A/N So it's been quite the hiatus for me. Pregnancy and life with a newborn and toddler got the better of me, but I'm back. Rush to the Alter (My sweeter Twilight fic) should hopefully have an update soon. Until then…enjoy this…a girl needs her kink too. :)

Disclaimer: Ms. Meyer owns Twilight…darn the luck

Defeat of Virtue

Well Laid Plan

BPOV

"Has it really come to this Isabella?"

Shit, he only uses my full name when he's pissed. "Damn right it has Edward," I said making sure to show the annoyance in my voice. I was walking around my room cleaning, a nervous habit I had when we were arguing.

"Irrational girl," he muttered under his breath.

"Insecure vampire," I spat right back at him.

I picked up his jacket and tossed it at his chest. "You're not welcome to stay with me overnight until you agree to revaluate your ridiculous boundaries!"

"You know the only reason I set those boundaries is because I will not risk hurting you. If I lost control for even a mom…"

Not wanting to hear the old excuse again, I cut him off, "I know. I know. You could kill me. Or I could be killed by any number of things, but you could never hurt me. You just don't want to risk. You've been in the presence of my blood numerous time; you've even tasted it before, but you're so insecure in you're ability to control your strength that you refuse to touch me like any other man would touch his finace!"

"Bella, I love you too much," he said looking ashamed.

I dropped my shoulders, walked to him and put my hand on his arm, "And I love you, but since you won't change me yet, we need to figure out a way to be intimate. Until then, I can't have you here over night. Leave," I said pointing towards my window. Then I took a deep breath and turned away from him.

I felt his breath against my neck and froze. "Bella, do you think you can keep me out?" His kissed right under my ear.

Pull it together Swan.

"No, I can't keep you out, but you will stay away," I said softly.

"And why would I do that, Love?" He whispered in my ear.

"Because I'm asking you to." His breathing stopped. I knew I had him.

"Are you sure you want that?" He said pushing his body against mine letting me feel his arousal against my lower back. Damn cocky vampire.

"Don't flaunt that thing unless you're prepared to use it," I said pushing back into him. He backed away and sighed. Defeat. I knew I had him again.

He gave me his signature chaste kiss, "Fine Bella I'll respect your request, but remember that this wasn't my idea." He walked over towards my window and turned, "I'll only be moments away if you need me. This will be the longest engagement in history."

"Thank you, Edward. I love you." And I do with my entire being. This was going to kill me, but I had to do this.

"Not as much as I love you, My Bella. Sweet dreams." He jumped from the window and was gone.

I threw a book to the ground and collapsed on my bed.

"That sneaky pixie better be sure this will work."

2 days ago

"Bella, trust me. I saw this working out. How much do you want Edward to get past his physical issues?" Alice said confidently.

"More than anything Alice, you know that. But telling him I don't want him with me at night anymore. I don't want to lie to him. Besides, I'll take any part of Edward I can get," I sighed.

"Then do this and I promise you'll get any part of Edward you want," she nudged me causing me to blush. "Five days. I promise you'll start to get results in five days."