Me: YooH Minna-san ;) It's me, Ma-Chan ^^ The author that wrote "Do I Love Him?". To those who don't know me, helloo xD My second fanfic ;)

And like you can see, it's called; Love or Hate?

Things you need to know; No shugo charas here in this fanfic xP

Amu; 24 years.

Amu's Daughter; Sakura, 6 years old. (A/N; Couldn't find a better name .__.')

Ikuto; 24 years.

Ikuto's Son; Tomoya, 7 years old. (A/N; I like that name! x])

And... I'm gonna write in Amu's POV, THE MOST! Sometimes.. it's Sakura's. I won't write .:Sakura's POV:. when she thinks of something! I'm only gonna change to Ikuto and Amu's POV. You'll get it when it comes to the children, I promise ;D

And Amu doesn't work in this fanfic, can you imagine Amu work in a store? NO! xD She gets her money... somewhere O.o I don't know where xD

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Chapter One: New Neighbour.

"Nee mama~! Sa-Chan likes this!" My daughter, Sakura, said. She was holding a big T-Shirt with a print 'I Love My Mama!'. "Sa-Chan can sleep in this. It's so fuwa fuwa!" She had a wide smile on her cute face. (A/N; Fuwa Fuwa = Softy, Comfy xD)

"Sakura, didn't we go out to find you new shoes? But mama is happy that Sa-Chan loves mama." I smiled.

"But Sa-Chan wants this!" She hugged it. "I'm not letting it go!"

"Sakura, why are you so stubborn?" I poked my daugthers nose.

"Sa-Chan loves mama! That's why!"

I sighed.

"Fine, but mama is buying it 'cause mama loves you. 'Kay?"

"Yattaa~! Sakura loooves mama~!" She hugged me.

She wasn't longer than to my stomach.

I patted her head.

"Let's go and pay this T-Shirt so we can move on." I took her soft hands and pulled her to the cashier.

- NightTime -

"Sakura... why are you still sleeping with mama?" I turned on the night lamp.

"Since it's easier to fall asleep!" She smiled innocently.

"Moooh Sakura, you're 7 soon. Remember?"

But I secretly enjoyed sleeping with Sakura.

"Mama, stop complaining! Sa-Chan will sleep with mama until Sa-Chan's move out!"

"Ooohh, mama understand then. Mama can't go against sweet Sa-Chan. I almost forgot that."

"Jupp~!"

Sakura yawned.

"Mama, tell me more about papa." She rubbed her eye. "I want to know more."

"Haven't mama already told you?"

"But Sa-Chan can't sleep otherwise!"

"Okay.. let's see.. but try to fall asleep when I'm telling you things." I stroked my daughters cheek while memories flowed over me.

"Okay!" She closed her eyes.

"I met your daddy when mama was in collage. Papa was a teacher to mama. And mama and papa fell in love first sight. Papa was 22 when mama and papa met. Papa was the most wonderful person mama ever met. He was the most honest person in the whole earth. When mama graduated collage, that's when mama realised that mama was pregnant. With you, Sakura. Since papa loved mama, he proposed to mama. When mama and papa was engaged, mama couldn't get more happy. Mama had a wonderful fianceé and a baby on way. When Sa-Chan was born, papa was filled with happiness. All the work yearned and everything changed. Papa would stay awake a whole night watching you sleep, Sakura. He would get up in the middle of the night and feed you. Mama were a lazy person then.. but when 3 weeks passed... Kami-Sama needed papa in Heaven so he had to leave us.."

No answer.

I looked at Sakura. She was sleeping. I looked at her pink hair and her face. She got the face from me.

And her personality from... her father, Ookami Ryuu. (A/N; Ookami Ryuu, what a good name! T___T)

The big scar in my heart. The wound that never healed.

I took her hand. It was warm.

I looked at my left hand, my ring finger. My ring finger still wore the ring.. the ring Ryuu gave me.

"Sakura.. I'm really a useless mother.. I let you grow up without a father.. I'm sorry." Those words were the last before I hugged Sakura and fell asleep.

When I woke up, Sakura was sleeping in my arms. The sun was up.

I kissed Sakura's forehead before I was going down to the kitchen. I made some coffee.

I sat beside the window, looking out. Knowing that something would happen.

I don't have anything to do. Sakura isn't up yet and I don't want to wake her up. Let's.. make some vanilla muffins!

I took out the ingredients and started to make the muffins. When I was done making the cake mixture, Oven, the last thing before the muffins were 100% done.

"God mornin' mama... why is there a vanilla smell? Sa-Chan can smell it from mama's room." Sakura rubbed her eyes.

Her hair was messy and her face was pale, like every time she woke up.

"God mornin' Sakura! Mama's making some vanilla muffins."

Sakura climbed up on my legs. I lifted up her.

