For the ChipMUNK Exchange, I wrote like two one-shots before but decided they sucked eggs so I decided to give it one more go. I'm not going to retype it again even if it sucks. I tried so damn hard to make it nice but I hate every one-shot I write so this isn't too surprising that I hated this one too. Maybe only 'Broken Brown Eyes' and 'Spend the Night', my horror Junk one-shots are acceptable but the rest…no…XP.
Insanity from meh. I won't stop rambling. Fine. This is for KimberAnnBRAND, amazing chica, better check her fics soon. X3.
Still Loving You
Rated: +18 – sad; romantic; humor; sex
Summary: For KimberAnnBRAND. "I need you. I want you. I love you." Matt gripped onto Phil's hand as he kneeled down, pulling out a black box from his pocket. "I want you to marry me. I want to have a family with you." TWOSHOT.
Genre: Romance/General
Part One
"Come on, Phil. Smile."
"Fuck you."
"You did."
A groan escaped Phil's lips as he covered his head into his pillow, trying to forget the rest of the world but Matt was making it very hard for him as Matt reached out to touch Phil's shoulders but Phil groaned, moving his shoulder, so Matt couldn't touch him and Matt rolled his eyes. "Come on, Philly."
"No…I was so damn embarrassed."
"I know, baby. Now look at me."
"No."
"Come on."
"No."
Matt leaned towards Phil and captured his lips into a kiss and Phil deepened it as his arms wrapped around Matt's neck and Matt moved to get on top of Phil as a giggle escaped Phil's mouth.
Phil was sixteen years old. Matt was twenty, going on twenty one.
"Next week is your birthday," Phil said, biting at Matt's lower lip as Matt moaned and held his back, nodding his head at Phil's notion before their tongues entwisted together in a kiss, tasting the sweet taste. Matt moved away so that Phil could breathe before he nodded his head. "Yeah, next week's my birthday."
Phil giggled.
"Can I have my present now?" Matt said, tugging at Phil's pants and Phil grinned before they heard the sound of the door slowly opening so Matt jumped up, and picked up a book that was beside him and opening the first page as Phil's mother had walked in and told Matt that they were off to bed now so it was best he'd be going. Her eyes were demanding him to go. Matt tried to convince her that they only kiss and that he was a man that respected Phil's age and body but in truth, they had fucked. But then again, Matt had been in a relationship with Phil for a year.
As soon as the woman had left the room after Matt convinced her that he needed to talk to Phil about something important, something on her face said that she felt as if it was a break up from his seriousness and when Matt turned around, 'sneaking out?"
Phil nodded his head. "Just go outside."
Matt went outside and left Phil alone to pretend to be asleep when his mother and father had checked on him and with that, he locked the door, a habit that he used to do so that 'the monsters wouldn't get into the room' when he was young that he'd adapted on now and his father and mother never expected anything more as Phil looked down from the window. Matt's arms were reaching out for him as Phil jumped, holding onto the edge of the window before falling and he fell on Matt, causing both of them to giggle. "Baby."
Oh fuck. Phil was doing that seductive sound that had always gotten to Matt. Matt's arms wrapped around Phil's waist as he pulled him up and his low rise jeans so that a bit of his blue thong showed.
"Fuck."
Matt pulled Phil towards his car and basically threw him onto the backseat, showering him with kisses as he shut the door behind him and he still let his sloppy kisses kiss at Phil's skin, the addictive pill that was Phil, underneath him and Matt shut the door, continuing his kissing, going from Phil's mouth and neck, playing with the hem of Phil's shirt. And he pulled it off quickly, letting his clothed chest feel his hot chest as Matt continued to shower him with kisses.
