Hi people... this is like...my first fanfiction, well, a friend of mine, you might know her, um, RisingDawn201, aka, Akira (or the girl that says 'y'all' a lot, yeah that's my fault, hehe*sweatdrops*)? Yeah well um, I made this idea up originally but I asked her to do it, and she started it, but yeah um, she told me to do it because it was my idea and she didn't want to take credit for it, which is really sweet of her... so um yeah.

My name is Destiny, see more about me on my profile. This story is Ash and Dawn, and as you know RisingDawn201 is a huge Pearlshipper, and well, so am I!! I naturally like Calaviershipping too and well ... WAIT I AM GETTING OFF TOPIC HERE!

This story is about Ash talking about Dawn and all that stuff. XD, except I guess I would use the word 'Perfection' a lot, one of my favourite words for some reason. Hmm, I'm really not sure if I will do more one shots then this so I seriously don't know... that depends if I get inspirations. Please tell me what you think. I really would appreciate it :)

(Oh hi again um, yn this was up earlier but OF COURSE, something went a little heh...loopy? Sorry about that, but I have added things to it, so please, again REVIEW! Thanks to the reviewers who I had before, you guys were really sweet, and I am working on Song fic at the moment for you guys :)

Purity

She was a girl...

No in fact an....

Angel, no, goddess...

Here I was, standing out, my hands in my pocket and looking out from the balcony side...

It wasn't possible, no way, no way it was possible, or was it? Never had I ever thought I would see someone like her.

Dawn

Well, doesn't her name describe it all? Doesn't it just make you wanna whisper her name again and again?

Dawn, Dawn, Dawn

The way you can say is so casual yet inside it gives you those deep shivers that could never be exposed of, not in the mind or outside of it. I never thought, I could feel this way, the way she can touch you, the way she can make you feel an indescribable feeling.

No

I take that back, she can make you feel all kinds of things, no matter who you were. Her soft voice, almost like she was singing to you, dragging you in, deeper and deeper, until...nothing, nothing can be felt, all you feel is that...

Vibrant?

No

Unstoppable

No

Satisfied?

Not even close...no...no word to describe the way she made you feel,

The way she made me feel

There probably was but, I couldn't put my finger on it, I obviously wasn't the brightest spark ever, for clear reasons. She was the one and only ....

'My' one and only girl...

The only person I let get so close to me, so much more close than any other family member or friend. I don't know what did it, the thing that made me want to open up to her , was it me...

Was is the smile

Or the eyes...

Or did she just have that effect on every guy she met? I would have to ask her that some time....

Dawn Berlitz,

The name whizzing through my head, again and again

Dawn Berlitz, Dawn Berlitz, Dawn Berlitz

The only girl that was constantly hanging around in my mind, from her safety to...just the way she looks. Unbelievable, isn't it? Never in my life would I have thought that I would...fall in...

Love?

Was that the word?

Love?

The word, going round and round in my head, maybe, no. It was too...strong. The word love...could it really be? Were my feelings...that strong? They must have been if I had used that word. Never had I used that word so...meaningfully.

Did I really have a crush on her?

Then I start thinking...

Why wouldn't I have a crush on her? Why wouldn't anyone develop a crush on her? I mean, just one look at her and my mind goes... bonkers. If you get what I mean...like Beautifly's appearing in your stomach, fluttering around like crazy, making me feel...so...alive, but isn't that a bit... I don't know....

Much?

Why?

That is all I could ask myself, like, the feeling is so...new to me. Urgg....

How can I put this?

Oh jeez....

WAIT! STOP RIGHT THERE!

Was this...why didn't I...damn me being so dense! How come I wasn't able to see it!

Stupid, stupid...

How did I not see it? Was I in...in love with Dawn Berlitz? Not a...crush...had I fallen in... in...love with her?

Me + Dawn = Love...

No way...although, it would make a lot of sense...

Love, love, love...

Wow...it finally had hit me. I smirked to myself,

Dawn Berlitz you got to me....