"Sa-Chan likes chocolate." She yawned.

"Next time, we'll do chocolate muffins. Just for you." I kissed her hair.

"Yattaa~!"

"Sakura, go and brush your teeths. Then we can eat breakfast and do something later!"

"Okay!" She said as she ran to the bathroom.

Ryuu.. you have a splendid daughter. She's just like you.

I smiled for myself.

I wish you were here.

"Mama! Can't Sakura also change?" Sakura yelled from the bathroom.

"Sure! Do you want mama to pick the clothes?" I answered her while taking the muffins out of the oven.

"Yes!"

I walked to Sakura's room.

The white room, with a big Sakura-tree painted on the walls. And some Sakura petals around it.

Her bed with pink sheets and white net canopy around. Her pink wardrobe and her pink drawer with alot of stuffed animals on.

I remember.. how much effort I put in this room..

I opened her wardrobe and looked at the dresses. I took a white dress with a pink ribbon under her chest.

"Sakura, you think this is okay?" I showed the dress to her.

"Umm!" She nodded.

"Then, mama's also gonna change!"

When I was done with the changing and brushing teeth, Sakura and I ate breakfast.

"Sa-Chan is full! Sakura can't eat anymore!" She patted her tummy.

I laughed.

"So what do you want to do today?" I asked while I was washing the plates.

"Hmm.. Chizu baa-san said that a new man was moving here!" She pointed at the next house beside us. (A/N; Chizu baa-san = A granny who lives infront them.)

And she was right, a removal van was right outside that house.

Men with caps was carrying stuff, inside and out again.

A new neighbour?

"Sakura, how about we go and visit our new neighbour?" I asked.

"Sa-Chan wants too!"

"Then.. can you help mama take out a basket so we can give our new neighbour some muffins?"

"Okay!"

I saw my daughter take out a basket and she looked at the muffins really closly. I was guessing that she wanted to give away the best muffins.

"Mama, I'm done!" She showed me.

"Perfect! Let's go!"

"Ooo!"

When we stood outside the house, we could see how messy everything was. Furnitures was here and there.

Sakura took my hand.

It's better to hold mama's hand! Sa-Chan is scared of these guys!

"Come here, Sakura." I lifted up Sakura.

"Mama, why isn't anyone here?" Sakura asked me.

"Let's go inside and see.. don't let go of the basket."

"Haaaii~!"

"Anoooo~ Is anyone here...?" I asked when I was by the door.

I put down Sakura.

Those men was carrying stuff up to the other floor. I walked to the living room. I could see a man.. and a boy.

But I couldn't see their faces. Just their back. The man was talking to a man with a cap.

When the man was done talking with the man with the cap, the man with the cap cointinued with his work.

"Anooo... why're there a van outside..?" I asked and pointed at the van.

The man turned to my way.

It was like the time stopped. He looked like a model. His navy blue hair moved the same time as him and his elegant face. His cheekbone and his navy eyes. So elegant!

And he was in just a plain white shirt with jeans! How could a person person be this beautiful?!

"That's 'cuz I'm moving to this house..?" He said with a rusty, rough tone. (A/N; I don't know if that describes Ikuto voice the best... xD)

"Ohh, I see.. I though that as well. It seems that I'm your neighbour, I'm Hinamori Amu and this is my daughter Sakura."

"I'm Sakura!" Sakura intruduced herself.

"I see." The man said.

"I made some muffin this morning. I though that you could have some, like a welcome-gift!" I said and Sakura held the basket to him.

The man took the basket from Sakura and sniffed.

"I'm sorry, but I don't eat this stuff. Too much.. calories. And especially if it's vanilla." The man said and sighed. "I prefer chocolate."

He sighed like it was a disappointment to him like.. the everyone should known that he didn't like vanilla!

I took Sakura from him. He gave me creeps.

"Oh, I almost forgot to intruduce myself. I'm Tsukiyomi Ikuto." He said and smirked. Smirked! "And this is my son, Tomoya." He said and patted his son head, his son that looked exactly like him! But his son didn't smile. He was like a person who didn't have experiment the word; happiness.

Why?

Ma-Chan's Message; I won't update so fast since my dad took laptop from me... Have that in mind!

Me: I love this fanfic, more than 'Do I Love him?' ! ;D REVIEW! (Note; Like you can see... Sakura doesn't say 'I' and 'Me', she says Sa-Chan or Sakura.)

Ikuto: Good for you.

Me: I know!

Amu: I DON'T LIKE IKUTO!

Sakura: Tomoya-kun, soo kakkooii! *sparkle-eyes*

Amu: Sakura! Don't go to his side!

Sakura: Doshite? O.o

Me: APAPAPA! Don't say anything! xD

Yaya: Review or Yaya-chan-sama will... scream like hell! x]