"Allison, don't. I just can't do this anymore. I can't. It's over."

With that she walked away and left a stunned looking Allison standing in the middle of the lobby, just looking at her and watching as she left the hospital without the blonde.

How could this happen? How could I let this happen? Alisson wasn't even sure what happened. I lost her. How could I lose her? She just stood there, not moving an inch. She didn't cry, she just felt numb, marble. No, she wasn't breaking down but she also couldn't move from where she stood. Her reason for moving on was gone. She lost her.

When Cameron entered the locker room, she saw her girlfriend at her locker, already finishing for the day and changed from her lab coat to her leather jacket,sitting on a bench and staring off into space.

"Hey!" Remy turned around and saw her girlfriend smiling at her. Then she looked around to see if anyone else was in the room and when she saw that they were alone she answered with a simple "Hey babe!"

They were still in the closet. Allison couldn't bring herself to do it. She couldn't make their relationship official. No one in the hospital knew about them. Six months. Remy was tired of this. That wasn't what she is. She said she would give her time, but six months? Seriously, that's just freaking insane.

Allison walked over to her and smiled, leaning down to kiss her girlfriend. But instead of her lips she only met with her cheek. Remy had turned her head away, again staring off.

"Is everything ok, sweety?" Cameron was worried. Normally the brunette was lucky to see her after her shift and leave with her so that they can spend their evening together.

"Sure, just had a long day, let's go." With that Thirteen stood up and walked to the exit of the locker room but before she could get to the door, a hand was on her wrist, stopping her from going further. She turned around to look at the blonde but before she could say something she felt her girlfriend's lips on her own. It wasn't a soft kiss, it was demanding.

Soon the kiss ended and Allison stood there, smirking at her girl. "Better now?"

Remy didn't know what to say and where to put this so she settled for a simple "sure" again.

She felt Allison's hand was still on her wrist so she took it in her hand and interwined their fingers. Again she headed for the door and opened it, exiting the locker room. They walked down the empty hallway and took the elevator down to the lobby but as soon as they left the elevator and walked to the lobby, Allison took her hand from Remy's and put them in her jeans pockets.

As Remy noticed that she did it again, she stopped walking and when Allison turned around she looked at her in disbelief.

"Remy, what is it?"

"You're really asking me that? When will that ever be over?"

"What do you mean?"

Remy sighed. "Us hiding. I hate it. I want everyone to know that you are my girlfriend."

"You said you would give me time. I just need a little more, honey. Please." Allison looked at the brunette in front of her. She looked frustrated.

"Ally, six months is a lot of time. I don't want to hide anymore. No one knows and it's killing me."

"Oh come on, House knows anyway."

"Wrong, even House gave up the idea of us being together, he thinks we're just best friends. He says if we were together I would at some point eat you alive in the lobby. I wouldn't do this but he knows I wouldn't hide forever. And he's right."

"I don't say that it's forever, Remy. I'm just not ready for this, not yet. Please, let's go home. We can talk about it but not in the lobby. People are looking at us."

"Yeah, Allison they are. I don't fucking care. But that's your problem. You won't change. It's been six months. If you ever wanted to make this official you would have done that by now. This just doesn't have a future."

"Remy please, you know that I l-"

„Allison, don't. I just can't do this anymore. I can't. It's over."

Please review and tell me what you think about it. Just had this picture in my mind the last days and had to write it. Should I go on?