Conclusion

My pain, my hurt and my sorrow
Eat me away until I am no more
And how I feel inside of me
I wish I couldn't feel anymore

I always strive to be perfect
But it is never good enough
Despite the good intentions I have
Heartless people think I am rough

Rough I may be on the edges, but then
A diamond is indeed cut from a stone
I try to come across as being strong
It's a cover to hide my fear of being alone

I can't help the cry of my soul
It screams full of angst and despair
I want to be done with this, for it to end
Though it won't end, my soul is beyond repair

And now I come to the conclusion
That I am wasting a lot of precious time
Because in this world, whatever your belief
Praying for a miracle is a punishable crime

So, I will never ask for anything again
Not from anyone, not from heaven or hell
This comes from the pit of my shattered heart
I have nothing else left to bargain, no soul to sell