...He felt it all..

..or at least he thought that he did. Though, the moment was so real, it didn't feel like he was dreaming, actually, he didn't want it to be a dream. However due to his state it could be probable that he was hallucinating and that the things he felt were not real.

Such a divine experience he had...

Two gentle hands taking off his torn clothes from his deformed body as slowly as possible, as if trying not to deteriorate it even more than it already was. Warm water, as it engulfed his body, embracing him fully to the point where he felt he was going to die from the comfort and pleasure it was providing to his hurt frame. Soft sponge, massaging, cleaning his wounds, injuries caused by Akatsuki he was fighting seemed long ago... As the sponge worked its way up and down, soothingly, he tried to remember what he was fighting for, but failed to recall.

It was probably nothing important, because if it was, he surely would have remembered.

No, it didn't matter; the only thing that mattered now was the blissful feeling of warm water and her caring hands on his skin... Was it Sakura? He tried to recall the identity of the person who tended him, but yet again failed, it would seem that due to his deteriorating state his eyes refused to open, and even if he tried to open them it would been useless. Nevertheless he was sure that it was her. Who else would be so kind and gentle to do such thing for him, no one, not even his teammates cared so much.

Maybe, just maybe it was Karin, but it would be ridiculous for her to do it. He would admit he was surprised the day before his fight with Kisame that she told him she cared for him, even if it was only a little bit, she did care.

She was hid her feelings well, as she was always rude to him. He could have sworn on his life that the girl cared for no one except that Uchiha, but he had been proven wrong.

All the same it warmed his heart; maybe he wasn't that bad after all.

Even with her feelings for him she didn't have to do anything, but she still took his body from the place where Akatsuki left him to die, and carried him to his hideout... to Sakura...

He will never forget her noble act, and he will return the favor one way or another.

As for Sasuke and Yuugo... That's a whole different story.

Of course, The Uchiha was the one to leave him rotting in that forest and left, he didn't expect him to do anything else, but why did Yuugo leave, that was something which left him puzzled.

Yuugo was the person he thought that was going to carry him back home, not Karin... It would seem that he was terribly mistaken. And the other man was actually more on Sasuke's side than Karin was. Disappointment engulfed him. The team mate he respected the most had turned his back on him, because he was never his friend, just someone he was with because Sasuke ordered it.

After all it didn't matter team Hebi was at its end, and even if it wasn't he didn't want to spend any more time with those so called friends. If he was really honest, there was never a real team Hebi, it didn't exist, there was only Sasuke. Only he mattered, the rest were merely a group of people chosen to fulfill his need.

The more he thought about it, he was actually pathetic, stupid and weak for accepting Sasuke's offer in first place. He was ashamed for being a part of that team... But now after everything, he was finally free of that slavery, to spend time with his blossom, to live a life he wanted for so long, without anyone interfering in it..

Smiling to himself, he thought of how things now where not that bad, well if he ignores his current state that is. He was happy in arms of the girl he cared for, and who cared back… It was all falling in to place and for once it was the right place for him …

...life just couldn't be anymore better then it was recently for Uchiha Sasuke.

How can he object anyway? It was about time he got a little bit lucky. Right now he had everything he wanted; Servants, money, an entire nation to rule over, power, strength, but most importantly – soon he was going to have a woman of his dreams with whom he could finally complete his goal and revive his clan.

Things were fucking great.

He disposed himself of garbage; Suigetsu taken care of- by no other then their enemy Hoshigaki Kisame, Yuugo just did what he was ordered to do, and that annoying slut stayed behind with Suigetsu, probably still hoping that he will fulfill his promise to her … He refused the urge to roll his eyes when he thought of that obnoxious girl, who had nothing in mind except becoming Uchiha Sasuke's wife.

That girl should have known with as she was, would never be a decent Uchiha wife, she could never raise his heirs, let alone provide him with strong ones. It was a good thing that he got rid of her, leaving the path to him open wide, now he only needed to wait.. his reward will be immense. Patience was something that was a virtue in his family, so he had nothing to worry about.

But nevertheless, something seemed to be a little off to him. As he walked through the forest he couldn't help but snort at the sudden annoyance he felt.

Everything seemed to tick him off; Birds were singing too loud, trees were just too green and perfect, the path on which he was walking seemed to be too rock-less and too fucking straight.. He knew this feeling very well, soon he will be pissed off, big time!

