Ok so finally a new chapter... there probably won't be much after this maybe 2 more chapters? But I have been rather disapointed by the reviews... I thought for such a long story there would be a lot more reviews.... hopefully there will be a tonne for this chapter (hint hint).

It was just after Christmas holidays and with that brought a whole new string of cases. Hotch had called them all into the meeting room as soon as they got there. "So today I have a stack of files for each of you, based on what I know you can handle. You have to keep your own files, because I need each of you to flag two cases that you believe should take priority over the rest that you have."

The whole group nodded. Penny got fifteen files, because they knew she couldn't handle much of the gore and the horrible things people could do. Emily and Derek got 25, because they weren't fast readers, but very proficient. Gidion and Hotch each had 30. And Spencer got a staggering 55 files, simply because of his reading abilities.

"Wow pretty boy you certainly have a stack of files there." Derek said handing him a cup of coffee.

"It looks tedious now, but it won't take long to get through. I'll probably still be done before you." Spencer said with a sigh.

Derek leaned in to whisper in Spencer's ear, "What do I get if I win?"

Spencer blushed, "We'll figure something out."

The day was a long had one, and each and every team member was drained after the long day. Spencer sat his pile of files on Hotch's desk, just before Derek made it in with his files. "Damn pretty boy, ya beat me."

"I can't believe you thought you'd finish before me." Spencer said with a giggle.

Derek put a gentle hand on his lower back, "We'll see you tomorrow Hotch."

"Have a good night boys." Hotch said with a knowing smile.

Derek and Spencer grabbed their things and went to the parking garage. Derek pushed Spencer against his car, and gave the boy a firm chaste kiss. "I love you so much babe, I don't ever want to leave you side." He said with a breathless laugh.

"Well at least we feel the same," Spencer said looking at Derek through his eyelashes.

"Yours or mine?"

"Well Clooney is probably getting lonely, so we should probably go to yours." Spencer said, a thin hand landing on Derek's chest.

Derek grasped that hand and held it close to his heart. "Sounds good. Do you want me to cook, or should we pick something up?"

"Do you feel like cooking? Because I can do either."

"Spence." Derek said firmly. "What have I told you?"

"About what?"

"About what you want."

"To never be ashamed of what I want."

"Right. So what do you want?"

"Well, I like it when you cook for me, but I'm alright with take out if you are too tired to cook." Spencer said.

"Spaghetti?"

"Whatever you make is fine. You are too good to me Mr. Morgan." Spencer said with a smile.

Derek placed another kiss on Spencer's lips, gently squeezing his hip, before reaching around Spencer to unlock the door.

"Aw you two are so cute together." Emily said, walking past them to the other side of Derek's car.

"Have a good night Emily." Derek said.

"Chocolate muffin, she is so right. And Spency," Penny paused. "You look adorable when you blush."

This only deepened his blush. "Penny, don't pick on my Spence." Derek said with a laugh.

Spencer put his hands over his face to hide his blush. Derek and Penny giggled for a few moments, before they hugged and went their separate ways. Derek unlocked his door and crawled in where Spencer was already seated.

They drove in silence for a while. "Derek?"

"Yeah babe?"

"Do you know why I get so tense when I visit my mom?"

"No baby, you haven't told me."

"Well, when I was really young she developed schizophrenia. Which is hereditary, and every time I visit her I realize that one day that will probably be me in the sanatorium. I guess it just scares me, that I am more afraid of my own mind than anything else in the world." Derek grabbed Spencer's leg and gave it a squeeze.

"Baby they are developing new whys to treat all kinds of, mental illnesses every day. If you ever develop it, if, there will probably be a newer better way to keep it under control. Don't worry so much about it now. Live your life while you can, because you never know when it could come to an end."

Spencer laid his long fingers on Derek's, "Thanks Derek."

Once they arrived at Derek's house, Spencer stopped Derek from getting out, and instead climbed rather awkwardly into Derek's lap. Derek looked at Spencer questioningly, but let his hands rest on the tin hips anyway. Spencer bent his head down to capture Derek's lips. After a moment Derek pushed forward, and deepened the kiss. Spencer moaned wantonly, grinding his hips down on Derek's. Derek broke the kiss to growl, and unbuttoned the top half of Spencer's shirt. Derek immediately went to Spencer's collar bone, and sucked on it harshly. Spencer moaned happily. Then it happened. Derek bite his collar bone. Spencer yelped, and backed away as far as he could in the confines.

"Oh god, Spence did I hurt you?"

"No you just surprised me."

"But you let out a sound like I hurt you."

"Trust me Der it was more shock then hurt."

"Well if you say so."

"I do say so. Beside I kind of liked it."

