My favorite time
of day is
now.
The sun slides
like a yolk smashed against a window
down the distant horizon
and dies.
I am a bird, I know nothing
Not of smiles or of tears
Not of love or of loss
And I miss nothing
And I feel nothing.
He thought he could trap me, yes
In a pretty golden cage
He taught me to fly, and then
calmly Gnawed the wings from my back
and in my ecstasy,
I did not know
Until I lay dying
on the forest floor.
I was a pet
A wild pet, but caged
in his indulgence.
I believed the mask he wore
(he donned it just for me)
And when I became to naïve
and he too wise
I was discarded for something
better.
the Wild Mage, they say now
with pity.
She was so young, so foolish
and she thought she had that man
until he slipped away.
She was promising, of course
with a Power like that
but she cannot be anything, anymore
except a caged bird.
Caged with memories
And with all those sun downs
that fade into one with each setting
for when that man told her of her
broken dreams
she became a bird
thirsty for the freedom of Tantalus
and she flew against the horizon
on the wings he had taken
and it broke her, just like the man
and now, she is
traces of the yolk,
slivers of the shell,
and the egg of her dreams
is
dead.
A/N: Wow, that was strange and compulsive! I wasn't even thinking about Daine and Numair when I wrote this, but I realized who it was about midway through writing it. Sorry for all the fans of this relationship, but I personally am a little hesitant to believe in them as a couple. If you're confused about what in the heck this poem means, don't look at me; I know little more than you. Thanks for reading.
~jennedy~