The Two L's: Love, and Lust

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!!!!!!!!!!

Summary: A Jared and Kim imprint story- Kim has been going to school is Jared Till for as long as she can remember. All of a sudden he leaves and comes back and suddenly can't stop looking at her. She must now deal with a hormonal teenage wolf boy on her heals. Always staring at her with lust and more importantly love in his black eyes.

My Kim is a little different than everyone else's I don't see her as some weak dork I see her more as a teenage girl who as a crush on a boy not some obsessed person who has been stalking him for like 12 years M for later chapters

Hope you like it!

Chapter One: The Day We Met - Kim's POV

Beep! Beep! Beep!

I groan and roll over taking my fist and pounding down on the alarm clock hoping to stop the irritating beeping. I roll over pulling the covers tighter over my small form trying to keep the morning chill from touching me. I pull my self into a ball hoping sleep would come over me again rather then getting up to another long day of school.

That's the problem with Monday's. All weekend you get to sleep in, hang out with friends, and then WHAM! Then it's time for another five days of annoying teachers with bad breath, and enough homework that it might actually start coming out of my ass.

I felt myself starting to doze off when….

"WAKE UP NOW, MY SLEEPING BEAUTY!!!" Came a loud earsplitting voice in my ear. I jumped up with a scream. Unfortunately, in my haste I somehow managed to have my elbow smack against the wall next to me, making me twist over and fall off the bed, causing my face to smack against the cold floor.

"Owwwwwwww…" I mumble rubbing the sore spot on my elbow and head. I heard a cluster of loud laughing so I rolled over glaring at my friends. I glared even harder as I noticed not one of them had stopped even to see if I was ok from that traumatizing experience.

"What a wonderful group of friends you are… scaring me half to death AND causing me bodily harm." I say sarcastically standing up trying to untwist the blankets from around my legs. I pulled my tank top down trying to gain back some of my lost dignity.

They all stopped laughing like the hyenas they were and looked at me before rolling their eyes in synchronization. I swear we have been friends for too long if they are able to do that with out rehearsing it.

We actually have been friends since the day we were born… on the same day if I might add. On November 27, 1992 my parents had decided to go to a movie (Don't ask me why if my mom so prego in her ego) in Port Angeles.

Anyway, about half way through the movie my mom went into labor and had to be taken to the hospital. That night was apparently so full that they had to put my mom with three other women, all having a baby. Through the sixteen hours of labor our moms became best friends.

The even more amazing thing was we were all born a minute after each other. I was born last (unfortunately) and now won't hear the end of it. Eventually, the rest of them moved to the reservation, thinking that a small place like this no harm would come to their kids. Now all of us are inseparably, the same goes for our moms… and even our dads at times.

Amanda pulled me out of my thoughts. "Please, Kimberline you know we do this if you don't get your ass out of bed." She scuffed and started getting more comfortable on my bed.

Amanda was born first (3 minutes older then me). She has short, straight red hair that only went to her ears. She had freckles scattered all over her. She was the shortest out of us standing at a petite 5'3''. Her striking electric blue eyes stood out against her pale skin.

However don't let her appearance foul you, her temper is crazy. Everyone at school knows that if her jaw locks just run, don't try to apologize, don't ask for help, just run away screaming. If you don't she will pound your face in until you are near death.

"Honestly, Kim-Kim you would think that after all this time you would know us." This time it was Nicole, who we called Nicks, turn to click her tongue. She was born 1 minute before me, but she was the most mature out of us.

She, like me, has the Indian skin. However, she had dark green eyes that turned yellow when she was angry, which rarely happened. Her wavy, thick black hair that went to her shoulders made her heart shaped face shine, that and her tall 5'8'' frame made her truly beautiful.

She also did every sport that our tiny school offered, track, soccer, volleyball, basketball, and even softball. So when I say she was all muscle, I mean all muscle. Most, of the guys were too intimidated by her to ask her out, even if she was stunning.

