This takes place the night they told Takahiro the truth. He gets mad and Misaki thinks about their relationship.

This oneshot was inspired by hearing "All the things she said" by Tatu

I don't own Junjou Romantica (See, cheyanne-san? disclaimers aren't difficult to write. XD)

"What should I do? I feel so lost…." Misaki thought, as his hand passed shakily through his hair. He looked at Usagi who was sound asleep beside him. Sitting in the bed surrounded by deep darkness, couldn't stop thinking about that day's events.

Misaki, it'll be fine. He loves you.

"You said it'd be alright. You said he would accept us. Nii-chan…" Misaki couldn't stop thinking about Takahiro's reaction when they told him about their relationship. He couldn't block the image of his brother's face in his mind, the shouting and the disappointment. He wished he could just forget it all.

"Nii-chan, why were you looking at me with that face?" He thought as he buried his face between his knees. "What did you see? Were you disappointed with me for being in love with him? Were you disgusted?" He passed his hand once more through his hair and let out a painful sigh as tears dropped from his emerald eyes. "You said Mom and Dad would be very sad if they saw me now. Mom and Dad, are you watching me from heaven? Are you ashamed of me too? I'm sorry… Please forgive me!" He couldn't take it anymore; he started to cry desperately, trying to be silent so as to not wake up Usagi. "I'm sorry! It's not my fault, Nii-chan…"

He stopped crying when he heard Usagi whispering something. "Did I wake him up?"

"Misaki…" That was the only word that left the writer's lips in his sleep. It stopped the trail of Misaki's thoughts immediately.

And if he doesn't approve, we'll stay together. Misaki, promise me that you won't leave me…ever.

He looked at Usagi once more and saw his peaceful face; he slowly caressed that face with his hand and brushed the soft bangs with his fingers. A small smile crossed Misaki's lips, as his heart filled with a peaceful feeling.

"No, this isn't wrong. I love him; I love him so much that I can't be apart from him. And he loves me too, so how can loving someone that much be wrong? You said that you wanted him out of my life. Nii-chan, can't you see he's my life now?"

I love you. I won't let anyone to take you away from me.

"Even if you are my brother, I can't listen to you now. This is real, what we are feeling is real. It's your eyes that can't see it. Please Nii-chan, open your eyes and see."

Misaki gasped at a hand wiping away a tear, he looked to his side and saw Usagi sitting up with a painful expression in his face. It made Misaki's heart ache.

"Don't be sad, love. Everything will be alright, you'll see." Usagi whispered as he embraced Misaki and planted a soft kiss in his forehead.

"Usagi-san, how can I believe all the things you say? He was mad…"

"I know he'll accept us sooner or later. Don't worry, Misaki. Just go back to sleep." Usagi said with conviction in his voice, it had a strong effect in Misaki.

"O-ok…" They laid in the bed once more, Usagi spooning Misaki to help him calm down.

"I love you."

"M-me too…" And just like that all doubts in Misaki's heart and mind disappeared. Being in his lover's arms, he could sleep well and confront all people that want them apart. Just in those arms.

Thanks for reading, please review :D

Thanks a lot to cheyanne-san for betaing :)