Disclaimer: I do not own the song Cut by Plumb nor do I own Harry Potter or am making any profits from this story other then my own personal gratification that I'm writing something and someone is reading it.

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile frame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I can't do this anymore.

The Dark Lord asks the impossible and expects it served on a silver platter.

But Dumbledore is so well protected and everything I throw at him, he dodges.

I respect my Father, and want to make him proud, but I have limits.

When I cracked and broke down in the bathroom, I just felt so helpless. Myrtle really had been in a rock in those trying times.

When Potter shot me with that curse, I felt relief like I hadn't felt in a long time.

I could feel the brush of death, and it calmed me. As blood gushed out of my body at alarming rates, I was calm.

I wasn't afraid of anything that could hurt me, I was numb.

That's something that I've been trying to get when I cry, but that just left me feeling raw. And now I've found my escape, I'm not letting it go.

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

A/N: I was watching the Vampire Diaries and this song came on and I immedietly thought of Draco.

I have not abandoned by story Queen of Vampires, but am doing my own personal kind of NaNoWriMo in December and haven't had time to write. I will be updating very quickly throughout January and be writing when I get stuck with NaNo. School doesn't start 'till Febuary as I am on holidays, so prepare for updates.

I wish everyone a Merry Christmas, and a Joyous and Happy New Year.

Tashie xo