"You guys are horrible friends, laughing at my pain." I had walked over to my dresser striping down and changing into some school clothes. "I would think that you out of the all people in the world would see too it that I would stay unharmed." I said pulling my Katy Perry shirt over my head.

I heard a small giggle and turned my glared to Natalie who was not paying attention seeing as she was to busy reading her book. She didn't even look up as she spoke in her calm voice.

"Kimsters just get dressed and stop being so over dramatic… besides we have an hour to get to school, and I have to help Mrs. Jackson set up class for extra credit." She said turning the page of her book with a delicate finger. I scuffed and pulled on my black sweats, and grabbed my brush running it through my thin shoulder length black hair.

Nat was the genius of the group, 2 minutes older than me. She had glasses so she was always doing that nose thing that pushes them up. Her glasses do enhance her pretty chocolate brown eyes that always held wisdom.

Her hair fell down her back in spiraled, blond hair. She stood at a height of 5'5'' but she was also had the most curves of all of us, but she was always hiding them under loose jeans and baggy shirts.

If you haven't figured it out yet Natalie was incredibly smart. When we were younger she had this fake chemistry set that she forced us to sit and play for hours, and hours on end. Now, she has the highest GPA in the school. There was no doubt in anyone's mind that she was going to be valedictorian.

We all rolled our eyes at her but I moved faster anyway, pulling on my shoes and grabbing my book bag and looking at the mirror one more time.

I was ok looking not as pretty as Nicks but I was… attractive. My friends always told me I was beautiful, but that is what friends are supposed to do. My eyes were a dark brown that they actually looked black. My eyelashes were long and curled giving them nice thick look. My lips were nice. They were full and pouty with a naturally pink color. I never wore makeup because my skin was smooth and clear. My breasts were nice, and plump and I had killer legs that I got from my mom. Other then that I was pretty plain. My cheekbones were too high, and my hair did nothing to help the heart shape of my face.

However, I guess I had nice curves. Nothing that could match a super model but they were nice for my average height of 5'6''. However, I had no hand eye coordination, so sports were out. I didn't have a temper so people weren't scared of me. This resulted in the more bitchy girls to mess with Natalie and me at times when Nicks and Amanda weren't around.

I wasn't the smartest either. Don't get me wrong I was smart. I had straight A's in all my classes but I wasn't in advanced placements like Nat. People generally liked me, and I have had boyfriends before, but none of them were what I would call… lookers.

My only true talent was painting. I loved painting. It was my only true way of getting everything out, every emotion, and frustration I felt that I can't put into words. Every Saturday I get up early, at around 8 a.m., and go to my secret spot in the woods. It is by a small blue pond. The grass is green and the trees around it help to keep it drier. It always made me feel so peaceful and at ease. I would paint for hours until it was time to head home, at around noon to hang out. The only people who know where it is are the girls. That is only because they followed me one day. Fortunately they leave me only and allow me to do my art.

I grabbed my book bag and we all ran down stairs and into the kitchen. I saw a note on the refrigerator from my mom.

Kim,

Sorry, but your dad and me have to work late tonight. Dinner is in the freezer, just put it in the oven. If the girls want to sped the night that's fine but make sure to do your homework.

Love, Mom

I grabbed the note crumbling it up and throwing it in the trash, grabbing an apple and throwing on my raincoat as I ran outside into the drizzling rain. None of us had a car until we proved to our parents that we were mature enough to handle that responsibility. '

I would always roll my eyes and scuff at them when that gave me that lame excuse. I was one of the most mature people… ok that was a lie, but Nat and Amanda were very mature for their ages. I was pulled out of my thoughts as Amanda jumped on my back. Ok, so made we did need more time to grow up.

"Ride Horsy! Ride!" She screamed moving her small arm is a fast circle above her head. I looked over to see Nicole doing the same thing to poor Nat. It made me laugh as I saw Natalie glasses hanging loose on her small nose and trying to keep Nicks long legs from kicking her in the face.