In all this perfection he still found that small insignificant part that seemed to annoy him more than it should.

Although, he couldn't just brush away the excitement he felt and rush of adrenaline that coursed through his body at the thought of Sakura. Soon, Sakura will once again be his, to touch, to possess; she was the last thing he needed to complete his goal.

Love? He was sure he didn't feel any towards her, but it wasn't necessary for him to love her so he could obtain his goal, feelings were foolish, he learned that the hard way.

She had every thing he needed to become his tool in providing him the heir he so much wanted. Now that Suigetsu was taken care of, even if he was only bed bound,Sasuke was sure going to get his cherry blossom back. Sakura would be with him, he had no doubts, he just had to remind her of the feelings she once had towards him and everything will be fine.

He will take her every day for the rest of his life….

She will beg for more, scream his name, claw at his back, bruising the skin, and she will ask for more.. He will make sure of that.

…. thud, thud, thud, thud... Frowning a bit he huffed as even his own footsteps irritated him..

Uchiha Sakura...

As he stopped abruptly, he looked up at the sky, Sharingan blazing as he gazed at the clouds...

It sounded good, the more he thought about it, it suited her perfectly.

Closing his eyes, he pictured her face as lively as he could.

….

Thud

…

Thud

…

Thud...

...Yeah, everything will be alright...

It took him two days to recover, if only slightly, but nevertheless he was happy to be even alive after that fight. He was right, as he guessed, Sakura was the one who healed him and nursed back into, more or less a normal state. She was healing him non stop since Karin brought him back, fed him, washed him, she was practically doing everything for him, just so he could get better.

So now, when he finally was, he was going to return the favour.

He will be honest, he never actually had to return any favors in his life, because no one did him any, so he was really clueless what should one do, to return something like favor back. When it came to Suigetsu, he was a quite simple creature, he didn't know much, only the things necessary to survive. That's why, at first, he was having a problem deciding how to repay her back, but in the end, he just went with the only thing he knew pretty well.

The thing she actually craved for and had herself asked for it, the easiest thing a women possibly could ask for….

Sex…

He was longing for her; a day without her by his side seemed to pass like a week, it tortured him immensely ever since he left her and took off with team Hebi.

Sakura was always there in his mind, though would never admit it out loud, he knew that it was the truth. It looked like she felt the same as him, he could just see her eyes as she looked at him, feel it in her hands as they 'healed' him, moving all over his chest, taking more time than she needed to heal him.

Since the day he was brought back he could see it in her eyes feel it in her hands she was starting to get hungry for him, for his body for what he could give her.

She tried to avoid succumbing to her wish, her need, it was actually very funny to watch her struggle with her urge, while having to take care of his wounds, he was fairly amused..

But that was double-edged sword, for every time he saw her in that state, he would go crazy himself..

Eyes half lidded, hazy, her breath coming out in soft pants, hands cheeky and needy just as they were the first time he took her, arousal was so evident that even a fool could notice her clench her legs now and then, she was just beautiful…

Now, after two days when he was feeling much better, he was going to give her what she craved for, he was willing to swallow his pride and to give her anything she wanted.

Afterwards, the conversation was inevitable. They had to decide what to do from this point on, no turning back. They needed to sort things out, as what is important to them and what not, is there any point into moving on at all..

He was the one who was happy just the way everything was, he could proceed without further discussion, but the whole speech was essential for her, it was required in order to give her peace, so she could finally be happy.

So they silently agreed that relief was something with top priority, mutual release will bring them slight serenity, and was much necessary.

Fifteen minutes passed since she left him alone in their chamber, he was sitting on the bed, waiting.. The sharp echo of her high heels pierced his ears, her perfume lingered in the air, it chocked him in good way, making him impossibly harder then he was..

Her hand was at the doorknob, opening it slowly, tantalizingly…

He watched her carefully as she entered their dark, private chambers from where he sat on the bed. He could see her walking gracefully towards him, her look- full of lust told him how much she wanted him, needed him to take her again.

In couple of moments he will.. a long time had passed, too long without any sexual touch on his body, he will have her young, beautiful, tight body in his bed, writhing, twisting, shivering and begging him for release. Gulping slowly he tore his eyes away from hers just to admire her body. She was dressed exquisitely erotic tonight, with short black dress and her high heeled boots, she was just breathtaking, it made him chew his lower lip with anticipation.