Phil was now biting at Matt's neck, furiously as Matt kissed Phil's mouth, both of them working to bite and kiss each other and Phil's hands went up Matt's wife beater, pulling it off as quickly as he could've, both of them breathless and short, hot breaths were on their faces as Matt unzipped Phil's pants, knowing that they'd usually pool down his ankles on their own as he continued to kiss Phil who was now playing with the zipper of his jeans, pulling it down so that Matt's boxers were exposed. Phil licked his lips as he threw the jeans in front seat, watching as Matt grabbed onto Phil's hand and moved it towards his cock and Phil grabbed, feeling Matt's thick length. Phil's eyes burned with desire as he pulled down his own pants himself, revealing his blue thong. Matt smirked, 'you bought that for me, didn't you?"
"Hell yeah," Phil smirked, as Matt played with the string of Phil's underwear, making the string hit Phil's hips before Matt pulled off the underwear, smirking at the sight of Phil's dick. Phil finally threw Matt's boxers towards the front seat as Matt continued to suck onto Phil's shoulder, biting and licking at the flesh. "Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…" Matt sang to himself.
"Ahh, my ears are bleeding." Phil joked as Matt bit hard onto Phil's shoulder before he trailed down and bit at Phil's nipples, causing Phil to close his eyes as Phil's lips found Matt's neck as he bit and nibbled onto his neck. Matt's hand went towards Phil's cock as he grabbed onto it as hard as he could've, making Phil moan, a soft moan. Matt's finger then trailed across Phil's ass crack, feeling the wetness of him as he smirked, pushing a finger in as deep as he could've, making Phil moan once more but in Phil's eyes, there was lust, a lust for even more and more.
"Fuck this, just fuck me."
Matt shook his head as he stuck another finger in, wiggling them in Phil's ass, making Phil feel unexplainable pleasure. Matt kissed Phil's neck, 'fuck me, Matt."
"No."
"Fuck me now. As hard as you could."
"How should I do it?" Matt teased.
"I want you to fuck me as hard as you can. I want your huge, thick cock in me right now, pushing and driving into me and out, fast and hard…" another moan escaped his lips. "I want your fucking soul to be connected with mine. I want to feel like I'm a part of you…and I want you to come in me…Matt!"
Matt knew that he was torturing Phil since he seemed to break out in a sweat now and they hadn't done anything as Matt's other hand looked through the car's glove compartment for a type of lube and grinned when he'd seen two bottles of Johnson's baby oil fall from it. He reached out to get it, and smirked as he pooled some in his hand before smothering it on Phil's chest, causing him to giggle.
He'd pooled the rest of the oil in his hand again as he smothered his back and ass, both at once, pushing a finger inside of his ass, making Phil moan as Phil took the other bottle of baby oil and squeezed the bottle so it could fall, rubbing Matt's back with it then making his way towards Matt's ass, pushing a finger inside of his ass and then rubbing it against the back of his legs and his thighs, both of them working on each other's bodies, trying not to leave a trace of their bodies dry. When both of their skin was oily and the bottles' contents were gone, Matt smirked as he slipped inside of Phil and it slid in so fast that it hit Phil's spot fast and hard.
Phil let out a moan as Matt's arms wrapped around Phil's shoulder and he slipped out, the lack of friction making it easily as Matt's hands threatened to slip off Phil's shoulders but that was what he adored about oil. That it was slippery and it made him slip in and out of Phil easily. Matt had pushed himself inside a few more times before Phil had started grabbing onto Matt's hair and playing with it. Every time that Matt slid in, Matt's hair was being pulled and tugging on by Phil and that annoyed Matt but he didn't mind it too badly since he was too occupied shoving himself inside of Phil, pounding himself in him as deep as he could've.
With one more thrust, he had come inside of Phil.
"More. More."
Matt's eyes widened but he smirked. He loved that Phil always wanted more and he took a longer time than him to come so he shoved himself inside once more, forcing him to pound into him and it took a few more pounds for Phil to come.
"Goodnight, baby."
"Goodnight, Matt."
And with that, they collapsed on top of each other, both still oily but too tired to try and clean up. Matt had flipped their positions, leaving Phil on top of him and him lying down since they were about to sleep. Matt's hand was stroking Phil's back as he kissed his lips one final time as the scent of sex and baby oil burned in the air.