"Ow!" I screamed as Amanda whacked me hard in the butt. "Stop that hurts you bitch!" I yelled as she keeps hitting all the while screaming at me to start running.

"Go Horsy! Go! You can do it!" She yelled still hitting my butt. Eventually the pain won over and I started running. Amanda lifted her arm and started to wave it in a circle again, acting like a psychotic cowboy. I looked over as I tried to keep upright too see Nicole smacking Nat's butt and waving her arm in the air.

We must have looked totally ridiculous because every so often I would see some of the adults driving by laughing at us.

"Faster! Faster!" I heard Nicks scream. "Were almost there! Keep your little legs moving!" She said giving Nat another hard hit on the butt. I could feel the sweat coming down my face as we reached the entrance too our school. The minute my foot touching the black pavement I dropped Amanda and fell to the ground.

I looked over too see Nat had done the same thing. "Why have you two done this to us? We have never done anything except love you like sisters." I said crawling away from them.

My breathing was starting to return to normal but my legs still hurt like a mother. I looked behind me too see Amanda and Nicole hunched over holding their stomachs as they laughed at us. Nat had gotten up and was now checking her pulse. Amanda turned to me to see I was crawling away and got an evil look on her face.

I turned away from her and started to crawl faster, dragging my book bag with me trying to get away from their madness. All of a sudden I felt a weight on my back and I collapsed to the ground.

"Where do you think your going?" Amanda said with amusement in her voice. "You will never escape my wrath, mwhahahahaha!" She said throwing her head back and holding her mouth making her look even more stupid then she already did.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!" I yelled shaking my head in a wild fashion. All of a sudden I heard two loud booming laughs. I turned my head to see Paul Sigo, and to my horror Jared Till. Both of them were looking at us with pure amusement in their dark brown eyes. I blushed scarlet as Amanda got off and helped me off the cold, hard pavement.

Jared Till

One of the hottest, and most sought after guys at school. Him and Paul were the football teams leading scores. With that came hard abs, popularity, and the adoration of every teacher in the school. That was the same with Nicks too. Teachers in this school love sports, so if you play sports and is good, then you are loved by them.

I pretty sure Jared used to like me when we were in first grade. No I'm positive he liked me. See it was recess and we were out side. Amanda, Nicks, Nat, and me were playing ball when Jared and a few of his friends came over. He grabbed the ball and took off running. His friends started to chase my friends and I took off after Jared.

He was taller then me so when I caught him he held the ball over his head laughing as I jumped repeatedly trying to get it. Finally, when he had enough laughs he gave me the ball. Before I could turn away he had grabbed my hand and gave me an innocent peck on the lips. He said that one day we were going to get married and live in a house of chocolate.

He smiled and then ran from me, I remember how I just stood there. It wasn't until my friends came over to me did I forget about it and we finished our game. After that he went right back to pulling my ponytail and stealing my snacks. Though, in class i would look over to him to see him smiling and staring at me.

It wasn't until middle school that Jared started to ignore me. Not on purpose, but we both just went to our social groups. He started to date the beautiful cheerleader. While I dated the smart book nerd. We still speck too each other, if you count a 'Hey', 'Do you have a pencil?' or my all time favorite 'Can I copy your homework.' The only reason we even say those things are because we sit next to each other in English class with Mr. Stevenson.

It was actually at the beginning of this year that I started to develop my own crush on him. On the fourth day of school a girl named Amber had tripped me and my stuff went flying. Her and her clones stood over me and laughed. As they walked away I looked up and i saw Jared picking up my things. He passed them to me and I blused scarlet as he asked if I was ok. I stuttered over my thanks and he nodded at me before running to football buddies. That's when i started to pay more attention to him.