The dress was simple, it had a modest cleavage and it ended somewhere above her knees, a little bit too closed for his taste, but rather erotic was the fact that it managed to brace very little curve on her body, he could actually see her nipples poking through the dress, and her legs shivering, waiting for his touch.

"Come" his rasped command made her move instantly towards the bed. He couldn't wait any longer, he barely went through just a few days without having her and now that he has that opportunity, he will embrace it fully.

She still had her same habit when she was hot. She rubbed her thighs so hard together that it always resulted with a dark bruises.

When she was now in front of him, he slowly wrapped his arms around her already quivering body and brought her to sit in his lap, turned fully towards him.

She gasped as soon as his erection hit her wet folds, wanting so badly to take it and just push it deep into her. But knowing Suigetsu, she will have to wait until he has his fun.

Immediately putting his arms in her hair, he started kissing her passionately.

His tongue entered her mouth without any permission and started massaging her own. Hearing her gasp and moan in his mouth made him smirk, he couldn't help not to wonder will she scream if he started chewing on her lip with his canine teeth. She started rubbing herself against his erection, feeling his hardness, he just knew what she wanted.

To be the dominant one tonight. But he will not let her as he never did, ever since their silly affair begun. He was the one in charged, only him. In the end he was sure that she loved his dominance, it turned her on more then anything else, even if she felt disappointed because she didn't have her way.

Opening her little pink mouth wider, she engulfed his tongue completely with her own and started sucking on it gently, shyly.

Groaning he tugged her hair slightly while grasping her cheeky hips tight with his other hand, she wanted so badly to come that she couldn't stop rolling her hips against his own..

Opening his eyes slightly, he saw her kissing him, her eyes shut, her cheeks had a cute shade of pink coloring them, making her all the more pretty. Tearing his mouth away from her greedy ones he proceeded to her throat, making a wet path from her jaw to her neckline with his tongue.

"Suigetsu" whispering she grasped his hair tight, while throwing her head back. He was sucking on her nipple through her dress, she could just sense his tongue flicking her nipple and pulling on it with his canine, with brutal force.

Heat rushed through her body to her wet sex, making it impossible for her to bear any further teasing. It hurt, it hurt her like a bitch, her nipple screamed in pain, but at the same time it sent pleasurable jolts through her body, to her very core, making her completely ignore the pain, instead to focus to the heat. Clawing at his naked back, she heard him groan yet again deep from his throat. He grounded her moist cravice against his clothed member, cursing all the clothes that stopped him from having her completely.

Making her stop with her actions, he removed his mouth from her erected nipple and made her to stand up so she was in front of him again. She could just see his saliva on her dress, glistening beautifully, making her moan in pleasure.

She gave him a puzzled look, as he let his arms fall by his side.

"Undress yourself " His eyes roamed all over her, as he huskily whispered the words to her, she just smiled at him and begun fulfilling his orders. After all she was his obedient little girl..

Moving to the center of the room, she started to sensually move her hips. The little circles that she made with her hips made him shift on the bed uncomfortably as his aching length twitched couple of times.

Shoulder straps of her dress fell down as she cut them with her chakra . She peeled the rest of the dress down, leaving herself bare and vulnerable in front of him.

His eyes widened slowly. She didn't even have any panties, nothing, just her toned, well sculptured naked body in all her glory. Just for him to take, to enjoy..

"Do you like what you see?"

What a stupid question. He saw her naked a hundred times and he was fascinated, his fully hard member told her that every time she saw him, not just now. But when he thinks about it better, this was the first time she asked him something like that. Strange...

"You're beautiful" Saying that, he motioned at her to come to him. She accepted his invitation eagerly with a smile as she rushed towards his form.

He licked his lips, impatiently waiting to taste her sweetness, but she had other plans.

Getting on her knees in front of him, she gently cupped his member through his pants, extracting a small groan out of him. He watched her, his violet eyes dilated from pleasure, all due to his excitement and lust he felt. She unzipped his dark pants slowly and pushed his black briefs down, but not too much, she obviously wanted him to be still in his clothes.

Shuddering as her small hand took his member, he memorized every curve of her beautiful body, every motion she made with her hands, head, every tress that fell over her green eyes.

