Kyo lifted the girl into his arms and Tohru cried for what must have been the 30th time today. Kyo put his lips to her neck, "It's alright, Tohru," he whispered into her neck, "I'm here, its okay; everything will be okay."

Tohru clung to him for dear life and felt like she could stay there forever. She sobbed a few more times, and then, Yuki couldn't take it any longer.

He ran over to Kyo and Tohru and pushed Kyo away. Tohru fell forward into Yuki, though her eyes kept wandering for her Kyo-Kun. When Kyo noticed this, his heart raced. Tohru looked at Kyo and whispered, "Yes, everything will be okay . . . Kyo-Kun . . ."

Yuki could feel his heart aching; things were starting to become intense. "Honda-San," Tohru looked to Yuki, and then, that was all it took. Once Tohru's eyes shifted away from Kyo's . . . Kyo knew it was over.

That was all it took to break him. He knew more than anything, he was no match for the rat. When Tohru looked at him, and he saw her eyes, and that tiny little blush . . . he thought . . . that maybe just for a moment . . . she may have felt the same. She probably still did, but he knew. Somewhere he knew that Yuki would always be the one.

Kyo stood and then slowly exited the room with his heart thumping with hate and sorrow, and his hands in his pockets. "Tohru," She looked at Kyo, "Have you figured it out yet; what makes the sky blue?" More tears ran down her cheeks. She shook her head and sobbed.

"No," she paused, "I-I have no clue . . ."

Kyo looked at her and smiled the saddest, loneliest smile Tohru had ever seen.

That night, Tohru cried herself to sleep; Yuki watched, for it was the only thing he could do. He sat at her bedside stroking her hair and then she drifted to sleep.

Yuki walked over to the diary and flipped open to the correct page; he stared at it; mortified.

I hate it! I hate all of it! I want it all to go away! Leave me alone! . . . Oh Yuki, what would you say if I told you I had given up? That I'm no good . . . I'm not able to handle this anymore. Lately, Yuki-Kun, I've wanted to kill myself. Yuki . . .

I've wanted to kill myself . . . and then you.

"What's . . . what's happening to her . . ." He walked to his bedroom and stared at nothing. Eventually he lost his balance and fell to the floor. "Tohru . . . what's . . . happening to you?!"

Thankyouverymuch :) R&R please.