Authors note: Well hello... Ok so I must state first and for most that I am not really a big fan of the whole Twilight movement. But it was mostly Bella and her stupid $$ that made it horrible for me. So then I had that thought, that moment all of you who are reading this probably had. 'What if I made Jacob and Edward get together?'. I mean poor Jake got the short end of the stick and Edward was stuck with that dumb brunnett who is such a bother. And so here it is, a jakeward fic. Though I am not sure If I will continue it after this chapter, unless I get a few reviews that want me to continue. I want at least ten, that isn't asking much.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight (thank god) or any of the characters. However I am responsible for this story. Any views expressed by this story are not those of Stephanie Meyer or the publishing company and I am not making money off of this.

Warning: this is MALEXMALE, Gay people, VampireXwerewolf, EdwardXJacob, SemeXUke (as in Ed is on top). If any of this offends you either hit the back button on your browser or the x on your new window or tab. from this point on you are reading of your own accord and can not complain about not getting warning.

"talking"

'thoughts'

Alright, get on with the reading, and tell me what you think.

Normal was never a word associated with Jacob's life, so why should he have expected to have a single normal day? But that was what he had been hoping for, normal. He wanted to wake up, get ready for school, eat, and have little to no abnormalities. But it seemed the higher powers had other things in mind.

His family was descended from a tribe of Indians that called themselves Quileute. Quileute legend tells that the tribe was descended from wolves able to convert themselves into humans. Skin walkers, shape shifters, werewolves, there were many different words for it. But whatever the case may be that meant one thing for poor Jacob Black, he wasn't normal.

The legend was turned out not to be a myth. When Jacob was 15 he turned for the first time. Not by the sway of the moon, those myths were bull. A Quileute wolf could change at will. Sam was the Alpha of the pack and had welcomed him with open arms; it was his birth right after all. He was honored, amazed, but a bit weirded out by things.

Lucky for him when he woke up that morning he was in a relatively good mood. It was about a month until his birthday, his seventeenth birthday to be exact. And that meant, as far as his people were concerned, that he was a man finally! Or at least he was going to be one.

Jacob got up slowly and made his way into the bathroom, clothes in hand. Dark eyes stared back at him from the mirror. His dark hair was short cut, just how he liked it, it used to be long but it made him look to furry in his wolf form. Pulling a dark green tee over his well muscled torso he yawned and started to hum some random tune. He was a happy person by nature so it wasn't unnatural for this sort of thing to happen in the morning.

After throwing on a pair of clean jeans he ran down the stairs and found breakfast on the table. He looked around and didn't see his dad so he sat down with a shrug and started to eat. He had a healthy appetite for a teenager of his size, 6'7 by this point and thankfully not growing any taller; he already had enough problems with doorways as it was.

"Dad, I'm headed to school" he called off to his pops as he finished devouring his breakfast. Not waiting for a reply he headed out and drove the rabbit to class.

Jacob lived with his pops out La Push; his mother had died when he was really little. He had two older twin sisters but they were hardly ever at home. That left him alone with his father, who was in a wheel chair. But he didn't mind so much. His father allowed him to do a lot of things, like use the shed to house his bike.

The rest of his pack also lived up in La Push, as did the rest of the Quileute. It was an Indian reserve up in Washington. He had lived there all of his life, and loved it. His school was there, his pack was there, and he saw no reason to ever leave.

By the time he got to the school Quil, Umbry, and Seth were already there. All were members of his pack, wolves like him. There were others in the pack but all of them were older so no longer in school.

"Morning Jake, how are you feeling?" Seth piped in animatedly, "only four weeks till you become a man!"

Seth used to be the youngest of the pack until Collin and Brady transformed. But none the less Jacob viewed Seth as a little brother and the boy looked up to him.

Jake laughed and ruffled Seth's hair, "Pretty good, it has been a long time coming after all"

"Just be happy you only have a month, Embry and I still have a while to wait" Quil stated as he walked over to the two, "And Seth has to wait even longer."

