A/n Hey, I'm still here, I haven't updated in forever and I'm sorry. I Know I never update, and I hate to say it but I don't see that changing anytime soon. I have no idea how to continue with this story, I really enjoyed writing it and I hope you liked reading it but I don't know where I'm going with it. I think you know by some of my previous author notes that life isn't great for me at the moment, and I've had exams ( with lots more to come) so I really haven't had time to even think about updating.

I probably will continue this story, but I have no idea when. The truth is, this story is getting harder for me to write. I self harm, I cut myself. You could probably guess that I did because of this story, but even though I write about it, its REALLY hard for me to admit it. Even telling you now scares the living crap out of me. A lot of what's in this story is how I feel, I hide what I do to myself everyday, I'm terrified that someone's going to find out and I'm scared about how people will react- So its easy for me to write about that in this story. The next chapter would have been how they reacted to seeing someone they love hurting themselves, something I have no idea about. It may sound pathetic, but I've had a million ideas about what would happen, every single one scared me. That will probably be me one day. This story is just reminding me of something I really want to forget, I guess I kinda made it to personal in a way, so I'm sorry if I never finish this. But I will carry on writing fan fiction, I love it to much.

I'm really sorry, I know people liked this story, but I really can't continue with it. I'm trying to stop my self harm, and seeing as nobody knows about it, I'm trying to stop alone. It's hard.

If any of you reading this self harm, please know you are not alone. You can stop, its going to take time, its not going to happen over night but you can do it. No matter how impossible it seems, just believe in yourself. I know it helps you and makes you feel better, but its not worth it. It just gets worse until takes over your life.

So I'm sorry and I hope you understand. And check out my other fan fictions, I will continue writing and I hope you enjoy it.