"Like what? You mean this?" Derek asked coyly, before gently biting down on Spencer's collar bone.

Spencer moaned, which led to Derek biting down harder. "Per-perhaps we should move this inside?" Spencer whispered huskily.

"Why pretty boy? You were the one who wanted to make out in here."

"Well yes. But this is clearly going somewhere farther than simply making out in the front seat of your car. And my legs are starting to get crampy."

"Haha crampy? That's not a word I would expect to hear from you. But we would be more comfortable in the house." Derek said helping Spencer somehow get back over to the passenger side of the car. They quickly got out, got their stuff, locked it up, and got into the house. They dropped their bags and Derek pushed Spencer up against the door.

Their lips collided rather harshly, and their teeth clashed as if they were horny teenagers, but it had been a while since they had done anything sexual and both men were feeling it. Derek started sucking on Spencer's neck, and Spencer wrapped a leg around Derek's hips, bringing their hardened cock flush against each other.

After only a few moments Derek got tired of this and picked up his younger lover. Spencer let out a squeak. "What are you doing?"

"Hold on pretty boy, I don't want you to fall."

Spencer wrapped his arms tight around Derek's waist. Derek's hands on the other hand were on Spencer's round tush. Spencer moaned rather loudly when Derek grasped even more firmly. "Looks like I found one of your hot spots Spence."

"Hot – what?"

"You know? One of the places on your body that turns you on?"

"Well, when you grab onto my hips it turns me on. Does that count?"

Derek laid the down on the bed. "Yes that counts."

"But Derek, I don't know any of yours."

"You'll find them pretty boy don't worry so much."

Derek finished unbuttoning Spencer's work shirt, and stood up to remove his own clothing. This time he didn't take his time, he lifted his shirt off quickly, undid his belt and pants and slid everything off. Spencer barely had enough time to get his pants undone before Derek was pulling them off of him.

Spencer took the time however to remove his shoes and socks. Derek figured if Spencer was he probably should too. Spencer crawled up on the bed to give Derek more room. Spencer was seated with his back against the head board. Derek kneeled between Spencer's opened legs.

"You're hard." Derek whispered against Spencer's lips.

"So are you." Spencer retorted grasping Derek's hard length.

Derek captured Spencer's lips again. Spencer pushed up against Derek, and tried to flip them over, before Derek did it for him. Spencer smiled down at him, before reaching to the bedside table for the condoms and the lube. Derek watched Spencer lube up his own fingers, and press them into his tight ass. Derek groaned, and latched onto one of Spencer's hips with a strong hand. Derek felt more then saw Spencer take the time to roll a condom on to his engorged member. Derek groaned in anticipation.

Derek's other hand came up to grasp Spencer's other hip, to help his younger lover lower himself onto Derek's aching cock. Spencer shook slightly as he took the huge piece of hardened flesh into his body. Derek held him in place one Spencer was fully seated. Derek noticed that Spencer looked thinner then the last time they had sex at Christmas time.

Spencer laid his hands on Derek's chest, pushing his hips up slightly. Spencer started a torturously slow rhythm, which didn't last very long. Soon Spencer had his head thrown back, and pushing down hard and fast. Derek groaned at the sight above him, he ran a hand down Spencer's body, from his neck back to his hip. Derek started to meet Spencer thrust for thrust. Spencer let out a low moan, and bent forward to capture Derek's lips.

Derek felt himself getting close, so he reached forward and started to massage his younger lovers cock. Spencer was panting above him, and Derek knew this wasn't going to last much longer. Spencer pushed down a few more times before spilling his hot seed all over Derek's chest; Derek felt Spencer tighten around him and emptied his load into the condom. Spencer was hunched over breathing heavily into Derek's neck. Derek rubbed his back and rolled them onto their sides.

"Baby that was amazing," Derek said kissing Spencer's forehead. "Come on lets go get cleaned up, then we can watch that movie you wanted to."

Derek got up and pulled Spencer with him. They quickly showered, and got into some more comfortable clothes. Derek was simply in a pair of black sweats, and Spencer was wearing a pair of Derek's blue sweats, and a white t-shirt of Derek's.

Derek grabbed himself a beer; and Spencer some ginger ale, popped some popcorn, and came into the living room to see Spencer crouched down putting the movie in the DVD player. Derek got comfy on the couch and opened his arms for Spencer to crawl into, which he willingly did. They sat watching the movie, Clooney at their feet. It felt so right for both of them. Both thought that perhaps this is how they should be the rest of their lives.

That was the first time Spencer made out in a car. The first time he took control in a sexual situation. And the first time everything felt right. Maybe this was how it should be the rest of his life, if it felt so right.