She started stroking him in slow, shallow strokes, letting her tongue lap teasingly on his hard member, licking as much of his precum as she could. Grunting, he let his fingers to tangle in her pink tresses, holding her securely and making her to take him more deeply inside of her hot mouth. She obeyed without any hesitation at all, taking him as deep as her throat allowed her to. He groaned from pure pleasure when she engulfed his whole member; Looking down at her pretty jade eyes, he couldn't help not to be mesmerized by them. He won't brag, he was big; All of his ' woman' pointed that out, as she did, but it never stopped her from taking him deep to the back of her throat, with the cute gasps she made cause of the lack of air.

She stroked his balls fully, smearing her saliva all over them, making them slick and wet.

He felt that he was getting so near his release, but he didn't want to come just yet. They just started, whole night is for them to do whatever they please. After all, he wanted for her to come first.

"Sakura, stop. I'm close" He spoke in a voice barely above whisper, which made her pussy clench in anticipation. She couldn't wait to feel him, large and hard, inside of her tight passage, taking him deep to her uterus.

He tugged her hair little harder when he noticed that she continued her sucking. She was even more demanding of him then she was usually. Well if she wanted for him to spill his seed in her mouth, he will let himself go and hard too.

He was dying for a release for days and now he supposed that he could let it all go. To let go all of his frustration, worries and exhaustion in her mouth for her to swallow it all, like she always did. She did everything like a pro, teasing his head slowly, then licking around his dick feeling the veins over it, then sucking his balls until he moaned as loud as he could, to the point when she became aggressive when he could feel her teeth grazing his member as she went up and down faster and faster.

Sensing his balls becoming tighter, he finally felt his seed to come out, as his dick twitched a couple of times, spurting his seed in her tight throat ,while she swallowed everything.

"S..Sakura" he let himself to moan her name after so much time, looking at her trembling naked form on the floor in front of him as she coughed little of his sperm out. It was probably too much for her to take it all, but she never objected anything. She even continued licking the rest of the seed over his member until he was hard again.

Taking her by her arm, he yanked her up to sit in his lap, now letting his still hard member to tease her swollen folds. Her clit was so swollen, she was so wet, so responsive that he couldn't take it anymore and plunged right into her without any preparation whatsoever.

She gasped loudly as he pumped in and out of her in slow and circling motions. His tongue played with her nipple as his thumb found her engorged pearl between her legs. She rolled her eyes at the back of her head in sheer pleasure.

He was her best and only fuck ever, a sex god trapped in human body.

Trying to match his hard thrusts she rolled her hips against his, making him go deeper then he already was, punching straight into to the entrance of her uterus. Hearing him moan against her nipple, she couldn't hide her smirk.

She was satisfied with herself. Yes, he wasn't exactly her knight in shiny armor, nor was he gentle or loving lover, but at least she was sure that he was hers, just like she was his and no one will ever be able to change that fact.

He tugged hard on her clit when he heard her moans becoming more huskier and her hips starting to speed up. It showed instant results, for she slammed herself on his dick as hard as she could all the way and moaned brokenly. He felt her squeezing onto his dick hard, clenching her tight walls uncontrollably around him and when he heard her calling his name he had to come too, spurting his seed deep inside of her.

She was first able to catch her breath, but that didn't stop her from showing him that she was ready for more when she rolled her hips once again hard against his. He groaned like animal from pleasure.

"Shit, you're so insatiable" chuckling lightly in her ear, she moaned sensing his member twitch inside of her. He hit all the right spots inside, his veins rubbed against her walls so deliciously, she couldn't bear much teasing, she had to have him again, pounding mercilessly inside of her, as she clawed his back harshly.

But why in hell wasn't he moving?

Pulling away from his tight embrace, she looked at his eyes as if questioning him.

He simply showed her one of his smirk showing his canine and rolled her beneath him..

With a dry look on her face she smiled sarcastically at him.

"I forgot you like being on top, how un thoughtful of me." Still smirking he latched one of her erected nipple in his mouth, sucking on it gently. She trashed her head hard against the mattress; She loved when he drove her mad with his gentle teasing, but not for too long..

Suddenly, she found herself moved from the center of the bed to the bed post, and in very strange position. She was on her back, with her legs hanging in the air, being held by him just above the bedpost and with her head near his legs,her ass being held by his large hands towards him, but what was particularly interesting is that she could actually see her most intimate parts in that pose, even though he didn't intend to just look at her . She was about to ask him what was he up to, but she stopped herself when she partially realized what was he doing.