"I guess you are right Quil" Jacob laughed, "let's get to class"

School flew by in no time. It was probably because they got out at lunch time due to some conference being held by the teachers that day for one reason or another. Quil, Seth, and Umbry went off to go cliff diving and invited Jacob but he declined the invitation. Any other day maybe he would have but today he had other things in mind. So he waved bye to them and left the school.

He decided to drive into Forks to get something at the diner there. He loved the burgers they served at the diner and just had to have one. Forks was a small town outside of La Push. And just like the rest of Washington it was humid and gray. Most of his family stayed up on the reserve in La Push but his dad liked to come visit his pal Charlie every now and again so Jacob was used to coming into town.

What was there to say about Charlie? Well he was the Sheriff for one so having good relations with him was a big help with things. He lived alone, had for some years now actually. His wife had left him, and brought their daughter with her. Bella or something was her name, Least that was what his father called her. But she didn't visit much at all, so Jacob had never met her.

He pulled into the diner and sat down, counting his money. He had a ten so he was set; thank god he had won that bet with Umbry. The lady walked over and he ordered his burger, rare. He used to get all of his meat medium well but ever since the transformation not only did he eat more but he found that he liked his meat differently.

After lunch he decided to stop by the school in Forks to see if he could find anyone he knew. Some of the kids went up to La Push to see the look out. La Push had beautiful landscape, and a really nice view of the ocean. It was a popular spot for tourists to visit actually.

He drove into the parking lot of the high school and parked the rabbit next to a shiny silver Volvo. Forks high school was bigger than the one up in La push but that did not surprise him, more people attended it after all. Luckily it was still lunch period so they were all in the cafeteria. Spotting Angela, Jessica, Mike, Eric, Tyler and Lauren he ran over to talk to them. He had met them a few times, before the whole being a werewolf thing. After that he started only hanging out with the pack.

The scent of vampire hit his nose and he resisted the urge to growl. The Cullen's all sat over in the corner, in the dark. He didn't know any of their names and he could care less. There were two girls and three boys among the group. He decided to call them Barbie, Pixie, Scars, and Monkey. He was pondering a name for the final boy when Jessica caught him starting and decided to take it upon herself to give him the scoop on them.

"Those are the Cullen's. They all live in the same house, apparently they're all adopted or something." Jacob found himself listening to her talk about them; he had always been a bit curious. "The blond one is Rosalie, and the man she is leaning against is Emmet. Next to them are Alice and Jasper, and the one sitting all by himself with them is Edward"

"Why are they all the way over there?" Jacob found himself asking.

"They keep to themselves for the most part..."

'You'd think they would at least attempt to blend in a bit more. Keeping to themselves makes them stick out. Oh well it isn't my problem.'

He turned away and tried to pay attention to Jessica's blabber. For the rest of the lunch period he had to force himself not to stare. Not that he found them attractive or something dumb like that. He just was so curious about them. What he knew he had heard from his family. It was not as if he didn't trust them, but they didn't personally know the Cullen's or anything. Could you really judge a whole race just by past actions? Was it even fair to assume they were evil just like all the other vampires?

Edward was the most curious one to him. The way he stared, and the fact that whenever Jacob looked at him Edward would catch him easily. Not to mention the fact that he was the only one not paired off to someone. He could not imagine why it was that Edward was the only one without a mate. Maybe he was jus picky or something. It couldn't be his looks, for people were drawn to him like moths to a flame. A very deadly bloodsucking flame but a flame none the less.

"Jacob?" He snapped out of his thoughts as Angela shook his shoulder a bit, "Lunch is over, you have to go now, but see you later?"

Jacob nodded and stood up, walking towards the door. As he did his arm brushed against someone else and his whole being felt content. Nothing in the world could have bothered him at that moment. He knew instantly that he had imprinted on someone. Turning to see who it was his body froze in fear. No it couldn't be! He paled and ran out to his car, starting it up and driving madly back to La Push. He wouldn't accept it! He couldn't accept it.

