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What could have happened

Prologue : Oceane Daquaria

I'm pregnant... I can't seem to wrap my head around this, but the test I took could not be any clearer. I, Oceane Daquaria, 19 years old, am pregnant with Sirius Black's child. It is kind of surreal. Who could have believed that I would get pregnant that fast, and from that guy? I'm having trouble believing it myself.

Only I and Lily Potter know about this for now. Lily is my best friend. I had the privilege of meeting her through my boyfriend. He and Lily's husband are like brothers and Sirius is their son's godfather. Harry is such a lovely baby. I have known Lily only for about a year, but we got on really well and she very quickly became like a sister to me.

Would I sound like a coward if I told you I'm terrified right now, and I have been for almost a year? How could it be otherwise? Our world is at war, and like every war, there is suffering and mourning everywhere I look. Sirius lost the only member of his family he actually liked and who did not consider him a pariah, his cousin Andromeda Tonks. Lily was there when she was killed by Death Eaters as they were on a mission for the Order of the Phoenix. The experience left Lily deeply traumatized. We all had to face this death together and move on. Life must be stronger.

This year also saw many fights between the Dark Lord and those who refuse to live in the world he is trying to prepare for us. For example, James and Lily fought him three times and luckily got out okay each time. They both are largely involved in this war and are, together with Sirius and many others, part of a group opposing the Dark Lord.

I am not a member of the Order of the Phoenix, and with my pregnancy, I don't think it would be wise to enroll. But I support my friends' ideas unconditionally.

Sirius... He is not with me right now. He became the Secret Keeper of James and Lily so they could protect themselves from the Dark Lord. He went into hiding for some time, and I don't even know where he went. But when I found out I was pregnant, I was so happy that Lily allowed me to send an owl to tell him the news and gave me his address. I was so happy then. Now I'm plainly scared. Scared of his reaction.

I remember the first time I ever saw him. I was 13, he was 15. It was at Hogwarts. He came rushing into the Ravenclaw Common Room, where I was revising my Arithmancy lesson. When I asked what he was doing here, he turned around and smiled at me. I thought he was stunningly beautiful. He explained to me he was hiding from the caretaker. He stayed there for a while and then left as he had come. When we started dating, I asked him if he remembered this. He had no memory whatsoever... This didn't surprise me. How could Sirius Black remember little Oceane Daquaria, two years younger and from Ravenclaw...

Sirius always was a ladies' man and never denied it. We can't list all the girls he went out with. At Hogwarts, I would observe him. He was so beautiful he seemed unreal. I never thought he would be the man I would be living my life with. I had a few boyfriends, lived my life, and one day, I saw him as I was drinking in Hogsmeade. He was as good looking as I remembered, even better. I was so busy watching him that I didn't pay attention and someone ran into me and my glass spilled on my robes and on his. He looked at me, smiled at me and offered to go by his place to clean that up. I didn't say no. That night we kissed. He never was one to wait too long, which is why I was agreeably surprised to see that he was waiting to get me into bed. From that day, I knew that I was desperately in love with him. But I couldn't fool myself; I was only like any other girl to him. So I fought. I fought so that he would fall in love with me, I fought to keep him, and I fought so he wouldn't run away. He let me get to know him, and I now know him almost as well as his best friends.

Things got on slowly between us. After four months (a record in his books...) he introduced me to his friends and I met Lily. After a year, he asked me to move in with me... I was so happy I didn't hesitate.

To be living with him was also the occasion of breaking free from my parents. They thought I was old enough to marry and had me engaged to a young man: Severus Snape. I refused and clearly told him there was no hope of us having any future, despite the many owls he sent to convince me. When Sirius heard of that, he was out of his mind. Our first real fight... And when they met at a Quidditch game, they fought... That day, I promised I would tell my parents about us.

They didn't accept that I was going out with someone who had been disowned by his family, so they disowned me and threw me out. I couldn't care less: I had Sirius, and I was sure he loved me. And I had other problems. Lily had just lost both her parents in a car accident and needed my support.

Just as much as I needed her support those last few days. Sirius was deeply marked by his horrid childhood, and I'm not sure he will be that happy that I am pregnant. Lily keeps telling me he'll be thrilled and he'll be a wonderful father (just look at the way he takes care of Harry), I'm just scared he doesn't want that child I already love so deeply. I just have to wait for his answer.

Merlin, let him come really soon...