So ya, my first KH fic, and it's based of 358/2 days. I'm a bit guilty of not knowing much, since I'm only just past halfway done it, and it's the only KH game I have ever played. It's fun, though! I need the rest of them now!! GAH!!! :P But I have my DS propped up beside me, and I am writing the conversation between Axel and Roxas exactly. A plot bunnie just bit me when I read it! XD So, after the bold part, that's where my alterations come in. Italics are for thoughts, and you can usually figure out who's thinking what. Just ask me if you can't figure it out, though. :P

Disclaimer: Nope. I don't even own a stupid Axel plushie. But I want one, although I would prefer the real deal. Anyways, I am waiting to own it, but it seems that the deed to kingdom hearts hasn't fallen out of the sky into my hands yet. Nor has two million dollars. ~sigh~

"Axel..."

"Yeah?"

"Did you ever have something you couldn't bear to lose?"

"What? Where'd that come from?"

"Well, I saw someone the other day... Well, he had something like that. Something so important he couldn't bear to lose it. Why don't I have anything like that?

"Because you don't have a heart."

"Uhh, I guess..."

"But Demyx doesn't have a heart, and I bet he'd get upset if you took his sitar away."

"Hmm, true, but...I don't think that's quite the same. I guess the closest thing we Nobodies have got is our past. You know, memories of the stuff we couldn't bear to lose, back when we couldn't bear to lose it."

"Oh...Too bad I don't remember MY past."

"Well, what about your present?"

"Huh?"

"You've got memories from here in the Organization, right?"

"Yeah... I do, don't I? I couldn't bear to lose my memories of you or Xion."

"Well, see? There ya go. Everybody's got something they want to hang on to."

"It's scary to think I could lose you guys."

"Scary? Scary's a feeling, man."

"Yeah, I know I can't feel, but... It's still a scary thought."

"A thought, then. But not a feeling."

"Are you sure?"

"Maybe you just remember what it's like to feel scared, and think you're feeling it now."

"Maybe, but I think It's real." Roxas replied, licking his ice cream.

"Oh, well... why do you think that?" Axel asked, throwing his own ice cream stick off the edge. Roxas pondered his response for awhile, watching the sun sink lower into the horizon.

"Because... it feels real, which probably sounds odd. But, I mean, when you left for Castle Oblivion, I missed you so much it hurt. When they said you had been terminated, I cried myself to sleep. So, I figure that's what scared is, right? I couldn't do that if I couldn't be scared... right?" Roxas asked, blushing a little when he realized what he had just admitted. Roxas stared at his left shoe as though it was the most interesting thing in the world, while Axel just sat there with an ...unusual expression on his face. The two sat like that for awhile, Roxas blushing and staring at his shoe, Axel sitting there staring at... well, nothing.

"Do you really care about me that much, Roxas?" Axel finally broke the silence. Roxas looked at him, and nodded.

"Well, you shouldn't. It's not good for you. I'm a Nobody, you should not care about me. Not healthy. Got it memorized?" Roxas asked, staring at Roxas with a mixture of anger, sympathy and... and a third emotion Roxas couldn't quite place.

"No, I don't 'got it memorized', Axel. I care about you, and it doesn't matter that your a Nobody. I'm a Nobody, it doesn't stop me caring about you, and you are good for me." Roxas stated, a little angrily. He glared at Axel, then went back to eating his ice cream, a tear in his eye from what his friend had said. Axel stared at him, a bit confused. Roxas never got angry like that at him before, and besides, he couldn't be angry, he was a Nobody. I can't be feeling for him, I'm a Nobody. Why do I care? Why does HE care? I shouldn't be feeling like... like this, for him. Axel sighed, rubbing his temples. He didn't want Roxas to be angry. He put an arm around Roxas, and looked him in the eye.

"Roxas, I didn't... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. What I mean is, it isn't right for you to be able to feel. Neither should I. But we are feeling, aren't we? And I'm sorry for that, okay? I didn't mean it." Axel whispered, a little surprised at what he had said. He really was changing, just like Saix said.

"It's ok, Axel. Thanks." Roxas said, leaning a little into the embrace. Axel stiffened a little.

"What's wrong, Axel?" Roxas asked, confused at why his friend had become so rigid.

"N-nothing, Rox. It's fine." Axel said, smiling. Although, it didn't quite reach his eyes, and Roxas knew the redhead was upset. What's wrong with him? Did something happen at Castle Oblivion? Is... is he scared, too? Roxas thought, scowling a little. He didn't like it when Axel was upset, it scared him. He always though of Axel as the calm one, the one in control. The one who could help Roxas through anything dangerous or important. But at times like this, Roxas didn't know what to do. Axel was too secretive, he would probably never tell Roxas. Then Roxas would think he was going to be left alone again, and would return to a zombie-like state.

"Hey! HEY! Roxas! Don't you dare do the zombie thing! ROX-AS!" Axel snapped his fingers in front of Roxas' face, causing him to jump slightly.

"What?" Roxas asked, sighing. At the moment, he was confused. He had feelings, and he was a Nobody. But he was sure he had feelings. He just... didn't know what they were. He couldn't tell, he couldn't remember what this feeling was.

"You were doing the zombie thing on me, man. You better stop that. Hey, are you ok?" Axel questioned, worry creasing his face. He hated when Roxas acted like this, but he could never for the life of him figure out why.

"Ya. Are you?" Roxas questioned, closing his eyes. He was prettty tired.

"Yes, of course I am. Why wouldn't I?" Axel laughed. This was somethign they didn't normally do, Roxas leaning on Axel, Axel staring at nothing in particular. Just the sun, or rather, the moon, now.

But they both foudnd it pretty comfortable.

"Hey, Rox?" Axel broke the silence.

"..." Roxas looked at him, to signify that he was listening, just too tired to talk.

"To answer your question, I couldn't bear to lose you." Axel replied, a faint pink appearing on his cheeks, Roxas smiled and his nuzzled his face into Axel's neck.

"Couldn't bear to lose you either, Axel." Roxas whispered sleepily. Axel put his cloak around Roxas, shielding him from the cold. He was pretty sure they weren't going to RTC anytime soon.

So ya, look at that poor lonely little "Review" button down there. I think it's very unfair of you not to click him, don't you? You will click him, or I will devour your cookies! If I get enough reviews, I might write more. Because this is just pure fluff, the next one, if I write more, will have action! YA! I might write more, as I said. Unless this is crap. Probably is. Be sure to review! ~pouts~ :P