At 5 in the morning, Matt had nudged his lover awake and Phil said his goodbyes before wearing his clothing and going up to the window of his room and showering and dressing up before going downstairs.
Matt smirked as he went home himself back to Gilbert's house before showering and dressing himself.
Jeff was knocking on the door and walking inside, giggling his notorious, famous giggle as Matt came out of the bathroom with wet hair and a towel over clothes as he sat down at Jeff who seemed to rise up with the sun. "Where were you last night?"
"The boys."
"Yeah, they said something about that."
By 'the boys', Matt met Adam, Chris, and Randy and Jeff knows that as he giggles and walks out of the room, reminding Matt to go downstairs for breakfast.
That night, the Brook's and the Hardy's had a gathering over the Hardy household.
Phil sat next to Jeff who looks away from him every minute and Matt sighed, sitting next to one of Phil's ten thousand sisters or stepsisters, he can't really tell the difference anymore as Jeff tried to act polite towards Phil even if the look of disgust was still plastered on his face. Jeff never really understand why Matt would want someone like Phil, young and still inexperienced. Jeff was the same himself but if he'd date anyone a year above his age, Matt would look over him like a hawk.
He found it unfair that Phil was four years younger than Matt but Phil's parents approved of the relationship.
"Phil…" Matt's voice was filled with a type of seriousness that Phil had never heard before as Phil stared at Matt. "Can I speak to you for a second?"
Gilbert's eyes were infatuated with glee and so were the other parent's, 'for sure it's a breakup', and Jeff grinned as well. Everyone did but Phil was so damn nervous it hurt as he stood and walked with Matt outside of the room and walking towards the pool of the Hardy household.
"Yes, Matt?"
"I need you. I want you. I love you." Matt gripped onto Phil's hand as he kneeled down, pulling out a black box from his pocket. "I want you to marry me. I want to have a family with you."
Phil's eyes bubbled with tears as a gasp escaped his lips.
"Is that a yes or a no?" Matt asked, chuckling, still building up with nervousness as Phil stood up and embracing him warmly before slapping his back.
"Yes, you asshole."
"Ouch." Matt laughed before pulling Phil off, placing the black box onto Phil's hand and Phil took a quick breath before opening the box to reveal the dazzling topaz ring. "Remember, Pepperoni?"
Phil nodded. Pepperoni, or sometimes called P. Bear, was Phil's cat that had been dear to him since he had since he was ten years old that had passed away recently because of a disease. She had orange and white fur and her eyes were the warmest topaz color ever. Matt slipped the ring into Phil's finger. "In memory of Roni."
Matt kissed Phil's cheek and made his way back to the dinner, ready to face the probable shouting that he was going to hear.
When they'd seen the ring on Phil's finger, they instantly knew and Phil's father stood up, so did Gilbert. Jeff's eyes were about to pop from shock.
"No way I'm letting your pedophile son touch mine!"
"Matt, you are not going to marry a sixteen year old boy!"
"Damn right!"
Matt shook his head as Phil slipped into his chair and buried his pink face but Matt stood and talked. "I'm not going to marry Phil…"
"You're doing this just to get him into bed, aren't you?!"
Matt laughed. "Hell no! I love Phil with every fiber of my being and I won't ever use him like this! Plus, I've already fucked him so it—"when he realized what he was saying, his entire face went pink.
'SHIT!'
"WHAT?!"
Both of the father's exclaimed.
Phil's father looked at Gilbert, 'you know I should have your boy go to jail for doing this. Pressuring my boy to sleep with him! Phil's only sixteen…your son intoxicated his mind! Hell, he wasn't even gay before he met that…UGH!"
"Dad!" Phil exclaimed, his eyes widening. "He didn't pressure me!"
"I'd never do something like that. Hell, your son was the one that seduced me with that thong of his."
Phil blushed once more, slapping Matt. "And you tell everyone about this?!"