Once home he excused himself to his room and lay on his bed staring at the ceiling. Maybe he should have stayed in La Push today. Then this would not have happened. He sat up suddenly and frowned. Why did he imprint on a male anyway? It was not as if they would ever be able to have children together. After giving it a thought he decided that didn't matter. Emily was barren and yet Sam had still imprinted on her. An imprint was a binding of the soul; it had nothing to do with procreation.

"It should though" Jacob muttered hugging is pillow.

Realizing how he was acting he growled in disgust and threw it across the room. He refused to be like some love sick girl moping over a dumb asshole. Getting up he crossed the room and picked up a picture of his mother. She had been gone for years, and he really wished she was there right now. At least then he could tell someone.

He couldn't tell his pack, they would absolutely flip out. His father would not react much better than them. And he had no one else to talk to. He was not allowed to reveal his secret to anyone. And if he ever did he might as well kiss any and all friends goodbye. Only his pack mates would accept who he was.

They would accept anything he did, but not this. This was inexcusable! But it wasn't as if he had any control over it. His soul picked the one he was meant for. But why, why did he have to imprint on a vampire!? Of all things to pick as a soul mate he had picked a vampire.

Even if his pack did consent to allowing such a taboo bonding it wasn't likely that the vampire would accept the bond. A vampire and a wolf could never be together. They were to opposite, to hateful towards one another. They only thing they did well together was fighting, with each other. There was no way it would ever work out.

But to try and resist an imprint could kill you. Sam had warned them all of this. Though he hadn't for a second thought any of them would feel the need to resist it. An imprint was your world, your sun the moon and the stars. You wanted nothing more than to please them and to see them happy. And if being happy meant not being with you then you would change what you were, shape yourself until they wanted you.

"Jacob, dinner is ready" He sighed putting the picture back where it had been and headed down stairs.

He ate half heatedly, downing nearly a third of what he normally consumed. Bill either didn't notice or didn't ask. Jacob was never big on talking about his feelings with people. It was wimpy and girly in his mind. And he was by no means a wimp or a girl.

"I'm going into town tomorrow you want to come along Jake?" Bill asked as his son started up the stairs.

"Nah, I went in today, but if you need me to drive you I will" He really didn't want to go back into town; he might be tempted to find Edward.

"Sam will drive me then, he has to pick up some things anyway." Bill was silent for a moment and then, "If you need to talk about something you know I will be here to listen"

"No, I'm fine" Jacob replied rather quickly and he ran up the stairs, retreating to his room. A sigh of relief escaped his lips and he went to his bed.

He lay on his bed for a good hour before deciding that he needed to get out. His first instinct was to go wolf but he thought better of it when he realized that would mean connecting minds with whoever else was in their wolf skin. It was something he did not want to risk. So he took the bike.

No destination in mind he just rode until he felt the need to stop. He didn't even realize how far he had gone until he smelt them. The Cullen's, he was on Cullen territory. His mind and body would not work in sync with each other. Where his mind was screaming for him to leave and not think twice his body moved forward, leaving the parked bike behind him. He came upon the house and screamed at himself in his mind. And just as he was going to leave he heard a sound and then a voice came from behind him.

"What do you want?" The voice was smooth yet venomous

Jacob turned slowly until his eyes met with deep golden orbs. Edward was who the voice belonged to. Once again his body would not listen to him. He was screaming at himself to move, to go back to his bike and leave. But he couldn't, he was frozen in his spot. Edward took a step closer to him.

"I asked you a question, now tell me, what do you want?"

'You'

AN: alright it's over, I did it! ok review and tell me what you think, I accept critisism but I don't want any of this 'ewwww gay people, you are sick!!' cause it says in the begining that it is about that so why would you read it if you don't like it?