"Suigetsu.. are you.. are you going to fuck me in this position?"

Swiftly and with one move he entered her as deep as he could go, pushing straight into her cervix. Her eyes rolled at the back of her head as she shuddered from pain and pleasure as broken moan erupted from deep within her. He closed his eyes tightly and groaned at the sensation with her pulling on his member, surrounding him so tightly, but he refrained from further moving, wanting to savor every moment he spent in her. She felt so fucking good, he could die right there; He could swear that she was high on lust almost exactly as he was, if not more.

"Suigetsu,move, please... I-.. I can't bear it anymore without you taking me."

Looking down at her, he almost came right there and then from the sight he saw. It was just fucking erotic, to see her spread wide open for him, so willing and submissive, it was just too much for him.

He moved gently inside of her, while looking at her beautiful face, her eyes were closed tightly in pleasure as she moaned brokenly for him..

She was just breathtaking; He still couldn't remember what to deserve her, to have her whole body just for his pleasure, to have her wrapped around his manhood so tightly, squeezing him like crazy. He didn't know about tomorrow, he never did when he was with her, but now, he knew that she was his and he would be damned to let her go away from him.

He changed the position after few minutes, into classical, missionary.

Taking her hand in his, he grasped it tightly as pleasure became too intense; The position they were in resembled like they were making love, but right now, neither of them seemed to care about it.

They moved slowly in sync, trying desperately to reach the peak, but on the other side it seemed that neither of them wanted this feeling to end.

He savored every breath, every moan or shake she gave out for him, like it was his last.

"Sakura" he breathed out - " open your eyes, koi'. His sudden command made an immediate respond out of her, as she slowly opened her eyes and looked straight into his. Shivers ran across his whole body at the strong emotions her eyes were reflecting, he just couldn't ignore it anymore.

Denying the weak part of soul and heart was something that he just couldn't bear any more, not with her having her heart now on a plate before him.

Sakura realized that what they were doing currently was beyond the raw sex they began with..no.. this was now something beyond them, this was their love in action. She actually never wanted for this feeling to disappear, she wanted to slow down a bit more and to enjoy him fully like it was their last night together.

Both of them felt release coming closer, trying to engulf their whole being into wonderful bliss. Suigetsu felt her squeezing with more intensity, slowly pulling him closer and closer to his peak. He changed the pace to faster level, wanting for her to reach the same peak with him, but found himself unable to hold on as he abruptly spilled his seed deep into her womb. He was coming long and hard, he felt like he never came like that in his life.

She sensed it as always, his hot sperm going deep into her body, his convulsing body with look of pure satisfaction and happiness. With his eyes tightly closed, head slightly pulled back chewing with his fang his lower lip, he made her fall into same heaven he was in. Her whole body shivered beneath him in shear pleasure as he was still desperately moving inside of her, trying to prolong the intensity.

For some time they were just lying there in each others arms tightly embraced,listening the two heartbeats beating calmly, enjoying their time together , but inside they both knew that they had to talk, it was necessary if they are to make any progress.

Suigetsu moved slightly away from her grasp, while ignoring the urge to succumb to her very being, and crossed his legs besides her while resting his head on his hand; He was tired as hell, but this needed to happen sooner or later.

Still very worn out from her orgasm, she hazily opened her eyes to look at those purple ones which captivated her every time she looked at them.

Even after so much time passed he was still having the same affect on her.

"Sakura.. we need to talk." He was the first one to start, even with that foolish sentence, but it was enough to make a point.

Seriousness in his voice startled her for a brief second, he almost never used that kind of voice, not even when punished. Gathering all her strength , she quickly composed and joined the conversation.

"I know, there is lot to tell, lot to explain.. and if you don't mind I would like to start first.".

Simple nod of his head was enough for her to begin, and there she went, relying on her emotions for the first time after so many years which will bring her all or nothing.

"Suigetsu.. I.. I love you" …

she didn't want to seek look on that beautiful face, no, she just closed her eyes enjoying the very feeling of those word coming out of her mouth and the priceless love she felt towards him.

It wasn't something he didn't expect to hear, on the contrary – he knew that she was going to mention it in conversation, because he was sure that she felt it honestly.. but he didn't expect the fact that she was going to say it now.. at the very beginning.

