Chapter 1: Hell and Back

Secluded spot

December 10th ,2009

9:48pm

Day 30

The door slammed and echoed through the small and cold room. The air was stiff and it overcame with silence that replaced the former screams that pierced the air. Olivia felt like her heart was going to rip right out of her chest as she felt red crimson trickle down her black and blue legs. The smell of blood drifted up to her nose and it made Olivia sick although she felt no pain. She was numb to the senses that screamed at her to feel. She couldn't feel nothing. Her humanity was damaged by her captor as she was used as nothing but a punching bag and a sex doll from day 1.

Though she has been through hell and back, Olivia still held onto the glimmer of hope that flickered silently within her. She knew Elliot, Fin, Munch and Cragen would not give up on finding her and she hoped that they would be able to find the clues that she tried to leave behind to show where she was held.

Olivia slightly jumped as the door opened slowly and then she saw her captor walk in with a damp cloth and a warm bucket of water. He always came in after he raped her and cleaned her up. During the clean up, he was nicer than usual. Being gentle, he walked over to Olivia and went to un-cuff her. He gave her a warning look before doing so. When she was taken 30 days before, she tried to run and escape, but he caught her and she was punished severely. Scars that ran across her back and side constantly reminded her of what not to do. She had to survive and if she wanted to live, she had to at least oblige to his demands even though the Benson in her wanted to kill the bastard for what he did to her.

Olivia winced as her wrists were released. The cuffs left imprints on her wrists and she rubbed them to get back a sense of feeling. She sat up as he cleaned her face. She couldn't look into his eyes so she looked at the dull colored wall beyond him. She closed her eyes as she felt his hand glide closer and closer to her legs. She so bad wanted to kick him but she wouldn't put it past him to put her in a coma. Worst yet, in a coffin.

" You know, I don't want to hurt you. Your face is too pretty...and your body..." He said as he touched her golden toned face and rubbed her thigh. Olivia inched away. He tightened his strong grip on her.

" I want to make you mine.

" No." Olivia said firmly. She didn't want him touching her anymore. Her captor slapped her on the face.

" You can't say no to me, bitch. But because I am feeling chivalrous, I'll leave you alone." He said as he finished up cleaning in between her legs...just to unnerve Olivia. Olivia breathed a sigh of relief when he grabbed his things and left after cuffing her back up. At least he wasn't up in her face anymore.

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SVU precinct

9:43 pm

10 days later

Elliot looked at the empty desk in front of him. He denied having a temporary partner. He wasn't going to give up on finding his best friend, partner and girlfriend. They has started dating 2 weeks before she went missing. He had arrived at her apartment that fateful morning to find her door busted open and everything disarrayed. His heart was beating a hundred miles per hour thinking the worst and it came true as he found a little blood near her bed.

" Earth to Elliot. There is a package for you." Munch said as he plopped an envelope down on Elliot's desk. Elliot groaned and sat up to see the mail that laid on his cluttered desk. He looked at the front of it and saw that it has no return address. Feeling like someone was looking over his shoulders, he looked over it and saw Munch was being nosy. Elliot rolled his eyes.

" The hell man. There's such a thing called space. I need some." Elliot said before returning his attention back to the mail. Munch shook his head and went back to his seat after mumbling something about mail and government spies.

Elliot opened it up and read what it said. He pounded his desk really hard and cursed a string of profanity. The whole squad-room got quiet. Cragen came out of his office to see where the commotion came from.

" Stabler. In my office now." Cragen said in a tone of voice that meant business. Elliot grabbed the letter and went to the office.

Once in there, Cragen looked at him.

" What the hell is wrong with you? I'm in here trying to get more leads on finding Olivia and you are in there raising hell."

" Captain, I just got a letter from the son of a bitch who has her. He won't give her back until we have what he wants." Elliot said handing Cragen the letter. It took him a second to read over it.

" $500,000?!"

" Yes, and we don't have that money. I don't know how we are going to get it." Elliot said sliding into the chair. All he could think was if Olivia was okay. He wanted her back so bad.

" ....Okay, I'm going to talk to some people. Don't worry about this Elliot. Hopefully the next time that he calls, we might be able to get a trace on him. Even if we don't, we'll get Olivia back. I promise. I'll let you know everything as it comes. Now, Chief of D's want your statement for that Christi Daweson case, so go work on that." Cragen told the disheveled looking detective. Elliot nodded and walked out of the office. This was going to be a long day.

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December 21st ,2009

About 10:16 pm

Olivia shivered in the cold room. She could feel the goosebumps on her body as she tried to warm herself up. She has nothing on but a raggedy t-shirt and that was not enough to warm her body. She wished she knew how long it had been since she was kidnapped. She didn't know if Cragen and them were any closer to finding her.

" Shit..." Her captor slammed open the door to the room. He rushed quickly over to where Olivia was. He un-cuffed her and literally lifted her over his shoulder. Olivia screamed and tried to hit him as hard as she could, but he was stronger than her and it didn't hurt him.

" Let me go you son of a bitch!" Olivia yelled out as he hauled her out the door and into a white van that was covered in mud in different places. Her captor was frantic. Things were not going the way he planned. He was stupid to not use a phone that was untraceable. Now he had to do something drastic or else he would be going back to jail and he did not want that. Once he pushed Olivia into the back of the van, he forcefully handcuffed her and put duct tape over her mouth. Olivia kicked and screamed the whole time trying to get out of the van, but it was no use.

" Shut up bitch." Her captor seethed and then closed the back door and went to get into the drivers side. He slammed the car into drive and sped fast through the wooded area before getting on a main road. 5 minutes later, after he thought the coast was clear, he heard police sirens go off behind him. He couldn't risk it, so he drove faster and faster making the surrounding lights look like a blur.

Behind him in the back, Olivia knew it was the police looking for her. Little did she know that Elliot was in that car.

" This is the police. PULL OVER!" They said as they chased the white van.

" You know, it's over. You should just give up!" Olivia yelled out.

" Shut up bitch, just shut up. You know, this is all your fault." He growled and quickly turned to evade the cops but he accidentally ran off the bridge. Olivia screamed as it flipped over. Everything went black when it crashed to the bottom.

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Elliot just about jumped out of the moving car and screamed. " NO! OLIVIA!" He yelled out as he tried to see where the van had landed.

A/N: Please review and tell me how it was! I'm trying to improve my writing skills, so I hope it is better!