Yay! Haylo everyone XD I have here a new fic. I've been wanting to do Allen/Kanda for some time and here it is! Here's Chapter 1 and I hope you enjoy it!

Disclaimer: I do not own D. Gray Man I wish I did though.

There will be Yaoi and Shounen-ai between Allen/Kanda. If you don't like don't read.

Please Review! I would love to hear from you XD


I sat at the back of the bus bouncing with every little bump the bus hit. It was the first day of school. I was finally a junior although I would rather not have to go to school any more that would be the best thing. Too bad I don't have my own car, but the person I live with wastes all our money on everything from woman to gambling to booze. He can't be trusted with anything, not even me. Taking care of myself is something I learned to do and I'm good on my own. Thank goodness I have my two best friends Lavi and Lenalee. And then there's Kanda. He wasn't really a friend, but I wanted him more than anything in the world, there was just one problem, he was the biggest asshole I've ever met.

I rocked with motion of the bus as it came to a stop in front of The Black Order High School. I was the last one off the bus and I stood frozen to the sidewalk as a wave of other students passed me. I felt more than saw his presence. A warm sensation flooded my entire system as his body warmth washed over me in a calming yet never shaking sensation. It was Kanda. My heart began racing and my cheeks flushed a bright red. It felt like my face was a beacon for him to know my true feelings. He walked in front of me, black backpack slung over one shoulder, long black tresses pulled into a high ponytail showcasing his beautiful features and pale skin. I lost all thought as he looked down his nose at me. What else could I expect from him? He hated my guts. For reasons unknown to me. And the fact that this was his last year here broke my heart more than I would ever care to admit. He would be graduating next summer leaving me to this world of high school alone without someone to brighten my day. My friends were there for me, but it was different with Kanda.

"Move out of the way Bean Sprout before I make you," Kanda growled softly. His eyes narrowed at me as I continued to stare at him. His wonderfully velvety voice hit me and left me unable to move. "Whatever, but if you ever block my way again you'll be sorry." Kanda glared at me one more time. He looked at me like I was something unpleasant on the bottom of his shoe.

"You could go around me," I said regaining my ability to speak now that he wasn't standing directly beside me. Our relationship consisted of him saying something about me and then me firing something back. I don't think we've ever had a real conversation and he was the one I loved the most.

"Hey Yu don't be so mean to Allen," Lavi said wrapping his arm around my shoulder and pulling me to his side. Kanda turned around at the sound of his first name. He glared daggers at Lavi. Lavi didn't shrink away he continued to laugh and smile, pulling me closer to him.

Kanda hands balled into fists and he began shaking with what appeared to be rage. He always got that way when Lavi called his name. "Don't use my first name," Kanda whispered dangerously low. I tried to push Lavi off me, but to no avail. He strengthened his grip on me, his red hair flopping to the side without the support of his bandana. His good eye was smiling with laughter.

"Oh, Yu don't be like that. I'm just having a little fun with Allen. See?" Lavi said. He let me go when Kanda took a step closer to him. Even I felt a shiver of cold apprehension travel through me. Kanda looked ready to kill. It always baffled me why he always got so mad about Lavi using his first name. Then again it was Kanda, nothing he did made sense to me.

"You are insufferable," Kanda said before marching off to his first class.

"You know you still like me." Lavi cupped his hands around his mouth and called after Kanda.

"Do you always have to get a rise out of him?" Lenalee asked beside me. Her long raven locks were put in to two high pigtails. She wore thigh high black boots and a black mini skirt that showed off her long legs. Lavi turned around to comment when he caught sight of her.

He visibly swallowed then cleared his throat. I shook my head if people thought I was obvious about liking Kanda then Lavi was even more obvious about liking Lenalee. "I like calling him Yu. And anyways that's his name."

We all started walking to our lockers. We walked up the stairs to the second level, where all three of us had our lockers. Along with a still mad Kanda, who at first sight of me or us I wasn't sure, took off with a frown. I wonder what he looks like when he smiles. I've never seen him smile.

"That maybe true, but he doesn't like it and you should respect that Lavi," Lenalee said.

"Well, he was picking on Allen again."

I turned my attention back to the conversation when my name was mentioned. "I wouldn't say picking on." I opened my locker and grabbed my books.

"I would, but that's just the way he shows his love for you." Lavi closed his locker and we began our trek to our first classes. Lenalee and I were going to English and Lavi was going next door where he shared Calculus with Kanda.

I turned my head sharply to face Lavi. "Are you insane? He doesn't like anything about me," I scoffed. What would make Lavi think that Kanda was in love with me?