She noticed his sudden reaction which hurt her a bit, she didn't know what was he feeling towards her in reality, all she knew was the he felt something but wasn't sure exactly what.

Lowering her head from his penetrating look, she decided to tell him everything that was in her heart, suffocating her all this time. Finally she was going to be free, to be able to confess her emotions to the one she loved.

"I know why am I here, why was I brought here in the first place. To serve your every wish, to be used and tossed aside for you to watch me as a lifeless doll. And I want you to know that I am okay with it." As she finished, he visibly flinched by her words, for one, he knew she was right. But he couldn't help not to wonder of how could she be possibly okay with something like that. He always did wonder that, ever since she came to him.

"I was glad, no, not glad, I was happy for being something to someone for the first time in so many years. At first I really didn't feel much towards you besides of admiration and attraction. It was mutual, that deadly attraction, sick, perverted.. we just couldn't keep our hands off each other, we were constantly pulled towards each other like some magnetic force. And I should have known that it was going to end like this sooner or later." Sakura's eyes were still cast downward, and even so he knew that it was full of sorrow, despair. Everything she said was true, memories were there to prove it all, memories of dark and twisted feelings they shared for one another couldn't just leave their tortured minds. After knowing all this himself, why was he feeling sudden guilt eating his heart.

"We feasted on each other bodies, souls, learning everything there is to learn about eachother, yet still we got lost at the end when emotions got through our impenetrable walls which we put up in the first place, for being afraid of this to happen." Word by word she was making him feel worse then he knew was possible, she hit right in the sore spot, but still he couldn't make himself to deny it. She was right, they both got tangled up in something that they just couldn't untangle.

Memories were so lively coming back in front of his eyes now, of her in his sheets as he mercilessly drove her while listening to the bed banging in the wall. She screamed so beautifully for him, every single time, she never asked for him to stop, never.. just urging him to continue, to make her come, to make her feel alive again.

Sighing, he ran a hand through his messy hair, trying to compose himself, this wasn't the time to think about that.

She had paused, as if she was thinking about the same thing he did. Just a mere thought of that brought his long forgotten erection back to life, fighting against the confines of his trousers.

"I know that for sure you love me in some way, is it love for torturing me, or is it a real love like a man should love a woman, I don't know,but I know one thing for sure..

…Your love has me trapped.. I cannot move, I cannot breathe, I cannot sleep. It has me like a bird in a cage wishing for freedom, depending only on his captor for everything.."

Suigetsu started to feel then and there like he had huge stone in his heart, wanting nothing more then to finish him.

She was telling him what she truly felt, she was giving him short synopsis of everything she endured all this time with him, and it hurt him to the point where he could no longer breathe.

"I felt like that ever since you brought me here, I felt everything on my skin, every beating, every curse or brutal fuck, I felt it.. but... I want you to know one thing..

…

I don't want to be let go...!"

That was the point when he widened his eyes at her words, unable to utter a single word back, she had him speechless sitting besides her listening and watching her tremble while pouring out last of her emotions.

On the other hand, her eyes were closed tight, she was suffocating herself with tears, yelling the rest she felt so long in her heart.

" Please don't ever set me free!" ..

In a second he was there, hugging her trembling form as tight as he could, lone tear rushed across his cheek, he wanted to cry too, but it was not the time.. how, how could this gentle girl feel like she felt, how could she be wanting something like that. He couldn't, no, he mustn't be any other then he already was..

He was about to let her leave, to listen of what she had to say and to set her free.

She couldn't spend anymore time with the demon he was, but he didn't count on her actually wanting to stay... no..

She gently pressed her hand against his chest to move him away for a bit. Her eyes were so beautifully locked against his, not single trace of lie could be seen in them, just pure innocent truth.

"You are my jailor, as I am your slave. I am yours forever. Until I go to my grave I want to be near.. please, don't leave..."

He continued to watch her relentlessly, savoring every word she said, it was something too precious, too beautiful for him to receive, and yet he did.

She confessed it all to him…

Sighing, he moved slightly away from her. This was hard, showing emotions was too hard for him, and even if she knew that, she was asking for it, perhaps unintentionally, but she did.

Loudly exhaling he searched for the right words to start with, but failed to find any. Was it due to his tiredness, was it due to his inexperience when it came to such things, he didn't know.

He decided to just be himself, so he just went with it.

"Sakura.. I – I cannot promise you anything." Hearing him speak made her widen her eyes at him, surprised by his sudden words. Her attention was all set on him, absorbing his every word, every move.

