Zero lay on his bed, staring up at the ceiling in deep thought. It had been a while since he saw Yuki, almost six months now. So many thoughts circled his head when he started thinking about her, he wasn't sure if he still loved her the way he used to. She helped him through so much, and never left his side, despite that, he doubted it was real love. Looking at the situation clearly, she was like perfume being sprayed into the air: intoxicating and hypnotizing, a beautiful aroma, until erased by the fresh breeze of night.

Thoughts of Yuki led to thoughts of where she was, and who with. The only other person she COULD be with, "Kuran Kaname", Zero spit out with poison in his voice.

To Zero, the only good thing about Yuki leaving was that Kaname was leaving as well, and he wouldn't have to look at the pure blood he hated with every fiber of his being, or so he told himself.

Zero sat up as he tried to escape any memories involving Kaname, failing miserably, he remembered the day he left. He had been sad that Yuki was leaving, but was quite glad she would be taking Kuran with her. He watched from his bedroom window as they got into their car, filled with most of their belongings, and drove away.

That day, it was more painful watching kaname leave than Yuuki. She had meant everything to him, she was the one who gave each day its color, and without her, time would pass by in slow torment. He realized though, that although his days were now pale, he could still get by without her.

Zero sighed, feelings were ever changing, he didn't like it, it was frightening and he didn't know what to expect in the near future. His feelings for all the people (or vampires anyway), he knew, had changed, and although he hated to admit it, that included Kaname as well. Zero growled in frustration, "you hate that arrogant pure-blood, you hate him!". He managed to convince himself for a few seconds before his feelings wavered. Was it such a bad thing to admit his feelings for kaname? After all, it wasn't as if he'd have to face him again.