How did she not. Fireworks started going off in my head, each cracking with a compliment of some kind...They all seemed to make me notice something...new. No, something I had always thought of but never really thought about...if you get what I mean....

The way her...eyes shimmered, the blue ocean coloured eyes that always seemed to be so...so

Pure

So...

Unreal

So

Dazzling, mesmerizing...

The way those eyes seemed to stare at you when you were down, the way they pleaded you for something. The way they made you feel all better once you stared into them...I chuckled, sure...

Now..

I start thinking about them, how did I never notice them before... when Brock said I was dense, he really did mean dense.

The way those eyes just...just seemed to make you feel so...right...so unstoppable. The just seemed to make your head spin around. That sparkle that could be seen, giving you a whole new way of seeing things. They made you feel like you were being comforted, like you were the only person that mattered to her. I smiled. Me...that special? That special someone? Did she always have that effect? Was she always like that?

I closed my eyes and suddenly...

No way...

There she was, in my head with her eyes shut, smiling at me so...so bubbly, so...brightly... I sighed. Such a...

Carefree

Innocent

Painfully perfect

Smile...

She didn't need any practice to get it in the right position, the lips always seemed to curve from the edges and that was all there was to it, bringing the sunshine to your heart. I...smiled. That smile...it always seemed to...brighten up...the day...no matter what situation you were in. It was...always there for me...always comforting...so...

Unique

It was so..

Irreplaceable...

So...

Spectacular

So...

Everything...all I ever wanted...

Uggg, get a hold of yourself Ketchum...

I looked to the hair, the unique midnight blue that appeared, all perfectly shaped, all glistening and healthy; always had to be done to perfection. The way she ran her hands through her hair, shjowing off the smooth locks that grew, always seeming to be in the right position. I chuckled, remembering the interview with Dawn fixing up her hair and me saying 'what is the difference' then she had a go at me.

What is it with girls and their hair? Will it ever be answered, I'm not sure, some questions are never answered. Like 'why is the sky blue?' or 'how come although we are all the 'same' why do we hurt each other?'. This is a strange world when some questions have no logic to it. It's just...strange...

But there was another question in my head, 'Why now?'.

Was it some kind of test.. maybe, I am the chosen one, maybe this was expected ... but ...surely ...someone would have told me, it couldn't have been just....destiny...

Yes, maybe...

Maybe it wasn't a coincidence I met her, maybe it was...

Destiny...

I mean out of all the time and places...out of all the girls...I met the most mesmerizing girl I had ever laid eyes on. From looks to personality...

Oh man, that...that personality, so different.

The way she

Cares

Such a caring girl, always there, always willing to go the extra mile for you, for anyone. Not just human, but Pokemon too. Seemed to always be interested in new things and most of the time finding out she had a new talent to proceed. The caring gestures she made...She was always willing to do anything to cheer someone up...most of the time it was me she cheered up with her angelic voice, with her 'no need to worries'. I chuckled,

No need to worry...

That's when I worry the most...

I sighed...worried..

I used to worry about her so much, I realised that my...heart ached to see her so ...

Down

So

Not herself,

She looked so...

Alone...

Seeing that bright smile gone, missing those perfect eyes with the aqua fading into a dark, plain blue; remembering how I had gotten used to her bubbly personality only to find it fading away in front of my eyes. I used to worry, about her actions most of the time, usually ending up with her getting lost.

Oh, let us not forget the time she almost fell out of the.... no...no I won't go back to that. I shut my eyes tightly, shaking my head. I was not going to go back there...

But I did..

When she...fell off the edge of the basket...my heart simply raced along, thinking of nothing else, risking anything, wanting her in my arms; quickly reacting to find myself holding her by the hand.

But...I....wasn't strong enough to...hold her...and she seemed to...

Slip away,

I remember crying out her name while she was falling, heart pounding, blood racing, eyes filled with worry; I was just so damn lucky that that balcony otherwise...as I said... she would have...

Slipped Away...

I hung my head...I just wasn't strong enough that day...

I remember...during all the times I almost lost her...I...