"I don't know how we came to this anyways, and I certainly don't have a clue for what will come next. We entangled in something from which we can't get out, this is an unknown territory for both of us, it is natural thing that we don't know how to act in this situation."

"I don't know what I feel..is it love, is it lust, who can tell…"

"but I do know one thing."

"You shimmer, your voice is like honey, it hits me like acid flowing through my brain.. leaving me speechless, sometimes I want to break you apart, to kill you, strangle you and leave you. Sometimes I want to cradle you in my arms, to embrace you and the feeling you provoke inside of me and to never leave you. Most of the times however, I don't know what to do with you, so I just hurt you, I show just what I find acceptable so you don't find me after a while, I return back to you, regret engulfs me, leaving me confused and without a choice, so I come back hoping you will once again accept me and let me do it all again."

She knew perfectly what he wanted to say, what was he describing now, it was something that he was always doing, but now she knew the reason. He was confused after all..

"It would be all different, but you just had to accept it like it was, and waited for me with open arms, even after I …"

He couldn't continue; he was torn apart, million things went through his mind, every single one making him feel like complete fool, eating him alive. How could she speak to him after everything, how could she look at him with love in her eyes after constant beatings, humiliations, after not giving her a portion of what she deserved… she really was his angel.

She saw the battle in his eyes, clearly he didn't know how to express himself, what to say, what to do, showing emotions so openly wasn't his thing.

But if they wanted to move on from the point where they were stuck, conversation was necessary.

Sighing, she looked away from him. Conversation wasn't her forte either. Ever since elementary school she was teased that she was too stupid to speak open mindedly, so she had to stay silent for most of the times.

Even her best friend mocked her by always silencing her when she was about to speak, saying that if she didn't have anything smart to say, she should just shut up.

So she decided that it was for the best just to stay silent and to observe. That's way she was so withdrawn and wasn't most popular among people.

If she didn't know him as well as she did, she would say that the same happened to him. But it didn't..

It appeared to be the same, but it was oh so different.

Of course, he didn't have the luxury as she did to be able to go to school and such. The Friends and childhood he had, didn't allow him to be free, society was too harsh, system was too corrupted, so that free speech was out of the question. He just kept to himself everything he had in mind, leaving other people marking him as 'the silent one' . Nobody knew that he was actually rather smart, he didn't tell anyone what were his hobbies, what he liked/disliked, anyone instead people he choose to be trustful enough for him to open up.

The funny thing was that he never came across such person. There was no one, not even his teammates, who knew such things in his life besides her. That's why she was not surprised that he found it hard to express himself.

Excruciating silence filled the room, as they struggled to find the right words for expressing themselves.

Her eyes searched for his in hope he will speak again, anything will suffice just to break the silence. His heart was thumping wildly in his chest threatening to burst out,his hands were sweaty and he felt like he was about to pass out.

This conversation was starting to take it's toll on him, and it just needed to know, he had to tell her what was in his chest, in his heart, so she would understand what she really represented in his life.. how much he needed her to be with him, for if she left him now, loneliness would surely kill him.

"I crumble before you, do you see what you make me do, how you make me feel?"

He was looking at his sweaty hands whole time, unable to dignify her with his look, unable to transform every feeling into words, to do anything, so she wouldn't leave.

"I see Suigetsu! You don't have to justify yourself before me, I know."

He shook his head for no, angrily, thinking how she actually didn't have a clue of what was he trying to say to her. She thought that she knew, but in reality she wasn't aware at all of his true he didn't know how far his love towards her reached, then how could she know?

"No, no, no, no, NO!."

On pure instinct she backed away from him as he started yelling at her, not in fear,but in hurt from being denied.

He jumped out of the bed, starting furiously to pace across the small room trying to figure out what did he really want. Did he wanted her besides him- yes, did he wanted for her to be unhappy –no, but if he wanted the first, the second was inevitable. 'Fuck, why is this so hard!' His mind screamed at him, as she was now pressed against the bedpost, looking at him, being utterly confused.

"Suigetsu, please.." She begged, but didn't know what for..

"Please what, Sakura? Do you want me to leave you?! Do you want me to fuck you? Please, what?!" Completely loosing himself, he once again shifted to his old protective self.

