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Chapter 18: Talking with Jazzykins

Previously~

"How did you know I was going to ask you to go on a walk with me?" He asked curiously, pulling me out of my thoughts of how I was going to make it up to Bonnie.

I gave him my signature smile, and said, "All in due time brother, all in due time."

He chuckled and shook his head.

Something tells me that this is going to be a long walk.

Jasper POV

"All in due time brother, all in due time," she said.

I chuckled and shook my head. She was so much like Damon, but she still had Stefan in her. She had Stefan's slight dark mahogany hair color, but Damon's slight waves in it. She had Stefan's understanding and compassion, but she also had Damon's snarky, sarcastic, badass attitude as well. Her eyes though, were her own. Inherited from Cecilia Salvatore herself. Her milk chocolate brown eyes made you weak in the knees and feel like you were falling with just one look. Just one look in her eyes and you couldn't help yourself, but be under her spell. Damon had his Uncle's black midnight eyes that held some sort of odd light in them from his mother's side, while Stefan inherited his father's vivid emerald green eyes.

"Jazz, yoo-hoo! Anybody home in there?" she asked playfully as she gently knocked her hand on the side of my head.

I swatted her hand away playfully, looking at her with mock annoyance.

"Ha, ha. You think you're so funny don't you?" I asked her.

She threw her head upwards, and laughed gleefully. I smiled at her laugh. It was beautiful, but it also had some child-like innocence in it. I'm guessing it came from her turning at such a young age (this explains why she sometimes acted as a child. Though she was changed at 16, she still held onto her inner-child).

"So where are we going?" I asked.

"I'm going to take you to a little meadow (not the meadow Edward took her to), so we can talk. There you can ask me anything you want to know about me."

I nodded, before she turned around to face me. "It's better if we run, so I hope you can keep up with me," she said with a smirk.

I raised an eyebrow at her. Surely she wasn't that fast. I put my arm out, which told her that she could lead the way.

She smiled before she dashed off into the woods. Damn, she was fast, way faster than Edward. I was about 5-6 yards behind her, and honestly I think that she was actually holding back her speed, which was astounding since I was using all of mine to try and catch up with her.

We ran for about a couple of more minutes before she stopped. Then I looked around me, and gasped.

We were in a beautiful meadow, which had a small waterfall at the end. In the meadow it had green lively grass that held such magnificent wild flowers.

"Pretty isn't it," Bell said, as she sat down. I sat down in front of a tree, and leaned onto the stump. I fixed my posture so that I was looking at her.

"Yeah, it is. How did find it?"

She shrugged. "I'm not quite that sure. I was going for a run, and I just found it."

"Oh," was all I could say.

Bella looked at me amusingly, " 'Oh,' is all you could say. Don't tell me that's the only reason why you wanted to talk to me?"

"Of course it isn't," I said.

She waved her hand, "Well then, ask away."

"Were you ever going to tell us about what you were?"

Bella nodded, "I was going to tell you the day Edward left."

I winced, as I felt the guilt of attacking her spread through my body. She continued, ignoring my wince.

"He told me that we were going for a walk, and that he wanted to tell me something. I was going to tell what I was at that moment, but then he told me they were leaving. He told me that he didn't want me, so I figured what was the point of telling him, if he was going to leave?"

I nodded, but I was still confused about something. "Why did you wait so long to tell us? Did you not trust us with your secret?"

"Of course I trusted you!" She exclaimed as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "I was just scared that you wouldn't accept me. I hunt animals, but Damon, Stefan-though it took us quite awhile to convince him- and I drink donated-blood to keep us stronger. I thought it would disgust you since I still drank human blood."

She looked so sad and ashamed that I couldn't help but pull her into my lap. I held her in my embrace as I gently rubbed her back. She put her head into the crook of my neck and closed her eyes, accepting my comfort.

"We may just drink animal blood, but we would have never judged you. We love you, and would do anything for you. You were a part of the family, probably the most important part of it. You held us together. When we left Forks, we were all so depressed," I said, meaning every word I had spoken.

She looked up at me, and rolled her eyes and snorted.

"Jazz, though you may have spoken in such a sincere voice how am I supposed to believe you. You left. You all left. Edward left. You left me without a single goodbye. You say I'm probably the most important part of your family, well that's complete bull since you left me," Angel said.

I frowned. " Bell, we didn't want to leave. Edward said it was best for you to not have us in your life. Edward said it was better not to say goodbye, since it'd be better to leave you with a clean break. We didn't want to harm you; I didn't want to, so we packed up and left."

