Wake Me Up When September Ends

A Twilight Fanfiction

Summary- Edward never went back to Bella, and he knows that she's happily married with three children. But still he regrets leaving her. Every September 13th. Songfic, Oneshot.

Edward stood and paced the dark room in which he lived. He looked at all the pictures he had taken, stole, from the Brooks home. He looked at Bella and her children running around in the backyard. He even had one of the ones of her and her new husband. It's her day today, her birthday. He ran out the door to go and watch the festivities. As he ran he couldn't get that stupid song out of his head.

Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when September ends

When he got there the party was in full swing. Guest everywhere celebrating and she couldn't possibly want this. He walked through the door to enter the party and saw her laughing and smiling. Mike and Jessica Newton and Erik and Angela Yorkie stood in front of her and her husband. They were all laughing at something Erik had said.

like my father's come to pass

seven years has gone so fast

wake me up when September ends

She had looked so different seven years ago. Now she was a woman. She looked older, her body filled out and dressed perfectly. She looked so at ease. Then she smiled brightly at someone across the room and excused herself from the group. She took off running and he was sure that she was going to fall. But she stayed perfectly upright, grinning all the way. I turned my head to see who she had run too to find Jasper, of all people. He had the sweetest smile on his face. He had left our family about the time he attacked Bella. She kissed him sweetly on the cheek and pulled him towards the rest of her friends.

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

I couldn't stand it. How happy she was. What about me? Why wasn't I in her perfect little world. Why was Jasper- I stopped myself as I saw Bella's oldest daughter run up to Jasper and give him a hug. They were all so perfect together. And suddenly the music vibrating throughout the house was to much for me. I ran out into the rain and took many unneeded breaths. I felt like throwing up. But I couldn't, so I ran.

as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when September ends

I groaned in frustration as the month was finally over. I slid down the wall, knowing that I would never have her back. I can't forget her, no matter how much I told her I could. I put my head on my knees and shook it. And yet that stupid song played through my head.

AN: What do You think? I like it personally *laughs my head off* oops well review I guess.