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Previously: "Ok, I guess I better get moving." I replied as I stood up and opened the bathroom door.

I walked down the hall with Alice by my side.

We made it to his door, and I stood there frozen.

"Bella," Alice nudged me.

"Right." I whispered.

I slowly walked up the door and rested my hand on the handle. I twisted the doorknob, and slowly pushed the door open.

Bella's POV

It was worse than I ever could have imagined. Edward was lying there, looking so lifeless. He had IV tubes coming from his arms. What part of his skin I could see was covered in cuts and bruises, the parts I could not see was bandaged in white gauze. There was dried blood caked to his face, and his hair was matted down. From the doorway, I could see that his face was swelled.

I heard the small, soft click of the door shutting behind me. I was alone. With him. I stood there; frozen. I did not know what I was supposed to do. I had never done this before. I could feel my heart starting to race; it felt like it was going to jump out of my chest. My breathing hitched. I felt a wave of guilt wash over me. For what, I didn't know. I started taking slow, careful steps toward him. With every step I took, I kept getting more and more nervous. As I inched my way toward him, it seemed like the sound of his heart monitor got louder and louder, until I could hear anything else.

Beep…..beep…..beep…

Soon, I was standing right next to his bed, hovering over him. I could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes. I tried to be strong, but no matter how strong I was, there was always something that could break me down.

"Hey." I whispered to him. "I miss you."

No response. I know it might seem naïve, but a part of me thought that as soon as I started talking to him, he would wake up and everything would be ok. But I was wrong. It could never be ok.

I let a few tears slide down my cheeks.

"Hurry up and get better, ok?" I gently stroked his cheek with the tip of my index finger.

"I love you so much more than you'll ever know…" I leaned down and placed a delicate kiss on the top of his head.

I just stood there, staring at him, wondering what he ever done to deserve this. I heard a long steady beep emitting from somewhere. I started looking around, trying to locate the source when I saw a doctor and some nurses' rush into the room.

"You need to get out of here." The doctor told me in a rushed tone.

"Why?" I whispered. "What's going on?" I tried holding back my sobs.

"Get her out!" He screamed to a nurse.

One of the nurses grabbed me by the arm and pulled me out into the hall with everyone else.

"What's going on?" I yelled as tears streamed down my face.

The nurse was quiet for a moment; apparently, she did not know how to tell us.

"He has gone into cardiac arrest. I'm sorry." She told us sympathetically.

"Is he going to be ok?" I asked.

"Only if they can get his pulse back. As of now, he has no pulse." She told us. "Like I said, I'm sorry. I need to get back in there and help. I will fill you in as soon as possible." That was all she said before she rushed back into my husband's room, and let the door slam shut in my face.

I am so sorry you guys! I didn't realize how long it had actually been since I had updated! What has it been? 2 or 3 months? Again, super sorry!

I know this is a sucky way to end the chapter, but I couldn't think of anyway else to do it.

I am seriously considering just stopping this story all together. I know that's not what you guys want to hear, but it's what I'm feeling. I just have time to write on FF anymore. I really did like to write this story, but school has just put so much stress on me, and I don't think I can do this anymore. So, this could possibly be my last chapter. I think that my FF stage is almost over. I used to update stories at least once a day, and now, I'm lucky if it once a month. You guys can yell at me all you want, because I deserve it. I know how much you liked this story, and again I am SUPER sorry.

So, incase this is my last chapter, leave me reviews? It would mean a lot to me. I hope you guys forgive me.

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