"Please tell me to stay.. tell me that you want me near you… I will accept anything just to be beside you! You don't have to open yourself anymore then you already did, it is enough.. Just let me be here, I will be your toy, I will be your strength, your reason to live, anything."

He abruptly stopped while listening to her words, his front faced the wall, emotions now hidden deep within him.

"But you will also be my weakness…"

The words were whispered but she heard them perfectly, feeling a harsh stab in her chest threatening to finish her right then and there.

She couldn't breathe, the words he said kept rolling in her mind as she tried to understand them as best as she could.

"Do you know how much is that unacceptable for me?" Clenching his hands in fists, he, himself, couldn't believe what was he saying. That he was actually just pushing her more away, as he was trying to bring her closer. This whole dialogue was about making her aware of his emotions, but instead of that, it went in totally different path.

He chuckled to himself; After all, he wasn't prepared for this kind of obligation. Who was he cheating, this wasn't him, he cannot open like that, not now, not ever.

Strolling over to her trembling form, he quickly took her arm and pressed her against him, as she squeaked, taking her by surprise. Seconds passed, as she found him kissing the life out of her, feeling every emotion being poured into that one simple kiss. Their tongues rolled against each other, breath quickened, leaving them completely lost into that kiss, into that hug.

After couple of minutes, he was the first one to break apart, currently hovering just barely over her pink lips,taking in the air he lost during the kiss.

She was still lost, lost in his scent, in his hug, she couldn't see or hear anything except of him. Just what she always wanted, only him..

"Do you feel my heart racing for you? I cannot explain myself anymore then that kiss did…So that will have to be enough for you Sakura to understand what I was trying to say to you all this time." He held her hand on his chest, even if his mind screamed at him to push her away, he decided against it, letting her just barely to get to him.

Tears were gushing out of her eyes, across her cheek, at his words. This was something that she never expected to hear coming out of his mouth, and yet she did, just now.

"Sakura.. I am not used to this. If you stay, this will be the last time you hear something like this from me. Still, do you want to accept something like that?"

She nodded her head several times in hurry , as if once wouldn't be enough for him to understand.

"Yes! I am more then happy to accept even less from you, I- "

"You don't know what you're saying, damn it!" Harshly,he untangled himself from her hug, as if it burned his skin, intentionally interrupting her.

She was now choking in her tears, his constant refusal just seemed to make the pain in her chest intensify more and more.

"Do you know that Sasuke is on his way to get you?" Slowly, but clearly he asked her the question because of which she didn't know how to react.

Standing just a meter from her, he watched as her face changed from pain to furry. She got up from the bed and now stood before him, anger fully evident in her eyes, upon hearing that persons name.

"State your point!" She spat the words in his face, suddenly wanting to punch him because of the pain he was causing to her.

Once again, he took her by her elbow, but now there was nothing gentle in that grip, as he narrowed his eyes, brows furrowing.

"HE is coming to get you, to take you, to fuck you, to own you! That's my point."

"So that's what it is."

Jerking her arm away from his grasp, she brushed the tears out of her eyes, while composing herself. Now, she was finally aware of the actual problem in their situation, in fact, she was angry at herself for not noticing it earlier. Of course, he was the problem entire fucking time. Always him.

It was now his time to be confused, because in front of him was not Sakura he used to know.

"If that's so, you should have told me earlier."

He clenched his teeth in pure anger, frowning at her words, trying not to believe in her words.

"So you could go to him at last, is that what you wanted to say?!" Through gritted teeth he grunted at her, all of his instincts telling him to beat her, tie her up, to do anything just to stop her.

She merely shrugged with her shoulders, turning away from him, as she started to dress up.

"No. It's because so I could finally finish him, and end that chapter in our lives."

With that, she opened the front door for the first time in what seemed ages, and left him alone dumbfounded.

Ummmm, long time no see ppl. I hope you haven't deserted me. I try to make this faster, but at the same time I try to improve myself, so it's a little difficult to me.

Luckily, I have my beta for this story, JUS-CHAN, who is always there to help me,so you may thank her, for her hard work, as I am thankful. I don't know what would I do without her help.

This is not the end of the story.. there is more to it, maybe two to three more chapters, but can't say when will I update again. I hope that you will like this chapter, and if you do/don't I would like a review, where you can tell me your opinion.

I would also like to thank the people who reviewed so far, who stayed by my side, still not giving up on me.. so until next time... Andrea