We stood in front our classes. The sea of people moved along slowly as people tried to race to their classes. The chaos of the first day of school never ceased to surprise me. Luckily, I knew my schedule already and didn't have to worry about trying to find my class rooms. Lavi turned to me with a smile. I looked to Lenalee for guidance, but she just shrugged and shook her head. "He's got a point you know?" she said.

"Now I know Lavi's crazy, but you Lenalee?" I asked. My heart danced with the thought that Kanda could even remotely like me. I squashed the feelings before they could grow. There was no use in raising my hopes. No. That would do no one any good.

"Allen?" Lavi said drawing my attention back to him. "Haven't you ever heard about the little boy who pulls the little girls pigtail? It means he likes her when he does it. Kanda being mean to you means he likes you." Lavi finished with a flourish of his arms.

"That sounds about right. But Lavi you used to do that to me and still do. Does that mean you like me?" Lenalee asked with big wide brown eyes.

Lavi shook his head vigorously. "We're not talking about me. And I don't pull on you pigtails," Lavi said trying to catch his breath. I tried to contain my laughter. It was great when Lavi got thrown off his game. And one of the only people who could do it was Lenalee.

The first bell rang and Lavi breathed a sigh of relief. "Time to go to our classes now. See you at lunch." Lavi darted into his classroom leaving a very confused Lenalee and me finally able to release my laughter.

"I swear sometimes I don't know what's going through his head," Lenalee said as we walked in to the class and took seats in the front.

"Neither do I," I said with a wide grin.

The morning and afternoon passed by with the teachers explaining what we would be doing and then introducing ourselves. The final bell of the day finally rang releasing us from school. I stretched as I walked out of Math; it was the worst class to end the day with. And then I didn't have Lenalee in my class. It was just me.

"Allen!" Lenalee called from down the hall. She was waving her arms and jumping up and down. I sprinted down the hall avoiding colliding with the other students.

"Hey Lenalee what's up?"

"Come on Lavi said he would give us a ride home." She smiled brightly.

"Sounds good to me. I don't want to take the bus."

We walked down to the parking lot and found Lavi standing in front of his red mustang. He was leaning against it with his arms crossed his chest. I wonder if he's trying to look cool for Lenalee.

"There you two are. Now hop in and let's get going," Lavi said opening the door for Lenalee. "Oh, wait Allen I don't seem to have any room in the back." Lavi checked the back, but blocked me from looking.

"I bet I can fit. You'd be surprised where I could fit," I said ready to get in the car. Lavi blocked my way with his body. He was wearing a weird smile and his eye had a strange glint to it.

"No even with your size I don't think you can fit. Wait look there," Lavi looked straight over my head and his smile grew bigger. "There's Yu. He can give you a ride home." Before I knew it Lavi knock me backwards and I stumbled into a pair of strong arms. My body instantly became warm. My heart tried hard to escape my chest as Kanda slowly released me from his hold. Surprisingly enough he didn't throw me from his person like I thought he would. He held on to me a second longer than what I would think he would be comfortable with.

"What are you doing?" Kanda asked over my head. I glance up at him; his eyes were directed at Lavi. His warmth held me in place. I wasn't able to leave it even if I wanted to which I didn't.

"You can take Allen home. I don't have anymore room," Lavi said. Laughter was visible in his voice.

I finally snapped myself out of my trance. "I can take the bus home." I glanced toward the buses and found that ever single bus was gone. My heart fell in the pit of my stomach. There was no way Kanda would take me home. Why did I have to experience his rejection once again? I hung my head low and tried to figure out how I would get home.

"Come on Kanda you live five minutes away from Allen," Lenalee interjected. Kanda looked at her with fire in his eyes.

"But the Bean Sprout is annoying," Kanda fired back.

"You're giving him a ride." Lavi pushed me back into Kanda's chest where he held onto me. It felt like he wasn't ever going to let go. You wouldn't hear any complaining from me if he didn't. Being held against his chest was pure heaven, unfortunately in lasted a second. Time should have stopped. At least for a little bit.

I bit down on my lip and waited for Kanda's answer. "Fine," his voice rumbled. "Get in the car or I'm going to leave you."

I ran to his huge black Chevy truck. I opened the door and hopped in. "Thank you," I said looking at the dashboard. Kanda snorted and started the truck.

Lavi gave me two thumbs up and Lenalee smiled apologetically. They set the whole thing up! I wanted to yell at them and thank them at the same time. I was finally alone with Kanda, but I had no idea what to say. He glared at the road and I stared at my hands trying to think of something to talk about all the while my heart raced and my palms began to sweat. This could be my chance to finally change everything.


Yay! Chapter 1 is done XD

Chapter 2 will be posted soon