Matt sighed as he looked at his father and Phil's, 'look, I may have gone a little too physical with Phil but we used protected each and every time."
'Except this week.'
"And I care about Phil. Hell, if I would be just a hook up, I wouldn't ask Phil to marry me."
"Still…" Gilbert said, 'the kid's still sixteen, Matt. He's got his studies and college waiting for him. You—I can understand. You have a job but Phil, Phil's still too young to get married."
"I don't care about the wedding's day but I want Phil to be engaged to me. Hell, I love Phil. I love Phil with every fiber of my being that it's unhealthy, 'Matt said, pressing Phil's body close to his, causing Phil to giggle.
With that, the two father's stared at each other before nodding their heads together.
That night, Phil and Matt lay together and the door remained open since Phil's father refused to allow them to close the door because he knew that he didn't want them to start fucking each other.
Matt's lips went towards Phil's and they kissed for a brief moment before Phil pressed himself against Matt. "I love you." Phil responded.
"You're engaged to me, 'Matt almost couldn't believe it himself but he loved the thought of having Phil by his side until the day he died. This lust and friendship had evolved into love and now, as Matt stroked Phil's back, now a habit, holding him close to him, he didn't care about the rest of the world—everything just seemed to melt.
That morning, Phil woke up to the scent of Matt against him.
He wasn't used to having Matt in his bed, both of them together like this but he loved it. He loved it as much as he could've.
"I had a good dream."
"Yeah?"
Matt stood up and watched as Phil walked towards the bathroom and he followed him, watching Phil strip out of his clothes and Matt eyed him hungrily before stripping his clothes himself, causing Phil to start laughing.
"Why is it that every time I get naked, you have to fuck me?"
"You've seen that ass lately? So damn fuckable."
Phil opened his shower as Matt stepped in with him and they knew they had to do it fast because for one thing, when they did start the foreplay, then that would end up in a heated session that would last for at least an hour and they needed to be fast since they were already late for breakfast.
Matt started pounding inside of Phil while Phil let the water coat them and since Matt wasn't using any lubricant, it hurt more than usual but Phil wasn't complaining at all. He still loved the feeling of Matt in him—even if it hurt and the way that Matt still continued to suck and nibble at his neck even if they were in a hurry. It was astounding. After they were done, both of them walked outside and Phil had given Matt his most oversized clothing which hugged him perfectly. "Why'd you have this around?"
"Just in case my brother visits. He's kinda a little bit more fatter than me and he always loves my sweats so instead of him suffocating in mine, I bought him his own."
"Oh."
Phil wore his own clothing as they both leaned in for a kiss. "So what's that dream about?" Matt asked, running his hand through Phil's hair.
"You. Me. Married. With kids."
Matt almost stopped in his place. "Children?"
"Why? Don't you want children?"
"You're sixteen."
"But I want one."
"You're sixteen fucking years old, Phil."
"I know how old I am but I think I can handle one!" Phil exclaimed, his eyes bubbling with anger.
"A baby changes everything."
"Are you…are you going to leave me?" Phil suddenly looks at him with concern as Matt plants a soft kiss on Phil's lips.
"No, just need some time to think, alright, baby?"
"You want to leave me…" Phil turned his body around so that Matt didn't catch the sight of his face bubbling with tears. "You want to leave me, don't you?"
"Phil, fine, you want a baby. I'll give you a baby, just don't cry, okay, baby?" With that, Phil turned around and grinned at him before hugging him, embracing him into a sweet embrace and then kissing his nose.
"Thank you, Matty. You have no idea how happy you've made me."
But in the back of Matt's mind, all he could feel was horror. Phil wanted a baby? He was sixteen! He can't handle babysitting his niece…a baby…dammit. He had to do something about this. How could he set his mind off babies? Matt sighed once more before he kissed Phil one more time before they both hopped away.
That's part one. Keep your eyes open for the second part. X3! Thanks, KimberAnnBRAND for your ficcy. I luff you. X3. Review??
X Sam.