I snapped my eyes open, flashbacks coming at me, remembering what I felt at all those desperate times..

If...she had...gone...I would have...missed her so much, missed...those...

Red Lips

The

Hair,

The,

Smile,

And of course,

The eyes...

Wow, reviewing all this, I....really had...loads of reasons, why I felt like this...why I just seemed to be falling head over heels

In love

With...

Dawn Berlitz.

Not May, not Misty, not Melody...

NONE OF THEM...

Just the ...

Breathtaking,

Calm,

Beautiful,

Graceful,

Stunning,

Dawn

The girl that never seemed to stop the amazement, the girl who tried anything new and had so much knowledge. The girl who loved Pokemon from the end to the start, the girl who accepted anyone, the girl who

Forgave,

Trusted,

Loved,

Cared,

Shared,

And Hoped

I was ...

In love

With Dawn Berlitz, actually, I craved her, I craved for her presence, craved her holding me, craved her whispering 'no need to worry',

Demanding

The smile

Wanting...

The eyes

Craving...

Her lips to crash against mine.... with the warm tingling feeling that I wanted to feel so much, with all the love and passion I had wanted...

I had never wanted anything so much before... I wanted her, full stop.

A slight gust of wind, waking me up from my little fantasy; I grinned as I looked to the sunset from the balcony side... the sky painted with the warm colours, with a glowing orange and slight pink that even made a bit of lavender. Thos warm colours reminding me of the girl I knew so well, the girl that tried to gain lost time, the girl's that eyes seemed to always linger in my mind with the sweet essence of her perfume. A tingling feeling seemed to build up out of no where as I heard her shouting from down the balcony, shouting for me to hurry up and get ready for my gym battle. I looked down to her, saying her famous phrase 'No need to worry'. She smiled back, lovingly at me, the wonder in her eyes, the mystery that would never be solved, not ever...she put her hands behind her back and swayed a bit before winking and walking away...

Standing there, smiling as she walked away, folding my arms and resting on the balcony, looking up to the warm sunset again... I guess, from that day, I kept wanting her to be mine. Just mine. However, she wasn't...not yet anyway. Dawn Berlitz I want you, I need you, to be there by my side through the cold, dark nights...the one to hold me when I am down... to care and trust me. How much I want you to be mine. Being able to stare into those perfect eyes with purity swirling around in them, to wake up every morning with that smile on your face, the lips smooth and shiny. Being able to cheer you on all the way, to watch you...and to cherish you in my arms all day long till the sun went down...

Cherish

That's the word, to describe all the memories I have had with you, and looking forward to the future...

One day I would love to see the look on your face when I finally say those three desperate words...

I love you

I have decided, I do love her, love her with all my heart, one day I want to say it right to her, see the reaction, see the sign. I don't know when, or how I'll do it, all I know is is that that's how I feel for her, that is how strong I love her...and deep down, I know she does too... I guess I just need to solve that mystery myself. I don't know where these feelings will take me, and I don't care...as long as she is with me all the way. Closing my eyes with the wind blowing, the sound of Starly flapping their wings until I could hear no more, feeling time stop...smiling to myself....

Dawn Berlitz you got to me, and I hope you have me all the way, because Dawn Berlitz..

You are pure...

Perfection

Um, hehe, well I could have done better, but I could have done worse at the same time. I would really appreciate it if you guys reviewed. It might not be the best, but it isn't (hope it isn't) the worst. I usually make my ending like this, with the title finishing it off. It is kind of what I do, I know Akira used it in Just My Luck, but again, it fitted that story so I was happy :D. I really hope you liked this story my sweeties! Please do review and if you want to know more about me go to the profile. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask in reviews or in PM's.

That is it from me at the moment and if you guys like it, I might...MIGHT make another one shot for all my lovely reviewers out there.

Even maybe a ... song fic, I have a few songs in mind, and no not James Morrison like Akira

Akira: B-but why?

P.S Sorry for mistakes :S I will edit along the way :)

Bye everyone :D Have a nice day!

~DeCh~