Bella jumped out of my lap, and landed quietly on her feet. I could feel her anger and her facial expression frightened me a bit. "That's just it Jasper! When you were speaking, it was always what 'Edward said was best' or 'We thought it was best,' not once did you say or think that it was what I thought was best. It's my life, existence, so it's my decision. What you, Edward, or the other Cullens think what's best for me, and what I think is best for me are two damn DIFFERENT things."

I stayed silent. She was right. Not once did I ever think if this was what Bella actually wanted. I couldn't believe I was that stupid. If I was in her place, I would've been angry too.

I stared at her, begging her for forgiveness with my eyes. I couldn't find the words to say how sorry I was.

I felt her anger die down as she calmly sat down on the ground in front of me. Neither of us spoke. We just sat down staring at each other. She made the first move. She grabbed her can of root beer and drank.

"The only good thing I got when you left me was finding Damon and Stefan, the others, and Jeremy," she said quietly, not looking at me.

My curiosity picked up after she spoke Jeremy's name. "Speaking of Jeremy, will you tell me about your relationship with him. I can't feel your emotions for some reason, but I see the way you look at each other. Bella, is Jeremy your mate?"

Bella smiled softly at me, before she shook her head. "No, he's not my mate. He imprinted on me."

"Imprinted? But vampires can't imprint," I said incredulously.

"Well our relationship is very rare. It's sort of like how a werewolf imprint, but instead replace the werewolf with a vampire. The same rules apply except were not soul mates. I call him my warrior, which is exactly what he is. He's very protective and he can sense if something or someone is a danger to me. Jeremy can also sense my feelings, feels if I'm in danger, and can also track me anywhere in the world. Also I tell him something; he can't ignore it. Also, I can do the same things Jeremy can do. Our bond goes both ways. We can also talk in their minds. All we need to do is just the think the thought directly to one another. The only way to break our bond is to kill one or the other," the last part she said with a shiver.

"Which would never happen," she said with a deep fire burning in her eyes. I would feel pity for anyone who had to come across her when she was like that.

"Of course it wouldn't" I said reassuringly, though I had to admit, I was slightly scared. Angel or not, Bella could be scary as hell when she wanted to be.

"So what powers do you have?" I said to change the subject.

She smiled me at me in thanks before she looked at me with mock hesitance. "Hmmm, I don't know if I should tell you."

I decided to play along. I pouted, widen my eyes, and linked my fingers together. "Awwww come on Bella, will you please tell me? Pretty please with a cherry on top?"

She laughed at my expression. "Well okay. Well I can compel people to do my every whim. I can take away their memories, put false memories, or mix their memories up. I can also use mind control, but to me it's the same as compulsion. I can read people's thoughts and place my thoughts in their minds. I can also look into a person's eyes and know their past, thoughts, and feelings. But I can turn that power off and on. I can also change my scent to my human scent or my normal scent. This is why my blood called to Edward because it was my human scent. I have a mental and physical shield and teleport. And since I am the blood sister of Damon and Stefan I can read or send them thoughts without a limited distance. That's pretty much it," I explained.

"Is that it because we have to get back to school?" She asked me.

"NO! Of course I still have more questions, but I'll guess I can wait until later."

"One more thing though," I said while I got up.

"What is it now Jazzykins?" she said exasperatedly.

"Can I tell my family the information you told me?" I asked hesitadly.

She thought about it for a moment before she slowly nodded. "I guess you can, I'll just tell you if I want you to keep it to yourself or not. Okay?"

"I can agree to that. One more thing," I said as I took her hand and picked her up off the floor.

She groaned and looked at me with one her eyebrows raised.

"Do you think you could ever forgive my family?"

"I don't Jazz. They hurt me a lot, and I'm really confused right now. For now, let's just see where the future takes us okay?"

I thought about what she said before nodding.

We ran in silence, and I bid her goodbye when we arrived at school just before the lunch bell rang.

Bella POV

We ran in silence, as I thought about what had occurred between Jasper and I. I said too much then what I had planned to say, but oh well. It's too late to take it back now.

I bid him goodbye, as I walked to biology. I groaned as I thought of what class would be like with Edward, and at the fury Jeremy and my brothers would show me when we were back at home.

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Here's the Summary- Bella finally gets over Edward leaving w/ the help of ben, jake, and angela. She realizes that forks has to many memories show she goes to mystic falls to live with her cousins (Jeremy and Elena). In mystic falls she meets damon salvatore. He is everything she hates about guys, but she can't seem to get him out of her mind. Damon, though he keeps denying it at first, starts to fall in love with bella. Will Damon deny his love, and can he help bella fully recover?