Okay so, I know that I have Confusion in the Heart not finished but I was just looking on youtube for some inspiration and saw episode4x03 and i just had to write another fanfic about Brucas. I do have more chapters to post on both stories and now that I'm on Chirstmas break, done with exams, and finished my online course, i have a lot of time to write and i love it! I hope you like it, i take good and bad reviews, it helps! Miss Brucas still! Enjoy!

"You told me to fight for you and I did… but you never fought for me." Lucas stated standing in front of Brooke.

"…and I'm not going to." She replied with a neutral expression.

Lucas looked away for just a second then said, "Okay, then I guess I was wrong… I'm not the guy for you Brooke Davis. She's all yours."

He stared at her for a second then walked away and back into the house. Brooke stared after his back, thinking. She didn't want to get hurt again.

"Um… excuse me." she said to the group of boys around her. She walked to her car and drove. She wasn't driving anywhere in particular. When she stopped, she saw that she was on Lucas street.

She needed someone to talk to and Karen was like the mother she never had. She had a doctor's appointment two days later and she was going to ask Haley but Brooke didn't want to put Haley in an awkward position.

Brooke sat in her car, in front of Lucas' house, and put her head in her hands.

"Brooke?!" a gentle voice called from outside her car a few minutes later. Brooke looked up and saw Karen standing there with a concerned expression on her face.

Brooke opens her door and jumped into the woman's arms.

"Brooke, honey, what's wrong?" Karen asked trying to calm the distressed girl in her arms down.

Brooke looked up at Karen with wide, terrified eyes.

"I think I'm pregnant."

Chapter 1

Brooke'sPov

I'm at the doctor's office with Karen waiting for my results. Karen agreed to not tell Lucas until I knew for sure that I was pregnant.

"Ahh, Ms. Davis." The doctor said coming in the room.

"Yes?"

She sighed and looked me directly in my eyes and said, "You're not pregnant."

I sighed in relief and so did Karen. "Thank you so much." I said then we left.

Karen had met me there and so she hugged me and we went our separate ways. I had a lot of thinking to do and I really didn't want to be around a lot of people, so I went to a secluded side of the beach.

The warm wind blew my hair and the water splashed in turmoil. It reminded me of my life, being blown everywhere and things getting out of control. Also the hurt, betrayal, and lies just started to become a monthly thing.

I laid on my towel on my side facing the water. I wasn't really looking, but thinking. Though I was so relieved that I wasn't pregnant, a part wondered what it would be like to have Lucas' baby. I thought of a little baby toddler, she would've had long dirty blonde hair, sand-deep dimples, and those piercing blue eyes.

I loved Lucas and still do, but after a while I got tried of my tears. The wind started to turn cold, so I went to my car, and drove away.

So I decided to go to Nathan and Haley's little apartment to cheer me up. I got there and saw Lucas' truck there and rolled my eyes. Well, might as well get it over with.

I knocked on the door and Nathan answered, "Hey Brooke, come in." I hugged him and walked in.

I walked right past Lucas, who was sitting on the couch, and straight to Haley's bedroom. I thought I was ready to see him, but I wasn't. Now when I look at him, I see the little that would've been ours.

LucasPov

"Brooke." I whispered as she walked past me. Nathan shook his head.

"Man, you screwed up…again! What'd you do?" he said going in the kitchen.

"Nothing, except at the party at Rachel's, I told her that I fought for her, but she never fought for me. She said she wasn't going to."

"Dude, are you serious? She didn't fight for you? Wow, Luke, you really need to think about that. You cheated on her…twice!" Nathan said and I leaned back on the couch with my hands on my face.

"I know, I know. I just…I thought that maybe she'd say something like she did and…I don't know, I just wanted her back."

Brooke'sPov

Haley turned when I closed the door behind me.

"Broo-"

I interrupted her. "Haley, I'm leaving!" It was a snap decision. It popped in my mind and my mouth followed.

"Wait, what?" Haley said. She stopped folding her clothes and came over to me. I plopped on her bed and looked her in the eye.

"I'm leaving." I repeated with more conviction.

Haley sat beside me. "Why? What happened, Brooke?"

I looked away, my heart clenching and eyes burning. "I tired and I give up. I give up on Tree Hill. I just want a fresh start, where my heart doesn't have a history of getting broken.

Haley looked at me with concern.

"Aww, Brooke, think of the happy memories you've had though. You're Cheer Captain, Class President, Prom Queen, the way you've made people smile, and so many other things tha-"

"I thought I was pregnant!" I blurted out, looking at the wall, interrupting her again.

She was quite, so I looked at her.

"Hales, I thought that I was going to have Lucas Scott's baby, but I'm not, but I can't handle being around him and all that stuff, being Head Cheerleader and all, doesn't overpower the hurt."

I didn't tell Hales that my skin tingles when I'm near him or when he just looks at me. I didn't tell her that my heart goes into overdrive when we touch, even if just for a second. Nor did I tell her that almost every second of the day, I think of him. I told her how he scarred my heart, but I didn't her that I still loved him. I didn't tell her, but it was obvious.

"Brooke," she grabbed my hand and squeezed it, "…I can't tell you what to do or make any decisions for you, but I want you to be happy and follow your heart."

I nodded but disagreed inside. If I followed my heart, I'd be with Lucas.

"Thanks, Haley, I just needed to talk and to be cheered up." I smiled at her and she smiled back and stood.

"So, you want to help me fold some clothes?" She asked sweeping her hand out toward two baskets of clothing.

I looked at my phone. "Actually, I have to go. Clothes are just not my thing."

Haley scoffed in amusement, "What?! Brooke you love clothes and you make them as a hobby." She stated.

I was already opening the door. "Yeah, but that's fun. This is boring and gross." I joked.

Haley waved me off and I closed the door behind me. Lucas was still there and I could hear him and Nathan talking.

"So what are you going to do?" Nathan asked.

"I don't know. I mean, I don't want to let her go, but I don't think she loves me anymore." Lucas replied.

It was quiet and so I started walking out there toward the door. Lucas looked up and when I passed him, but I ignored him and told Nathan a quick bye and left. I could handle staying in there with him.

I was headed to my car when a voice shouted, "Brooke!"

I looked back and saw Lucas. I keep walking to my car. "Brooke, wait!" he shouted again, this time closer. I was fumbling, hurrying to find my key.

Just as I put my key in the door, Lucas grabbed my hand to stop me.

"Lucas leave me alone!" I said trying to keep any emotion out of my face and voice. He trapped me between my car and himself, leaving me no room to run.

"Brooke, we need to talk! Seeing you walk out that door, without a glance or a word to me, made me think that this time I may have lost you for real and…I don't want that. I still love you Brooke, never stopped and I sorry about the other night, I was wrong and-… I need you." He said, and I shook my head all the while.

He grabbed my face softly and turned me to face him. The image of our would've-been child pops up, burning in my mind.

"I love you." He said looking deep in my eyes.

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