Hey guys...it's me, soren919, back AGAIN for another story....lol. I should be able to manage this one easier and get more updates because there are gonna be pretty short chapters..:D. I hope you guys enjoy and DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW!! ;)

Entry 1

Well, I usually don't right in these sort of things given that I usually deal with my feelings in different ways, but…this is my only hope in coping with them. To start things off, I saw Ricky talking to Amy today. I know that's not a big thing especially because they have a…a…ababy together which I still can't seem to get over. MY boyfriend had a baby with Amy Juergens. He told me that he loved me and all, but I'm still not convinced. Anyways, back to Amy and Ricky talking to each other. The way he looked at her…no, the way she looked at him. They looked like they actually liked each other. I mean, Amy already said that she hated him. I was rejoicing inside when Ricky told me she said that. Wait…wait. She has Ben. What am I saying…although he did cheat on her with that Italian girl, Maria…I don't know why Amy didn't just have sex with Ben? She had sex with Ricky. I guess she's afraid of getting pregnant, but damn. Hasn't the girl heard of birth control and condoms…is she THAT naïve? Anyways, I think it's time for me to go…Ricky's calling me. I guess that means that he wants to have sex. AAAHHH…sex. That should be my next entry…sex with Ricky…lol. Nope…that's personal. So personal, not even my diary should know about that. Well, I gotta go now.

-Adrian