I love the way he always pulled his black hair back in a ponytail… like most of the other boys at school. That doesn't matter he does it better. He always seems to be smiling despite the constant rain fall over our small res. Also how he is always kind to people, even the outcasts of the school. Yes, he still dates the dumb bimbos of the school, but of what i see he doesn't take advantage of them. In fact a few girls have started a bet seeing who can take his virginity first. Also the way when he is confused his entire face scrunches up. No, I'm not a stalker, but he isn't the smartest in English, in fact I think he is failing. So I see that confused face a lot. plus, in a small place like this everyone knows everyone.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Paul's deep voice. "I hope you realize that you guys look completely stupid." He said smirking at us. I looked over to Amanda who was glaring at him.

"Shut-up, unlike you we are actually able to have fun." Pulling her slender shoulders back and standing at her full height. Unfortunately for her Paul was a good head taller then her. He, like Jared, was very toned. He stood at 5'9'' making him much taller then all of us except for Nicks. His jaw locked and his lip pulled back over his straight white teeth. Paul had a nasty temper, and this made him and Amanda fight like cats and dogs, both trying to clam dominance over the other.

"Shut up you ugly bitch, before I make you." He said low, and mean. Before Amanda could speck it was Nicole that spoke up.

"Please Paul, you say that every time you two get in a fight and yet you have never done anything to her. Except make yourself look like a jackass in front of the entire student body." She said raising her shapely eyebrow. I giggled making Paul look over to me.

"What the hell are you laughing at?" He said turning his glare to me. I looked up at him and smiled. Surprisingly, I wasn't scared of Paul, probably because I had to deal with Amanda's temper that was much worse then his.

"Nothing, I just think it's funny how you and Amanda fight so much. Everyone knows that you two could have the cutest babies in the world." I said still smiling. Amanda turned to me with rage in her eyes, and Paul's mouth fell open in shock. Natalie and Nicole's both started giggling. I looked to Jared whose shoulders were shaking at what seemed to be repressed laughter. I turned away not wanting to keep staring.

Just as Amanda opened her mouth I took off running to the school. I looked behind me to see she was chasing me and I ran faster. I threw open the school's doors and ran faster because I could hear her yelling for me too turn and fight like a woman. I ran a little further before I turned to my Math room door and opened it running in.

I looked around seeing a bunch of people staring at me like I was crazy because i was hunched over trying to catch my breath... I am doing to much running this morning. I blushed and walked to the middle row and sat down at my seat. I pulled out my purple notebook, and binder getting ready for class in a few minutes.

I looked too the door to see Amanda staring at me with a promise of punishment the next time she got her hands on me. I smiled sweetly at her and waved. She pointed at me and ran her finger over her throat and turned around walking away. My eyes went wide, it wasn't until the doors opened up and Mr. Kings large form walked in did I finally come back.

Mr. King stood at 6'3''. He had blond hair and blue eyes. He was young at about 25 years old. He was an average teacher. He did get on my nerves at times. It always seemed as if he was giving certain students more privileges over others… mostly the girls. I remember when I asked for help he came over and placed a hand my shoulder sort of rubbing it. He kept smiling at me, and leaning o close for my taste. He was very attractive don't get me wrong but... he had this aurora about him that just gives me goosebumps.

The whole thing just freaked me out to no end. After I told the girls what he did all of them had murder in their eyes, even Natalie. So now all of us keep a closer eye on him. Mr. King turned to us and smiled showing his nice white teeth. He wrote the assignments on the board and moved to the side showing the class. Everyone groaned as we took a look at it.

Learning how to find slope-intercept form, and homework was three pages of grueling work… it was going to be a very long day, I could tell.

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A/N Hey everyone! I know that it has been a while since I said I would publish this story but I have been lazy. It wasn't until I started to write it did the words start to flow. Anyway review for me and tell me what you think. Do you like it? Should I work on something? Come one you know you want to!

These are the songs I listened to as I wrote this!

Lady GaGa- Love games

Lady GaGa – Boys, Boys, Boys

Katy Perry - Waking Up in Vegas

Katy Perry Hot 'n Cold

Katy Perry - If You Can Afford Me

Spiderbait – Calypso

Ingrid Michaelson - The way I am