BIP.

BIP-BIP.

BEEP-BEEP. BEEEP.

"Ok, I'm awake!!" I whispered and without looking I snoozed the alarm clock on the white bedside table next to me.

I turned over towards the other side of the bed, in front of the door and pulled the blanket even more up, until it covered half of my face. Before that my routine began I had some minutes to stay on the bed and enjoy the reassuring and relaxing warmth that only under the sheets I could find, and my body didn't want to waste this time.

My eyes were still closed, refusing to open to the new day, but I could hear the sounds coming from the kitchen where my mum was preparing the breakfast. She was crooning an old song and frying the eggs, their odour had arrived in my bedroom.

I finally yawned and opened my eyes. The sun was projecting its rays -from the window on the right- just on the wall in front of me, lightening the dresser, the ornaments on it and the mirror half covered with photos of me and my friends. I began to stretch my arms over my head, when glancing down I saw Edward standing right in front of me.

I saw him every morning, and every morning my heart could nothing but accelerate its speed; my face couldn't hold back a smile. As every day I was staring at him, shining in all his splendour, and asking my self how he could be real.

Edward was there showing me his breathtaking face enlightened by the sun and mostly by his marvellous sparkling green eyes. But my eyes focused on his soft lips which were forming an awesome grin, and I perceived my teeth biting my lower lip.

That broad grin was for me and for me only. Every single day.

I smiled satisfied and kept looking at him. Oh my God! My mind couldn't create a more complicated sentence at that moment. Just God!

I just wanted to pull him towards me until our body were crushing and our arms were wrapped on our waists, but I couldn't and I moaned just a little at that thought.

"Good Morning Edward!" I whispered to him.

"Good Morning my love" he replied to me with the crooked smile shining on his face. His hair wasmarvelously messed up as after a shower.

I looked at the mirror behind him and saw how horrible I was, more horrible than usual and that was a big deal. Shit! My hair are completely messed up, not the sexy mess of Edward's, but the ridiculous mess that only my hair could create, they were so crinkly and frizzly that if they weren't brown I'd thought they were a cloud over my head. And the eyes? Should I tell you about the shadows under my eyes which made me look like a zombie? No, please, I didn't want to speak about it... let's come back to him, that's better.

I felt ashamed to be in front of a greek god. But Edward was still looking at me with the same stunning crooked smile as before.

Ok Bella, keep breathing and with grace go to the bathroom, have a shower, arrange your hair and then come back to your bedroom. It's an easy thing to do for every human being, and you're a human being, so…

I got out the bed and whispered "I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be back soon", he didn't speak, but stayed still and kept looking in my direction.

Bella, you should be more original! I said to myself and shook my head as I entered the bathroom and closed the door. I had a warm shower then washed my hair and put on it a capacious handful of conditioner, hoping that it would helped it to be more 'accomodating' or at least comprehensive with my desires. I dried it and sighed with resignation. Ok, it was better, my natural curls were nice now, and they had a reason to keep staying on my head.

"Bella, you'll be late!" called my mum from downstairs. "I'm going"

"I'm ready" I replied to her and got out the bathroom running to come back to my bedroom, and looked for the clothes I'd put on.

"Mmm, what could I wear..." I said to myself and put an eye on Edward's white blouse. I swallowed looking how this blouse was fitting his perfect well-muscled body. I swallowed twice as my eyes focused on his chest and I couldn't prevent my teeth to bit my lower lip as I looked at his bare forearms, showed by the sleeves that were rolled up as far as his elbows.

I raised my eyebrows and with a great effort I turned my look at the guardrobe. "Okay, I think a blouse will be perfect" I whispered.

"Bella!" My mum called me again.

I looked at the clock and saw that it wasn't late, I was perfectly in time. I shook my head. My mum and her mania to be late, Alice would have arrived only in 10 minutes, I'd have had all the time to have my breakfast.

I put on the clothes, took the ipod from the bedside table next to Edward and put it on the bag, I was practrically ready to go to school.

It overlooked only one thing, the same thing I was used to do every morning since Alice's birthday. I took the photo from the bedside table. There were me, Alice and her brother Edward in front of her incredibly pink cake. I caressed his face and sighed, his crooked smile was there, but it wasn't for me. It was for Tanya, his girlfriend, the same girl who took that picture, the same girl I'd have met at school, probably completely wrapped to him.

I put the picture in place and went downstairs.

Yeah, that was the truth, I was completely in love with Edward Cullen, and completely mad, because I had begun to speak with his photo, dreaming the impossible.

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